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367 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 4, 2015



You’ll find that very few things in life happen by coincidence
The only way she wasn’t beautiful was when she was hopeless.Everly Anne has a very rare medical disease that’s going to kill her sooner or later. While the sands of her time are slipping through the hourglass, she meets Callum who makes her wonder, makes her feel and gives her the desire to live. Even if living is exactly what’s going to kill her.
I had an abnormal heart, the kind that stretched like a rubber-band and weakened with every tug I allowed someone to have.This book is different from others that deal with fatal illnesses, in that it doesn’t focus on Everly or her disease. It’s there, but this book is mainly Callum’s story. It’s about the color that Everly brought into his life after the death of his mother left a black spot. It’s about him knowing he will lose her at one point in the future, but choosing to experience the color regardless, and trying to find ways to maintain it when she’s gone. They’re star-crossed, their stars are going to fall, but would you rather avoid love in order to avoid pain? Or feel love and take the pain as proof?
Something in my spirit had changed, something so large that I had been woken up, that night, by a sleeping girl.This is a beautiful and inspiring book about true love that transcends life & death and lives in a sky full of stars. A book about fate and having faith. About finding peace and living while keeping her alive as long as you can. A paradox, because if living is what's going to kill you, would you prefer to be dead?
I fell for you and I never got up
I'll stay here forever 'til I turn to dust
Just take every minute make it last for life
24/7, baby, 3-6-5
We could all be blown to pieces
Because time's a ticking bomb
We could all be dead tomorrow
But our love will carry on
'Cause when you know your days are numbered
And you're looking in my eyes
It's not the end, 'cause the energy never dies
I know what it feels like swimming through the stars when I see her
And I don't need air because I breathe her
“Do you think every healthy baby grows up to be a solid human being just because they started out on a good path? You can’t wonder about this stuff, Callum. You fix. You heal. That’s all.”
Walking alongside her in silence, though, I unexpectedly found a form of comfort. It wasn’t as good as sleep, but it was on pair with dreaming.
And as I searched her face for answers to the feelings budding inside of me, I realized why she was beautiful in a way I hadn’t seen in other girls —girls like Cecily, with the coconut oil skin and no interesting secrets. Everly’s beauty rivaled the way autumn leaves strip branches to the bone. Her structure stood raw before me, her secrets wading in the depths of her eyes, so close I could call on them, if I desired, knowing that, for me, she would answer.
“Now you belong to everyone, doctor.”
My fingers lifted her chin. “Tell those lies to my heartbeat.”
“Why are we here?” she asked.
“I wanted to stand still for a while, Everly Anne. This is the place I can do that for you. This is me standing still.”

“Just one bite of food. Just take one bit, Julep.”
“I was thirteen, and it was Christmas Eve….. They told me my mom just stopped breathing.”
James Barrie’s words were bolded at the top. Just always be waiting for me. And underneath, she had written: Not every “just” leads to doom. What if the word “just” only loses all its goodness when you stop looking at it as such. Justice, fair, evenhanded, unbiased, good, moral. This is the Family of Just. But like any family that starts out wholesome, there is room for a shift. All it takes is one person to stop believing in the foundation. Then that family is only on the outskirts of what remains, until no one addresses it as a whole, just the broken bits that fell away. Just the crumbles of what was once so sturdy. Just. You can make anything whole again. Just. You just have to nurse it back to health.
I wasn't talking about death. I'm talking about life. That's the damn problem. Everyone is so focused on losing some unforseen day in the future, they don't even cherish what they have right now. Well, right now, I'm in love with this girl. That's not denial. It's the absolute truth. Worry warts are in denial, believing every carefully-made choice won't end badly. Guess what Tot? We all die someday. So what if I get ten days or ten years with her? Are we all so concerned with quantity, we won't even consider some of the best moments of our lives are the shortest lived? I might end up spending more time in my life reminding patients to watch their cholesterol than I ever will spend tenderly with Everly Anne...But does that make her lesser? Are those moments not worth having?





“The worst part about a person dying is all the destruction it leaves behind [...] sometimes watching the aftermath of what it’s done to my father is worse. My mother’s pain left with her, but his pain is infinite. And if I am the flesh of his flesh and blood of his blood, then his pain is also mine, isn’t it?”[...] “I would say yes. But I would also say that means the joy is yours too. The pain comes from the joy. So there must have been so much joy that once it’s gone the world looks void.”
“That’s how I feel—your heart swallowed me like a well and I will never be able to climb out. I fell. I fell into your infinity. And my inability to free myself will doom your life.”
“Everly Anne,” I slid my hands under her hair and turned her face up close to mine. “I love you no less than 358 ways. Please never allow anything to sway you from believing it’s the absolute truth. Even if the sky does fall, even if we do turn to dust, I’ll always be waiting for you.”
Everly's beauty rivaled the way autumn leaves strip branches to the bone.
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Infinite Dolls by Emalynne Wilder
Publication date: May 3rd 2016
Genres: New Adult, Romance
Synopsis:
Born to be the best.
Head of his class.
No strings attached.
The third year of medical school is supposed to be the hardest, but Callum Trovatto has no idea what he’s about to face when Everly Anne Brighton stands between him and a passing grade, shaking up his world with her secrets, and digging into his dark past.
Hopeless.
Trapped by her father’s rules.
Longing for freedom.
Expected to die before her twenty-first birthday at the hands of a rare medical condition, Everly Brighton begins to defy the carefully crafted routine her father enforces to keep her alive, despite the fact that it could kill her.
INFINITE DOLLS is an emotionally charged love story about finding faith, coping with loss and living in the preciousness of Now.
You guys. Holy Buckets. Ugly fucking tears. I loved this novel. I loved this novel so hard that I don't know how I am going to move on. My soul aches with longing for the ghosts these characters will leave behind.
This novel is actually the first new adult novel I have read that is completely in the male's POV. I've read many that swapped, but this was all Callum. I will let you in on a little secret, it was breathtaking. I felt so close to him, so enamored by him being enamored by Everly that my heart was so achingly full.
I wiped many tears off my screen while reading Infinite Dolls, but I also laughed through so much of the dialog. I think a few of my tears may have been from laughter! Serg and Tatum were everything they needed to be. Their friendship with Callum complimented his personality in such a way that I found myself wishing they were my best friends.
Wide awake. Dreaming soundly. I could never remove her from under my ribs.
Emalynne is an eloquent writer. I say that with the utmost respect. The words on the page were not words on a page, they were pieces of her soul laid out for the world to see. I will anxiously await her next novel.
Um, how gorgeous is this cover?! It breathes Everly. Perfection.
Go grab the tissues and read this now. Absolutely one of my top reads of the year!
