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I Shouldn't Feel This Way: Book 1
The line between right and wrong has never been so blurred. For the past seventeen years, Aria Hunter has had to grow up in a living nightmare, never knowing who her father is. The notorious Noah Hunter has been absent from her life ever since she was born. But their worlds soon collide in the most unexpected way, leaving Aria to face her feelings of anguish, resentment, love... and attraction.
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412 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 4, 2015
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May 17, 2021
3.5 stars
This book is wacky and confusing at times. When the writer chose to go off on a tangent and I’m left wondering; ‘how the hell did we get here?’ This story suffers from being far too wordy and so much angst and arguing.
So, here’s the thing; people who are closely related are genetically inclined to be close because they are familiar. Also it’s said that people are generally attracted to others who look like themselves. We’re all narcissistic in the long run. Plus, you share so much it’s a feeling of belonging and understanding. In a natural familiar upbringing this would rarely stir more than familiar love. But what happens if you rarely see that person or maybe never l see them? Sometimes what is meant to be gets thrown out the window because the draw has basically come out of nowhere. And how do you feel about people you’re both drawn and attracted to?
Also in the case of this particular story, I’m sure it doesn’t help that he keeps telling her how beautiful she is and all the pet names. I don’t know how much you remember being a teenager but everything was so over the top. Everything felt so life or death. I’m not saying he’s to blame, because he’s in awe of this life he helped create and he’s honest to a fault as we start to see him have these hard hitting conversations with her. Noah is definitely the type that wears his emotions on his sleeve.
His character is very manipulative and two faced. I understand the need to impress and not scare off his daughter. But his temperamental and savage behavior towards her mother is a bit disturbing. Even part of his behavior with Aria feels disingenuous.
Wow, his wife sounds delightful, more silicone and plastic then real girl. How has that ever been sexy?
Listen, I’m not saying the stepdad didn’t get what he deserved but I have serious concerns about Noah’s sanity.
That line between father/daughter is so minuscule that even I’m confused. The fact that their behavior makes for an appropriate adorable relationship but then it also feels like the beginning of something that shouldn’t be.
The hot and cold they each vary against each other is frustrating to say the least. Like you can’t give someone the cold shoulder, ignore their attempts at conversation and then when they in turn give you a cold shoulder decide that you need to talk. Y’all are doing my head in!
Much like a toxic relationship, when this is good, it’s amazing. When it’s bad, it’s a train wreck. Which also sums up the dynamic between Noah and Aria. You know what else sums it up? Passive Aggression!
This book is wacky and confusing at times. When the writer chose to go off on a tangent and I’m left wondering; ‘how the hell did we get here?’ This story suffers from being far too wordy and so much angst and arguing.
So, here’s the thing; people who are closely related are genetically inclined to be close because they are familiar. Also it’s said that people are generally attracted to others who look like themselves. We’re all narcissistic in the long run. Plus, you share so much it’s a feeling of belonging and understanding. In a natural familiar upbringing this would rarely stir more than familiar love. But what happens if you rarely see that person or maybe never l see them? Sometimes what is meant to be gets thrown out the window because the draw has basically come out of nowhere. And how do you feel about people you’re both drawn and attracted to?
Also in the case of this particular story, I’m sure it doesn’t help that he keeps telling her how beautiful she is and all the pet names. I don’t know how much you remember being a teenager but everything was so over the top. Everything felt so life or death. I’m not saying he’s to blame, because he’s in awe of this life he helped create and he’s honest to a fault as we start to see him have these hard hitting conversations with her. Noah is definitely the type that wears his emotions on his sleeve.
His character is very manipulative and two faced. I understand the need to impress and not scare off his daughter. But his temperamental and savage behavior towards her mother is a bit disturbing. Even part of his behavior with Aria feels disingenuous.
Wow, his wife sounds delightful, more silicone and plastic then real girl. How has that ever been sexy?
Listen, I’m not saying the stepdad didn’t get what he deserved but I have serious concerns about Noah’s sanity.
That line between father/daughter is so minuscule that even I’m confused. The fact that their behavior makes for an appropriate adorable relationship but then it also feels like the beginning of something that shouldn’t be.
