Als Kenzie Wilson zustimmt, über Weihnachten die Fake-Partnerin ihrer besten Freundin zu spielen, rechnet sie mit neugierigen Verwandten und ein paar harmlosen Lügen. Nicht mit Carolina Costa, der viel zu attraktiven Tante ihrer besten Freundin.
Die erfolgreiche CEO ist nach Jahren der Entfremdung widerwillig in ihr portugiesisches Heimatdorf zurückgekehrt, um die Feiertage mit ihrer Familie zu verbringen. Menschen auf Abstand zu halten, fällt Carolina leicht. Auch wenn sie so chaotisch, hartnäckig und frustrierend sympathisch sind wie Kenzie.
Zwischen schlagfertigen Wortgefechten, verbotener Anziehung und Weihnachtszauber am Atlantik gerät Carolinas sorgfältig errichtete Fassade immer mehr ins Wanken. Und auch Kenzie kann die Finger nicht von der einen Frau lassen, die sie unbedingt meiden sollte.
Als die Wahrheit über die Fake-Beziehung ans Licht kommt, steht plötzlich mehr auf dem Spiel als ein friedliches Weihnachtsfest. Denn Kenzie ist frei. Interessiert. Und zum Greifen nah. Doch Carolina hat sich vor langer Zeit geschworen, nie wieder ihr Herz zu riskieren.
Eine sapphic Romance voller knisternder Spannung, scharfzüngiger Flirts, einer unwiderstehlichen Ice Queen und einer Liebe, die selbst die höchsten Mauern zum Einsturz bringen könnte.
Rachael Sommers was born and raised in the North-West of England, where she began writing at the age of thirteen, and has been unable to stop since. A biology graduate, she currently works in education and constantly dreams of travelling the world. In her spare time, she enjoys horse riding, board games, escape rooms and, of, course, reading.
The first thing I will say about this novel was that it is a lot of fun. The next things would be to mention that it is heartwarming and tackles some important topics of family dynamics, grief, stopping generational trauma, healing damaged relationships, and accepting love. There was a wonderful cast of characters, a vivid setting, and a well-executed plotline. I will sing high praise for the flow of the plot in this book; the author had their plot pieces set up at the start and knew where they wanted them to end up, and the transition between was navigated flawlessly and felt entirely organic. This is especially noteworthy because the premise of the novel is, of course, silly and unrealistic to begin with.
Also; I found myself giggling at several points while reading this book. I don’t giggle? So…?
I LOVED the relationships between the (main) protagonists. The author made the excellent choice of making a long enough timeline for things to develop realistically and naturally between them. I liked how this was entirely an emotional connection between the characters and not one based on sexy-times (that’s good too, but I liked this) because it resulted in much deeper feelings that were very easy to root for. They had wonderful chemistry, but also the way they really saw each other, and were vulnerable. More bonus points to the author because this book never had any of the anxiety and worry around them getting caught or someone getting hurt that fake-dating-falling-for-your-family-member books usually make me suffer through.
Thank you to NetGalley for providing a free ARC. This honest review was left voluntarily.
Ich mag Rachael Sommer Bücher sehr. Bisher hat mich noch keins davon enttäuscht. Auch hier bei diesem Roman ist es nicht anders. Eine schöne Liebesgeschichte, in der sich die beiden Frauen Kenzie und Carolina kennenlernen. Allerdings haben sie mit verschiedenen Hindernissen zu kämpfen bis sie zueinanderfinden können.
Es hat auch ein Hauch von etwas Verbotenen, denn Carolina ist die Tante von Kenzies bester Freundin und dazu noch um einiges älter. Ich mochte vor allem die Anfangszeit, in der sich die beiden Frauen kennengelernt haben. Das Hin und Her in ihren Gesprächen war sehr amüsant und hat die Geschichte schnell vorangetrieben. Besonders gefallen hat mir, dass Carolina zunächst sehr verschlossen war und Kenzie durch ihre Art immer die Schutzmauer Stein für Stein abgebaut hat.
Eine schöne Liebesgeschichte, die ich empfehlen kann. Es ist immer wieder schön ein sapphic Buch in Deutsch zu lesen. Leider werden viel zu wenige übersetzt, daher bin ich sehr froh über diesen Roman.
Danke an NetGalley!
--------------- I really like Rachael Sommer’s books. So far, none of them have disappointed me. This novel is no exception. It’s a beautiful love story in which two women, Kenzie and Carolina, get to know each other. However, they have to overcome various obstacles before they can find their way to each other.
There’s also a hint of something forbidden, since Carolina is the aunt of Kenzie’s best friend—and quite a bit older, too. I especially liked the early part of the story, when the two women first met. The back-and-forth in their conversations was very amusing and kept the story moving along quickly. I especially liked that Carolina was very reserved at first and that Kenzie, through her nature, gradually broke down that protective wall, brick by brick.
