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I don't know what I expected from this book, but I liked the blurb so I went for it. It is randomly set out part interview, part diary but it just kind of works... Compulsion is the story of Orion, and his love for Clodagh, his angel girl.
Orion 1st saw Clo, on her 1st day of school, he was instantly taken by her, but when his "best friend" Zack swoops in and takes her away he is made the designated best friend. He figures that at least as best friend, he could spend time with her while waiting for Zack to eventually screw up, he always does....
As Orion watches Clo fall in love with Zack he realizes that he will never have her, so he lets them leave for college together, time for him to leave that part of his life and move on.... fast forward 5 years. Orion is at the supermarket checking out the ass of a gorgeous red head in front if him, when his past comes back... that gorgeous red head is Clo, they have returned home. And all the time he spent removing her from his life, is gone in an instant.... She's back... but so is Zack.
Watching them plan a wedding, and being groomsmen all but kills Orion.... No woman will ever replace Clo, he is wrecked forever, but one blind date set up by Birdie, Orion's sister, has him having hope that there is someone else. Bella seems like the one for Orion and his chance to be happy is right there in front of him. But in typical Clo style, that is when is shows up, tears streaming down her face.... Zack has finally screwed up cheating on her again but this time in their bed. Orion drops everything including Bella, to go to Clo. But as damaged as she is, can Orion really have a chance with her make her believe real, nice and true men really do exist? Not everyone is a cheating bastard. He will do everything and anything to prove to her that HE is the one to make her happy.
This begins the emotional relationship start over for Orion and Clo.... Everyday seems 1 step forward, 2 steps back especially when Zack shows up to get Clo back, and she actually considers it. (Man I wanted to slap her). Never giving up, Orion pushes her limits to show her the real him, the man that loves her.... sex doesn't have to be in a bed only, flowers don't mean he cheated on her and dates are not the end of the world.
It takes 2 years, and a life turning event for Clo to realize once and for all, Orion is who she wants, but with his life in danger is it to late for her, for them?
I never saw the ending coming for this book, and I shed many a tear throughout. But not for Clo and Orion together but other events that shaped their lives and futures. I enjoyed this book, even though I was sometimes frustrated with Clo 's character and her dumb ass decisions, but then I remembered this all began while they were at school and at the end of the story they would have only been in their early 20's. I'm happy giving ☆☆☆☆ for a good read.