The hot and cold they each vary against each other is frustrating to say the least. Like you can’t give someone the cold shoulder, ignore their attempts at conversation and then when they in turn give you a cold shoulder decide that you need to talk. Y’all are doing my head in!
Much like a toxic relationship, when this is good, it’s amazing. When it’s bad, it’s a train wreck. Which also sums up the dynamic between Noah and Aria. You know what else sums it up? Passive Aggression!
November 20, 2024
3,5.
It’s a interesting story with immature characters.
I will read the second book 🤷🏻♀️
It’s a interesting story with immature characters.
I will read the second book 🤷🏻♀️
October 23, 2020
This was... wow. I couldn’t stop reading and I was all in until about 75%. After that I just started feeling pretty annoyed with Aria and being a bit immature, Noah for being wishy-washy and toying with Aria (because he fucking was). He kept going back and forth on saying he wanted her, loved her, then the next moment he’d say he was horrible, they shouldn’t be doing this, they need to go to counseling, etc.
I mean, I get it... but it’s FICTION! I don’t wanna read that. I want a nice romance book. Hah.
The thing with Vanessa didn’t piss me off at first, but then it started getting to me. At first it seemed like he was going to leave her but then changed his mind. The whole Vienna (Vanessa’s sister) being in love with her cousin years ago being thrown in there was kinda lame.
I was intrigued when Evan came along. Maybe he was creepy but hey, I’d be into him and Aria being together. She deserves someone to actually follow through. Maybe Evan was obsessed but so what? If Noah’s going to be like he is, let Evan have a connection and a thing with Aria then. Shit.
I loved this book because the relationship between Noah and Aria felt intense and I was really rooting for them. It ended up fizzling out for me toward the end, though.
Knowing that this series wasn’t finished and book 3 was never published, I probably won’t continue on with the next. I’m sad about it though.
I mean, I get it... but it’s FICTION! I don’t wanna read that. I want a nice romance book. Hah.
The thing with Vanessa didn’t piss me off at first, but then it started getting to me. At first it seemed like he was going to leave her but then changed his mind. The whole Vienna (Vanessa’s sister) being in love with her cousin years ago being thrown in there was kinda lame.
I was intrigued when Evan came along. Maybe he was creepy but hey, I’d be into him and Aria being together. She deserves someone to actually follow through. Maybe Evan was obsessed but so what? If Noah’s going to be like he is, let Evan have a connection and a thing with Aria then. Shit.
I loved this book because the relationship between Noah and Aria felt intense and I was really rooting for them. It ended up fizzling out for me toward the end, though.
Knowing that this series wasn’t finished and book 3 was never published, I probably won’t continue on with the next. I’m sad about it though.
June 3, 2016
Bottom line is: I shouldn't feel this way!
I like reading taboo books and this is as taboo as it gets. I got sucked into their characters from the beginning and couldn't let go until I finished. Today I'm like a zombie through lack of sleep because I just had to know what will happen next. Despite knowing it's wrong I can't help but root for Aria and Noah. I'm just hoping beyond hope that something happens in book 2 that will enable them to get their HEA. I know there's only one way that's going to happen, so I'm secretly keeping my fingers crossed for them.
I know it's also wrong to get hot under the collar with their interactions, but I did. The steam factor was through the roof. I guess doing something you know is wrong just feels a little too right.
My goodness, I think I need therapy, too!
In all seriousness this was an awesome read. I can't wait for book 2, because well... that ending! Well done to Mina Alexia for keeping me at the edge of my seat. What a ride!
I like reading taboo books and this is as taboo as it gets. I got sucked into their characters from the beginning and couldn't let go until I finished. Today I'm like a zombie through lack of sleep because I just had to know what will happen next. Despite knowing it's wrong I can't help but root for Aria and Noah. I'm just hoping beyond hope that something happens in book 2 that will enable them to get their HEA. I know there's only one way that's going to happen, so I'm secretly keeping my fingers crossed for them.
I know it's also wrong to get hot under the collar with their interactions, but I did. The steam factor was through the roof. I guess doing something you know is wrong just feels a little too right.
My goodness, I think I need therapy, too!
In all seriousness this was an awesome read. I can't wait for book 2, because well... that ending! Well done to Mina Alexia for keeping me at the edge of my seat. What a ride!
