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508 pages, Kindle Edition
Expected publication November 10, 2026
"How many times does something have to leave before you stop trusting anything that says it’ll stay?"
"I feel like I’ve been running for so long.” I bring one of his hands against my chest, right over my pounding heart. “Please don’t tell me I’ve finally stopped when there’s nobody left waiting for me.”
I always believed myself to be a man of control. Disciplined. But in the presence of Ciarán O’Shea, that control is slipping in a way I don’t understand. And I realize something I never knew about myself: I am a weak man. The resistance I’ve built against him for years shatters. Obliterated.
I need to get past those walls he keeps throwing up. I want more than f-ing in secret. I want afternoons at the playground. Movies on the sofa. I want to keep holding his hand. I just want him. I’m sick of hiding this. For the first time in years, I have something that feels bright and exciting and f-ing mine. I want everyone to know who Ciarán O’Shea belongs to.