I adored Meg Mason's Sorrow and Bliss for its painfully accurate portrayal of depression. So, naturally, I was eager to read Sophie, Standing There. This time, Mason explores loneliness, the awkwardness of feeling different, and how easily isolation can drive us to retreat into our own heads. Sometimes that's a pretty crowded place to be!
When we meet Sophie, her life is unraveling. She's estranged from her best friend, Emma, newly divorced, and beginning to pull away from her brother, with whom she's always been close. Her mental health is deteriorating, and even her job organizing author events is in jeopardy. Sophie is becoming increasingly isolated, and unfortunately, she's not particularly good at getting out of her own way.
One aspect I especially enjoyed was Mason's inclusion of real-life authors in the story. What a clever touch! She also explores the peculiar relationship between authors and their most devoted readers. You know the type, readers who love an author's work so much that they convince themselves they actually know the person behind the books. Mason examines that fragile line between admiration and obsession, and how easily it can become blurred.
When an author Sophie idolized in her younger years is scheduled for an event, she's positively enchanted by the prospect of meeting her. As the story unfolds, we also learn about Sophie's upbringing, which helps explain some of her social awkwardness and difficulty connecting with others.
What I particularly appreciate about Mason's writing is her ability to inject subtle, sometimes wonderfully dry humor into what could otherwise be a rather maudlin story. She understands that sadness and humor aren't mutually exclusive. In fact, sometimes the saddest people have the sharpest wit. That balance kept me invested in Sophie, even when I wanted to give her a good shake!
And fear not, this isn't a story that leaves its protagonist wallowing in despair. Sophie eventually gains some perspective, and what initially feels like a story headed toward tragedy finds a softer landing, with the possibility of reconnecting with the people who love her.
I could relate to Sophie, particularly her tendency to live inside her own head and the comfort she finds in books. Mason captures something very real about the female experience, the struggle to fit in, the loneliness that can exist even when we're surrounded by people, and the complicated ways we sometimes sabotage the very relationships we need.
I listened to the audiobook narrated by Katherine Parkinson. I'll admit, it took me a while to settle into this one, but I'm glad I persevered. Mason's characters aren't always easy to love, but they're wonderfully human.
I remain a Meg Mason superfan!
Don't worry, Meg. I have absolutely no plans to stalk you. I promise.