June 19, 2015
I tried so hard not to finished this so fast but I got sucked in and couldn't stop.. Mina you're so talented and I'm proud to say I'll be a fan for life <3, I read this story before Mina took it off line and I fell in love with the story and as I was reading it again I fell in love once again..I know its controversial but the way Mina writes this beautiful love story makes it easy to look past that.. I recommend this book to everyone... I can't wait for the second book (I shouldn't love this way) to be released ( please don't make us wait too long Mina) .. I love NORIA<3 and I miss each and every character already ( even creepy Evan) READ I SHOULDN'T FEEL THIS WAY!
November 24, 2020
First off the story is really good. I dug the twist & turns. Some of it moved in a direction that almost seemed unrealistic but I kept in mind it is fiction. I’m not a big fan of sloooooow burns and this was one of them. Yeah it was hot and I’m all about the taboo factor. Knowing that the 3rd book isn’t happening has me second guessing book 2 as I hate unfinished business. A great story but still can only give a 3 star on this one
June 11, 2015
What can I say I enjoyed every minute of this book. Love the storyline, it's well written. Well done Mina.
Now I can't wait for book 2.
Now I can't wait for book 2.
January 24, 2022
Could not put this down. This gripped me from page one and wouldn't let go.
There were a lot of moments where I was uncomfortable but I also understood how the characters were feeling what they feeling. Aria and Noah shouldn't want each other but they can't help it.
I've really been needing a taboo romance, I tried one a week ago, it didn't land. This one landed and swept me away.
The tension and the build up just got me so anxious but I loved it. Noah and Aria were very affectionate physically and they were or would have been mostly innocent affections if there wasn't those feeling behind those affections. So Noah would kiss Aria's forehead and it felt like so much more. They would hug and it would be just a smidge too long or too close. It was a ride waiting to see when they would break and give in.
Aria did get on my nerves a little bit. She was very immature in a lot of ways that had me cringing at times but I understood it as well.
Warning, there is no actual sex between Aria and Noah in this book but the build up was so good and kept me glued to my kindle. I hope they do the deed next book though!
And that ending, I though
I was a little worried when I saw how long ago book 2 was published but I just went onto the author's website and saw that she is still working on book 3 (last update about it was Dec 2021), so while she has a goal of having book 3 published in 2022, even if it takes a little longer at least she hasn't disappeared and is giving updates. I can hardly wait to start book 2!
There were a lot of moments where I was uncomfortable but I also understood how the characters were feeling what they feeling. Aria and Noah shouldn't want each other but they can't help it.
I've really been needing a taboo romance, I tried one a week ago, it didn't land. This one landed and swept me away.
The tension and the build up just got me so anxious but I loved it. Noah and Aria were very affectionate physically and they were or would have been mostly innocent affections if there wasn't those feeling behind those affections. So Noah would kiss Aria's forehead and it felt like so much more. They would hug and it would be just a smidge too long or too close. It was a ride waiting to see when they would break and give in.
Aria did get on my nerves a little bit. She was very immature in a lot of ways that had me cringing at times but I understood it as well.
Warning, there is no actual sex between Aria and Noah in this book but the build up was so good and kept me glued to my kindle. I hope they do the deed next book though!
And that ending, I though
I was a little worried when I saw how long ago book 2 was published but I just went onto the author's website and saw that she is still working on book 3 (last update about it was Dec 2021), so while she has a goal of having book 3 published in 2022, even if it takes a little longer at least she hasn't disappeared and is giving updates. I can hardly wait to start book 2!
March 17, 2021
I was thoroughly, THOROUGHLY creeped out. And the fact that there are people out there who were Rooting for "Noria" to end up together, says a lot about ya'll. Listen, this is not my first tabboo romance, I basically inhaled the Dollanganger series by VC Andrews, because even though Cathy and Chris' love was totally fucked up, you kind of understand how they feelings changed from normal brotherly and sisterly feelings into something more. THIS, I didn't get. She met Noah for the first time and was instantly attracted to him? Huh? I thought the author was gonna ease me into this because this was seriously some fucked up shit, but by page 30, after their first meeting, he is already having wet dreams about his daughter after he just met her FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!??