A beautiful love story that I can recommend. It’s always nice to read a sapphic book in German. Unfortunately, far too few are translated, so I’m very happy about this novel.
A sapphic fake-dating romance set in Portugal over Christmas? Yes, please. Don't Let Me Go had just the right mix of tension, banter, and family drama to keep me hooked. The dynamic between Kenzie and Carolina was everything - sharp, snarky, and slowly softening into something more. I could’ve read so much more of just them - their chemistry and connection really carried the story for me.
The Portugal setting was a great choice too. I loved the small-town vibe of Sintra and the way it grounded the drama. And yes, there was drama in this, mainly from one side character.
But overall, this was a fun, sexy slow-burn that was low-angst but with plenty of emotional pull. The romance was believable, the family dynamics were messy but engaging, and I devoured it over a few days. Would definitely recommend if you’re after a sapphic story with heart and heat (but not too much spice).
Many thanks to Netgalley and Ylva Publishing for a copy of this novel. ARC provided in exchange for an honest review.
Loved this book. Wonderful MCs and the Portuguese setting was a bonus. The age-gap romance was perfect and beautifully written. Interesting family dynamics. I’m hoping for an audiobook in the future.
A fake relationship during the Christmas season and traveling to a foreign country – what could possibly go wrong? Kenzie, a biochemistry Ph.D. student, lives with her roommate Alice, a lawyer who works at her family's firm. Alice has to attend her family's Christmas gathering in Portugal, the first since her grandmother's death. Her family has invited her ex-boyfriend from high school, who's bringing his fiancée, so Alice doesn't want to go alone. She proposes that Kenzie accompany her and pretend to be her girlfriend for the four-week vacation.
Alice's family has some serious skeletons in their closet, so she's going to find herself caught in the middle of the drama between her mother and her two sisters, especially Carolina, who's been estranged from the family for fifteen years for unclear reasons.
With a setup like this, the story was bound to be a massive soap opera, seriously. It's got everything! And honestly, it was super entertaining. Watching Kenzie melt the ice queen Carolina? Hilarious. If you're into age-gap romances, this one's got that and then some
Ylva Publishing was kind enough to send me a copy via NetGalley for an honest review
I really enjoyed this, but I know I could've loved it, as a matter a fact I really wanted to love this.
The book's premise follows a trope that coming in I knew would grip me. An age gap slightly taboo forbidden romance in a contemporary setting, sign me up!
The story and writing style are incredibly engaging from the start, with the plot and atmosphere moving at an excellent pace and keeping you in anticipation of how all the drama is going to play out.
Carolina I think is a massive part of what kept me reading. Her story of grief and trauma and how it intersected with who she is today was very well written. And I like how Sommers explored the ups and downs of bridging a connection with a family member who hurt you. I do think we could've gone even more in-depth when it came to her childhood dynamic with her sisters, but I loved what we got. The way her character navigates therapy is also an aspect that just added so much to her development and the story overall.
Kenzie was also a very dynamic character with her maturity, wit, and logical mind allowing her to interact well with Carolina as their romance progressed. With her own story of grief and healing allowing for a foundation for emotional connection.
But around the 60% mark is where I started to feel the story become stagnant. As I said Sommers does an excellent job of creating a trigger for emotional connection between the two FMC. Allowing for a lot of moments of subtle openness and tenderness between them that doesn't feel overwhelmed by sexual chemistry. The story is in dual perspective which is another element I enjoyed and Kenzie's slow and sure progression of romantic and sexual attraction towards Carolina is really well done. But Carolina's perspective feels unbalanced, to a point where I was having a difficult time believing the chemistry between both of them, and once Carolina realizes her attraction it feels......jarring.
Though this book heavily makes up for this through the angst and tension that ensues as the drama unfolds. I was actually really impressed with the way Sommers used the last 5 chapters to help the reader truly understand the bond and connection the protagonists have. Especially in how she weaved Carolina's background of trauma to help show why she makes the decision she does around love, it was honestly a little bit healing in and of itself to read how their love story evolved.
I think there could've been more moments between the characters that showed both of their progression towards loving each other, but I think the ending truly did both of them justice.
Kenzie plans to spend the holidays alone, but those plans are derailed when she’s roped into pretending to be her best friend's girlfriend for the holidays. Alice, the best friend maybe might’ve possibly told her mom that they are dating. Why in the world would Alice lie? Because her ex is going to be there with his girlfriend, and she obviously can’t show up single. So, reluctantly, Kenzie agrees to go along with the charade and maybe things won’t be so bad after all. At least they weren’t until Alice’s ice queen of an aunt showed up.
