A few years ago, I and my family had vacationed to this place. There, we stayed at a hotel plus resort. There wasn't a library, but there was a single book shelf in the lobby. I thought I'd borrow a book while I was there. None of the books really interested me, but then I found this: Choices by Susan Sallis. I took it to our suite, and read a few pages. Only a few pages because I didn't have much time with it. I skimmed through the book a little. The book seemed amazing and absolutely interesting and heart warming. But I obviously couldn't take it from there. I was pretty sad to leave it.
We got back home, and the first thing I did was search for the ebook. I didn't find it, not a single trace of it. I let it go, but it was always there in the corner of my mind.
The next two years, when I was introduced to the art of ordering books online, I searched for the book yet again. It was horribly expensive, or wasn't available at all. I let it go once again.
And then, I went to this bookstore, a very nice bookstore that sold second hand books. I saw other books of Susan Sallis, but Choices, the one that I wanted wasn't there. I came back home empty handed.
There is a place here, where every year, a fair sort of thing takes place, selling everything from household stuff to dresses to toys to jewellery. You name it, and its all there. I was informed by my mother who was informed by a friend that the fair was selling books at a low price, and that she could take me there since she knew I loved reading. And so we went. I wasn't keeping my hopes high; after all it was a fair. I didn't expect to find much interesting books. Nonetheless, I went, knowing that I might find something at least. There was a single stall with second hand books. I looked at all the books dejectedly, doubting that I might find something good. My mother bought children's fairy tales and story books for her students - she takes tuition - while my frown just got deeper and deeper. And then - I think I gave a cry of shock and disbelief - I saw Choices by Susan Sallis. I couldn't help the smile slowly stretching across my face - the salesman must have been thinking I'd gone bonkers, smiling at a book like that, all of a sudden. I was close to tears, but decided that that would be pretty stupid. Anyway, it was like meeting an old friend. You let them go but had not forgotten, and when you meet them once more, you are more than happy because you've gotten another chance to spend time together. I told my mother - rather incoherently - about the history I had with this book and she gave the okay and I was overjoyed. I knew it was fate that had made our paths cross and fate that had tied us together and fate again that had brought us together.
It wasn't until recently that I started reading Choices again, and it was such a beautiful, bitter sweet, emotional roller coaster ride. Finished the book in less than three days. The story was beautiful and the characters were amazing. I absolutely adored Helen, Harry, Dorry, Peggy, and yes, even Tom and Aunt Putrid! It was a joyful ride, and one I might and will never be able to forget. It taught me so much about life and love and friendship and death and ties and truth and honesty and courage and pain and sorrow and happiness and character development and to continue living your life no matter what happens, no matter how much you've lost, no matter what you want, no matter how much you want to die, no matter what shape you are in, because living is the most beautiful aspect about life!
It was amusing too, because of its unique and witty dialogue delivery and humour and character. I am so very overwhelmed right now! I hated that I finished the book so soon, and again, I find myself so close to tears. The ending was beautiful. Oh my God, I can't even begin to describe how beautiful and heartwarming this book was! It made me thankful for being who I am, it gave me hope in the afterlife, it gave me faith that there is possibility of healing of relationships by love and friendship and those tied and severed by sorrow and death. And it has restored my faith in life and love, true, pure, beautiful, and real love!
Thank you so much Susan Sallis for giving life to this reality of a book. Giving life to its characters. Oh God, I am rarely this ecstatic and dramatic about a book, and this has possibly got to be the most elaborate and biggest book review that I have ever written, and I could write more, because Choices deserves more than this, so much more. Oh my God I shiver and can still feel dried tears as I think of this wonderful book. It was definitely fate that brought us together