And as if that isn't bad enough, lol, now this mysterious super sexy uncle is obsessed with his teenage niece? Like really? I mean that's a little far fetched.
Like wow. I'm sorry, I tried but I couldn't. I was cringing and horrified the whole time I was reading this, at some point it became too much and I had to skip through a WHOLE lot of pages. I can't imagine what happens in the sequel, in my opinion, the only way this sordid love story can redeem itself is if he turned out to not really be her father in the end. All in all - i definitely will not be reading the sequel.
And as if that isn't bad enough, lol, now this mysterious super sexy uncle is obsessed with his teenage niece? Like really? I mean that's a little far fetched.
Like wow. I'm sorry, I tried but I couldn't. I was cringing and horrified the whole time I was reading this, at some point it became too much and I had to skip through a WHOLE lot of pages. I can't imagine what happens in the sequel, in my opinion, the only way this sordid love story can redeem itself is if he turned out to not really be her father in the end. All in all - i definitely will not be reading the sequel.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
September 5, 2018
That was so bad. It started off bad, then was okay, then bad again, and then unfortunately continued to get worse.
I don’t even care about that taboo nature of this book, I was actually all for it, yeah I’m a sick fuck, what ever. The writing was just bad though. And then about 2/3 through she added other pov’s not just the main characters. I get to add depth but it was a major fail. I won’t be continuing this story, or author.
I don’t even care about that taboo nature of this book, I was actually all for it, yeah I’m a sick fuck, what ever. The writing was just bad though. And then about 2/3 through she added other pov’s not just the main characters. I get to add depth but it was a major fail. I won’t be continuing this story, or author.
June 16, 2015
Loved it!
Love this unconventional , dare I say controversial love story between Noah and Aria. I couldn't put it down, I can't wait for book two please don't make us wait too long!
Love this unconventional , dare I say controversial love story between Noah and Aria. I couldn't put it down, I can't wait for book two please don't make us wait too long!
November 4, 2016
I don't really know how I feel about Aria. I mean, I felt bad for her in the beginning with her writing that beautiful yet sad poem. Made me think that she was getting very badly abused or something bad occurred in her life. Even though she doesn't get beaten everyday, she still gets the verbal abuse from her step-father. Making her pull towards her attractive and doting, biological father, that just came into her life. Some points she seems a little mature, then later in the book I find her very immature. Like the way she tries to get her dad's attention and make him jealous. I found it to sometimes just be very childish, just like how she immediately feels attracted to her father and then falls for him (just like teens usually do). Also the part where she is dancing like a stripper on Ryan's lap in front of his friends and other people that are watching the game. Kind of agreed with Noah that Aria was acting like a slut, however saying that she was acting that way in front of her friends was not cool. Hate how she uses Ryan. Made me feel bad for Ryan since he likes Aria and felt that she was playing with his feelings to make herself feel better, make Noah jealous, and get back at Noah.
When she suddenly confessed her feelings to her dad, telling him that she loved him, I felt bad for her. She felt so strongly for him and then had her feelings trampled on when he turns her down by saying, "I'm your father" and saying that they should go see his therapist. Although, it was expected that he would reject her feelings on account that they are father and daughter. Flesh and blood. When Noah and Aria fight over things happening with his wife, Aria should have expected there to be conflicts. It's not like he blindsided her about being married. They should have not started that relationship or Noah should have ended things with Vanessa, before getting together.
Noah seemed to have some fatherly feelings. There were some points that he acted like a father like when they were talking about sex. Love that part. Kind of reminded me of that part in the Twilight series where Bella and her dad talk about sex and Bella tells her dad that she is still a virgin. There were also some parts where he had some feelings and attraction towards Aria, emotions that he should not feel towards his own daughter. He even had dreams about her like having sex (twice) or losing her. There were also a lot of parts where it seemed like Noah was flirting with Aria. Hell, it most felt like an older guy talking to a younger girl than a father talking with his daughter. Well, not being together for years can make people distant or really close. I guess not having those father and daughter experiences took away the parental barriers and made them closer than what is normal. It may also be like what the therapist said. Noah tried to do the right thing by the law and what society would approve of, however when it came down to the possibility of losing Aria again, he decided to give into his desires and kiss her. He chose love over what society and everyone thought was right.
