𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲 by Justin Dec is yet another reminder of why I love horror so damn much. Horror isn’t one-dimensional, it’s not just about the scares or the blood. It’s about the stories behind the scares, the characters carrying their own pain, and the emotions that stay long after the frightening moments are over.
𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲 is definitely one of those books. I simply could not put it down, despite already having three other current reads. No offense to the other books, but my mind kept wandering back to 𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲 and my desperate need to uncover the truth behind John’s troubling past.
And then there’s the blue boy… and the others. I’m keeping this part hush-hush for future readers because you’re just going to have to read the book to find out about them! But yeah, that unsettling little presence added an entirely different layer of creepiness to the story. There’s something about the way appears and creeps and scares the crap out of John that made every scene involving him feel increasingly disturbing. I’m still thinking about him, tbh.
I’m also one of those people who is super empathetic to other people’s emotions. When an animal dies, I cry. When a person in a movie cries, I cry. When something amazing happens to a character in a book, I tear up. That’s just the type of person I am. So, naturally, 𝘑𝘰𝘩𝘯 𝘢𝘣𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘶𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦.
John, as a character, is so incredibly broken. Seeing both his childhood self and his present self made my heart ache for him. My heart broke for everything he went through as a child, but also for what he’s going through in the present. His grief, his pain, his trauma, it all felt so heavy, and I found myself feeling every bit of it right alongside him.
This book has everything: grief, sadness, dread, horror, and enough emotional turmoil to make you feel every fucking emotion imaginable. Justin Dec completely pulled me in, and by the time I finished, I felt like this book had put me through an entire emotional workout.
Sometimes you just know a book is going to stick with you, and 𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲 is definitely one of those books.
(𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝, 𝙅𝙪𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣, 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙙𝙚𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙡! 𝙃𝙤𝙡𝙮 𝙢𝙤𝙡𝙮, 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙖𝙗𝙨𝙤𝙡𝙪𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙖𝙢𝙖𝙯𝙞𝙣𝙜!)