This book, well, it should come with a survival guide or something. If I could give you readers advice on what you need for your self-help pack it would be these items:
1: KLEENEX- At least 5 boxes
2: WINE- Red, White, Rosè or all, six bottles!
3: A PILLOW- To silence your howls!
4: Chocolate, Ice Cream, Pasta- Not all mixed together but if you choose to do this, that's on you! These are just comfort foods I ate to get me through!
5: A TUB/BATH- to fill up with the tears you do not manage to soak up so that RVD can bathe in them!!!!! (I swear, I salute her for getting through writing this book)
I wish.... I just wish this pain would go away. I am sitting here bawling like a newborn just writing this review because all of those emotions have come flooding back.
Every time I write a review for Rachel's books, I always state how amazing it is. But this book, it's in its own league entirely. The emotion, the heart and soul that Rachel poured into this book can be felt with each word you read, connecting you so personally to this story.
I saw the whole family of characters in an entirely different light. Their sincerity, loyalty, love and care for each other was such a pivotal point to the book and I didn't think it was possible to love them more than I already do, but I was so wrong.
Elude is the story of Sergio. We meet his character throughout the whole series and his character has always been so dark, so mysterious, bitter and I have wanted to know EVERYTHING about him and what it is that makes him this way. Diving into this story, Sergio is forced to marry Andi to protect her from her Russian Father. Andi is a beautiful strong young woman who lives her life to the fullest, whole heartedly, with no fear, and can seriously drop someone on their ass if needed....yep! Totally badass! She is Sergio's enemy and he wants to kill her....no seriously, he does literally want to kill her. So with the marriage forced upon them, Sergio vows to protect Andi forever. But what he didn't expect was for her to own him, body, mind, and soul.
The chemistry between these two characters was absolutely INCREDIBLE! The humour made my sides ache, the way Andi continuously opened Sergio up giving us the REAL him, the person he has hidden away to protect himself was just FLAWLESS, the way Andi slips into her role as Sergio's wife and gives as good as she gets is EXCELLENT. I loved the banter between Andi and the rest of the family, the little firecracker had me snort laughing all the time! I also LOVED that Andi got to see and experience the GHOST side to Sergio, the side of him that is the punisher, the killer, the executioner.
I declare I will never look at a knife in the same way EVER again, and that shower scene.....SWEET MOTHER OF ALL THAT IS HOLY!
I personally read for feels. I love the way words wrap around me and make me hurt, love, laugh and this story gave me everything and so much more than I could have asked for.
Rachel Van Dyken has delivered something so special with this story. I know my heart will never be the same again. Elude has more heart, love and HOPE than all of the other books in this series. I can honestly say that I did not expect to completely fall apart, but from 52% on I howled like a dog! It builds and builds and builds into something so DEVASTATINGLY PHENOMENAL and has moved straight into my top ten of all time.
Rachel Van Dyken, you have delivered something absolutely world changing. This book will not only touch people, it will give people the hope they need. I admire you for writing something so personal, so raw to you and as a reader, I couldn't have asked for anything more.
6 STARS
(Read & Reviewed for FMR Book Grind)