Her parental Guardians...One I don't know what to feel about and the other is an abusive jerk. When Rob goes on a rampage and Aria gets no answer when she asks Noah for help, I got worried something would happen to her. Thank god she didn't. Although, I did love when Noah came rushing to the apartment to help Aria to find her room trashed. Exciting and thrilling how he came and beat the shot out of him. As for the part where she talks about her step dad and her past experiences with him, it sounded horrible. Although I liked the part after Aria answers if she was Bulimic, saying, “No. I got nauseous often because of the anxiety I felt living with him. I had a period where I couldn't keep my food down for a month. He was very abusive and unpredictable. He used to hit me— a lot"; and Noah thinks, 'Now I regret not killing the bastard.' It was sweet in a protective way.
As for Vienna, kind of like her, but damn, why the hell did she have to discover them. Although, I did havw a feeling that they would be discovered with them being so affectionate and projecting their feelings all over the place, especially Aria. Also, almost thought they were busted when Vanessa was giving Noah a blow job and he called out Aria's name. Made me think that the relationship was finished until he managed to save face. I like Vienna. She seems nice even though she is trying to end Aria and Noah's romantic relationship. She seemed nice and totally natural, unlike her sister Vanessa. Also, she is just being loyal to her sister, by ending his cheating on Vanessa. It's natural for her tk be mad at the person Noah is cheating with. I think anyone would. Although, she does not know that Vanessa is already cheating on her husband with this guy that she texts on her phone. Wish Noah would find that out so he could divorce her and would not have to feel guilty about cheating on his wife.
Evan being a total stalker and desiring his niece was a total curveball. He seemed like a totally normal uncle that was a little attracted to a younger woman that happened to be his niece (but not by blood). Did not think he would know every aspect of her life and have her photos plastered on his walls. The way this needed makes me kind of want to fid out what happens with their relationship.
I don't really know how I feel about their romance. I mean this is her father. They are flesh and blood. If it was my own father, I would feel nauseous at the thought. However, I have lived with my father all my life and she has not. I also don't know how I would react to a guy that I just found out to be my father. I mean if my father was a really attractive man I do not know how I would react. Like, would I react like her if I found out that my dad was Ian Somerhalder? This is a very attractive man, so it is reasonable that she feels attracted to him and has some sort of feelings for him. She is also a teenager, and a lot of teenagers feel attracted to good looking people, they also tend to have feelings for things easily, which may have an implication on her feelings. There is also the fact that she has had Rob as her active dad. Hell, anyone would want a different parent if they had someone like Rob. I guess she is just feeling the attraction towards her ideal guy, a man that she has not experienced in her life. This may also be the seeking of a father or attention and care she has not received her whole life.
This whole story makes me question how I should feel about incest. I mean, I am open to relationships like LGBT. I even think that polygamy is okay as long as it is consensual and they all know that it is that kind of relationship. I believe in those things because I think all people should be able to achieve happiness. When I think about it, these sorts of relationships were okay in the past. Cousins and siblings would marry each other. I just don't know how I would feel in real life. I know how I should feel and have reasons for it. However, knowing how to and actually feeling or two different things. If it was someone I know, would I really be okay with it?
When she suddenly confessed her feelings to her dad, telling him that she loved him, I felt bad for her. She felt so strongly for him and then had her feelings trampled on when he turns her down by saying, "I'm your father" and saying that they should go see his therapist. Although, it was expected that he would reject her feelings on account that they are father and daughter. Flesh and blood. When Noah and Aria fight over things happening with his wife, Aria should have expected there to be conflicts. It's not like he blindsided her about being married. They should have not started that relationship or Noah should have ended things with Vanessa, before getting together.
Noah seemed to have some fatherly feelings. There were some points that he acted like a father like when they were talking about sex. Love that part. Kind of reminded me of that part in the Twilight series where Bella and her dad talk about sex and Bella tells her dad that she is still a virgin. There were also some parts where he had some feelings and attraction towards Aria, emotions that he should not feel towards his own daughter. He even had dreams about her like having sex (twice) or losing her. There were also a lot of parts where it seemed like Noah was flirting with Aria. Hell, it most felt like an older guy talking to a younger girl than a father talking with his daughter. Well, not being together for years can make people distant or really close. I guess not having those father and daughter experiences took away the parental barriers and made them closer than what is normal. It may also be like what the therapist said. Noah tried to do the right thing by the law and what society would approve of, however when it came down to the possibility of losing Aria again, he decided to give into his desires and kiss her. He chose love over what society and everyone thought was right.
Her parental Guardians...One I don't know what to feel about and the other is an abusive jerk. When Rob goes on a rampage and Aria gets no answer when she asks Noah for help, I got worried something would happen to her. Thank god she didn't. Although, I did love when Noah came rushing to the apartment to help Aria to find her room trashed. Exciting and thrilling how he came and beat the shot out of him. As for the part where she talks about her step dad and her past experiences with him, it sounded horrible. Although I liked the part after Aria answers if she was Bulimic, saying, “No. I got nauseous often because of the anxiety I felt living with him. I had a period where I couldn't keep my food down for a month. He was very abusive and unpredictable. He used to hit me— a lot"; and Noah thinks, 'Now I regret not killing the bastard.' It was sweet in a protective way.
As for Vienna, kind of like her, but damn, why the hell did she have to discover them. Although, I did havw a feeling that they would be discovered with them being so affectionate and projecting their feelings all over the place, especially Aria. Also, almost thought they were busted when Vanessa was giving Noah a blow job and he called out Aria's name. Made me think that the relationship was finished until he managed to save face. I like Vienna. She seems nice even though she is trying to end Aria and Noah's romantic relationship. She seemed nice and totally natural, unlike her sister Vanessa. Also, she is just being loyal to her sister, by ending his cheating on Vanessa. It's natural for her tk be mad at the person Noah is cheating with. I think anyone would. Although, she does not know that Vanessa is already cheating on her husband with this guy that she texts on her phone. Wish Noah would find that out so he could divorce her and would not have to feel guilty about cheating on his wife.
Evan being a total stalker and desiring his niece was a total curveball. He seemed like a totally normal uncle that was a little attracted to a younger woman that happened to be his niece (but not by blood). Did not think he would know every aspect of her life and have her photos plastered on his walls. The way this needed makes me kind of want to fid out what happens with their relationship.
I don't really know how I feel about their romance. I mean this is her father. They are flesh and blood. If it was my own father, I would feel nauseous at the thought. However, I have lived with my father all my life and she has not. I also don't know how I would react to a guy that I just found out to be my father. I mean if my father was a really attractive man I do not know how I would react. Like, would I react like her if I found out that my dad was Ian Somerhalder? This is a very attractive man, so it is reasonable that she feels attracted to him and has some sort of feelings for him. She is also a teenager, and a lot of teenagers feel attracted to good looking people, they also tend to have feelings for things easily, which may have an implication on her feelings. There is also the fact that she has had Rob as her active dad. Hell, anyone would want a different parent if they had someone like Rob. I guess she is just feeling the attraction towards her ideal guy, a man that she has not experienced in her life. This may also be the seeking of a father or attention and care she has not received her whole life.
This whole story makes me question how I should feel about incest. I mean, I am open to relationships like LGBT. I even think that polygamy is okay as long as it is consensual and they all know that it is that kind of relationship. I believe in those things because I think all people should be able to achieve happiness. When I think about it, these sorts of relationships were okay in the past. Cousins and siblings would marry each other. I just don't know how I would feel in real life. I know how I should feel and have reasons for it. However, knowing how to and actually feeling or two different things. If it was someone I know, would I really be okay with it?
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
October 10, 2020
The storyline was intriguing and I wanted them to be together despite the taboo nature of the relationship. I found myself hoping that they weren’t really related. However, there were things that distracted from the story. One, it switches from the POV of the main characters to third person, and then towards the end unnecessary POV of supporting characters. Two, the songs were cool at first but then it was constant. Every character had to mention a song even when there was no significant reason for it. And lastly, it was minor, but the description of a smoker who quit holding on to year old cigarettes and actually smoking them is unrealistic. The author also calls them a ten deck which is a Canadian term when the characters are American. It just shows that the details were wrong. I skimmed the last 6 chapters. And to top it off...it end in a CLIFFHANGER. There is a huge plot twist that just seemed unnecessary since the whole book is about a taboo relationship which is drama enough.
****spolier alert......the twist is a stalker**** why???
****spolier alert......the twist is a stalker**** why???
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
July 2, 2022
Una chica en TikTok lo recomendó como si fuera la mejor pieza de romance oscuro escrita en nuestros tiempos. La cosa es que, este libro es terrible y si pudiera le podría 0 estrellas, no se lo recomendaría ni a mi peor enemigo.
December 8, 2023
RATING: 4.5/5
Let me get all this out of the way first since I didn’t see any TW/CWs. “I Shouldn’t Feel This Way” is a 100% taboo father/daughter story spread across two books. I believe there might be a third one. The flow of narration does vary from third person to dual POV. Though this did not bother me or impact my rating, it might be for some readers. Lastly, I must mention that the MMC, Noah, is married to those who dislike cheating in books like I do. Wait, wait, wait—I don’t want to lose you here. Cheating is a deal breaker in books for me. However, hang in there with this one.
Seventeen-year-old Aria was raised by her mother and step-father all her life, not in ideal circumstances. Her father, Noah, suddenly arrives to be in her life. Aria’s parents were 16 when they had her, and Noah had a destructive lifestyle, among other things, that prevented him from being involved. Now a successful and wealthy attorney, he wants to fix things.
Though they both feel a strong romantic connection, and Noah battles it even through therapy, much of the story is fantasy or in dreams as they struggle through their feelings for each other and ultimately admit it.
Often, taboo stories like this are short and lack depth. There isn’t a build-up to how the couple gets from point A to point B. Readers have to assume a lot––that there’s already a back story or there’s already established feelings. Aria is 17 for most of the story, and author Mina Alexia shows her immaturity well and explains why she is the way she is, as well as Noah. A therapist would have a heyday with this couple.
Let me get all this out of the way first since I didn’t see any TW/CWs. “I Shouldn’t Feel This Way” is a 100% taboo father/daughter story spread across two books. I believe there might be a third one. The flow of narration does vary from third person to dual POV. Though this did not bother me or impact my rating, it might be for some readers. Lastly, I must mention that the MMC, Noah, is married to those who dislike cheating in books like I do. Wait, wait, wait—I don’t want to lose you here. Cheating is a deal breaker in books for me. However, hang in there with this one.
Seventeen-year-old Aria was raised by her mother and step-father all her life, not in ideal circumstances. Her father, Noah, suddenly arrives to be in her life. Aria’s parents were 16 when they had her, and Noah had a destructive lifestyle, among other things, that prevented him from being involved. Now a successful and wealthy attorney, he wants to fix things.
Though they both feel a strong romantic connection, and Noah battles it even through therapy, much of the story is fantasy or in dreams as they struggle through their feelings for each other and ultimately admit it.
Often, taboo stories like this are short and lack depth. There isn’t a build-up to how the couple gets from point A to point B. Readers have to assume a lot––that there’s already a back story or there’s already established feelings. Aria is 17 for most of the story, and author Mina Alexia shows her immaturity well and explains why she is the way she is, as well as Noah. A therapist would have a heyday with this couple.
December 27, 2019
Taboo
I like the premise of the story, I like the angst and the build up but really, that is all that this book is. One long build up to a crescendo that never comes. There is an interesting twist at the end that leaves you hanging for the next book.
I understand that a father and daughter in this situation would struggle mightily with their inner demons, and they both did, but it was just a revolving door of “yes I love you” - “no we can’t.” (Spoiler ahead) And if you are looking for the steamy connection, you should know that the first book in this duet ends with Aria’s innocence still intact.
Honestly, I’m not sure if I’m going on to book 2. First of all, it’s not available on KU like the first one is and second, I fully expect that it will leave me just as frustrated with the extreme wordiness and constant obscure song title dropping and little to no physical connections.
I like the premise of the story, I like the angst and the build up but really, that is all that this book is. One long build up to a crescendo that never comes. There is an interesting twist at the end that leaves you hanging for the next book.
I understand that a father and daughter in this situation would struggle mightily with their inner demons, and they both did, but it was just a revolving door of “yes I love you” - “no we can’t.” (Spoiler ahead) And if you are looking for the steamy connection, you should know that the first book in this duet ends with Aria’s innocence still intact.
Honestly, I’m not sure if I’m going on to book 2. First of all, it’s not available on KU like the first one is and second, I fully expect that it will leave me just as frustrated with the extreme wordiness and constant obscure song title dropping and little to no physical connections.
June 9, 2021
I don’t know how I feel about this book. It’s compelling, sure. However, I find myself shipping this incestuous relationship. Also, there are wayyyy too many instances of taboo relationships in this book. Uncle Tom?! And then when Evan appears, oh no, I only see bad things happening. I don’t know if I’ll finish this series.
May 11, 2022
on the fence.
This book had so much unnecessary descriptions and long winded explanations that I found myself skimming over a lot. That’s usually an instant DNF for me. However I’m some what caught up in the story, even though the writing style isn’t my fav. I may be forced to read on just to satisfy my curiosity.
This book had so much unnecessary descriptions and long winded explanations that I found myself skimming over a lot. That’s usually an instant DNF for me. However I’m some what caught up in the story, even though the writing style isn’t my fav. I may be forced to read on just to satisfy my curiosity.
March 17, 2020
DNF
I’m sorry I like Taboo as much as the next person but seriously. She’s supposed to be almost 17 but acts like a freaking toddler!
I couldn’t get past the constant swapping between 1st person narrative and 3rd person narrative just nope!
I DNF at 46% just couldn’t do it anymore!
I’m sorry I like Taboo as much as the next person but seriously. She’s supposed to be almost 17 but acts like a freaking toddler!
I couldn’t get past the constant swapping between 1st person narrative and 3rd person narrative just nope!
I DNF at 46% just couldn’t do it anymore!
February 10, 2021
This is a taboo
This a storyline that taboo and forbidden when a father comes back in his only child life, his daughter. There feelings are so confused and connected to different types of emotional feelings. This is a book that has cheating, taboo, and more.
This a storyline that taboo and forbidden when a father comes back in his only child life, his daughter. There feelings are so confused and connected to different types of emotional feelings. This is a book that has cheating, taboo, and more.
February 27, 2023
Ok wow this was good. Wow. I really need book 2. Why have I not heard of this before?!?
And the author knows so much about is psychology and he man behavior. This was a gem.
I seriously seriously need book dos
And the author knows so much about is psychology and he man behavior. This was a gem.
I seriously seriously need book dos
August 23, 2019
AMAZING!!
This book is amazing!! I couldn’t put it down from start to finish. Mina you are truly talented and I’m so excited to continue reading your work.
This book is amazing!! I couldn’t put it down from start to finish. Mina you are truly talented and I’m so excited to continue reading your work.
November 1, 2020
I’ll read pretty much anything so it’s not the incest that made me DNF. I’ll leave it at that.
November 10, 2020
This definitely needs a good round of editing but it is a very engaging and compelling story
August 5, 2021
So so good
I absolutely loved this book, it was super taboo. This book ends on a cliff hanger that I didn't see coming!
I absolutely loved this book, it was super taboo. This book ends on a cliff hanger that I didn't see coming!
September 23, 2022
father/daughter incest we love you very much in this house
July 10, 2023
Tengo un tema con lo prohibido no puedo dejar de leerlo
April 7, 2016
At first I was skeptical because of the nature of the relationship between the leading characters, but after reading a few reviews I decided to give it ago. I loved it! Couldn't put it down! Was up until about 4am this morning reading it. Lol
Despite the controversy of the relationship, I found myself barracking for them. I also loved the twist at the end. I knew something didn't feel right with that guy, but it wasn't what I expected.
Can't wait to get my hands on the next book!!! :)
Despite the controversy of the relationship, I found myself barracking for them. I also loved the twist at the end. I knew something didn't feel right with that guy, but it wasn't what I expected.
Can't wait to get my hands on the next book!!! :)
May 29, 2016
I really enjoyed this book. even though it is extremely controversial. I really would like the next book to come out. The ending was just wow. Didn't expect that ending.
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