Carolina hasn’t had any contact with her family in over two decades, but she received an invitation to spend the holidays with them. Naturally, she has reservations about returning home after everything that has happened, but she ultimately accepts the invitation. It’s not all bad though. Things actually become interesting after meeting Kenzie, her niece’s girlfriend. So what if she enjoys getting under the younger woman’s skin?
But like...I loved the tension and trash talk between Kenzie and Carolina. I just couldn’t get enough of them and wanted more. For a plot where there was that holiday time limit, I thought the pacing was done well and most of the characters were likable. IYKYK. Oh, and plenty of drama and humor, so I was thoroughly entertained. There was a smidge of spice, but this book really didn’t need more than that because I was very much here for the emotional connection that developed. Overall, it was a page-turner for me and I couldn’t put it down, so I recommend giving it a whirl. Happy reading!
The book caught my attention throughout the whole thing, I never found myself bored. I do think I just have trouble with age gap books, this one wasn’t wrote poorly by any means, but I just didn’t feel like there was a huge connection between the two MCs. I overall enjoyed the story, it just didn’t stick out much to me. Caroline was such an ass the whole time, and Kenzie seemed so timid. It just didn’t click for me.
Kenzie has got herself into a right predicament....Not only has she agreed to go with her roommate to Portugal and pretend to be her Girlfriend for Christmas with Alice's family, probably doesn't sound like a hardship, but she's also got a 'thing' for older women.... And when Alice's estranged Aunt Carolina Costa makes an appearance after 25 years of staying away from family, Kenzie finds herself enjoying getting under the Ice Queen skin.
When Carolina was thrown out of her family home 25 years ago by her awful mother, whilst her sisters stood by and watched, she was determined not to let it show how much it affected her. Now she's the owner of her own company, she's driven, successful & doesn't need anything more. Well, until her mother dies and her sisters want to make amends and invite her for Christmas. Can she deal with the past and finally have her family back?.
As she starts to get to know Kenzie, she realises she enjoys their time spent together out of everyone else there. She really isn't sure just why this younger woman has such an effect on her.. And let's not forget that she's her niece GF!.
We've got a few side characters in the forms of two older sisters, a niece and an ex bf of said niece and his NEW gf, who've been invited on the family holiday 😱. .
The style of writing is spot on for me. No struggling to get into the book and it flows great.
We also have both MCs POV which I love!. Sometimes you just want to know what the other character is thinking and boy do we know with this one. It's a seriously slow burn but well worth it!. ⭐⭐⭐⭐ 🌶️🌶️
A funny and quick read. I only wish we could have seen more of Kenzie and Carolina together as a couple but this was sweet and had just the right amount of angst.
No es la clásica lectura qué estoy acostumbrada a leerle a Rachael, es o muy larga o muy corta, depende de cada quién. Y ojo, a mi me ha molado, pero también es verdad que no pasa nada.
Me gustó mucho ver como van enamorándose las protagonistas sin parecer un insta love, el problema es que para cuando por fin tienen un romance o algo mediante parecido el libro se ha acabado y pues ya esta qué no hay nada y que todo se resolvió sin mayor explicación. Muy cutre el final la verdad.
I want to start out by saying Chemistry is one of my favorite sapphic novels! I loved the "Chemistry " angst and journey.
I was so hyped about this audiobook, but it just fell flat. I loved the premise of the story and felt it had SO much potential. I do admit, I enjoy some angst in my romance. There was none. Both mains were one dimensional and I did not feel a connection. The secondary characters were awful. Disappointed is an understatement as I was really excited about this one.
I loved this book. Everything about it, really. Mostly Carolina and her fierce walls and beautiful heart. But Kenzie too with her tremendous capacity for kindness and low drama. It hooked me from the get go with Carolina’s debate whether to reconcile with her estranged sisters and carried me all the way through with the slow burn relationship build. I thought it was all really well done and the fact it took place in Sintra, Portugal was icing on the Christmas cake. A refreshing take on a bunch of tropes- age gap, fake dating, holidays. I devoured it.
Short summary: Carolina isn’t sure she should accept her sister’s invitation to join them at their family villa for the holidays when they haven’t spoken in 20 years. Kenzie doesn’t know why she agrees to Alice’s hare-brained plan to be fake girlfriends at her family’s home over the holidays. But they both accept and try as they might, the night owls/workaholics can’t seem to avoid each other in the library late each night, or the spark that flashes between them.
I enjoy Rachael Sommers’ writing. It’s always on point and has a nice flow to it. I read this book on the hottest 1st of July ever in my home country, which was odd. Not because of the temperature, but because of the timing of this book - Christmas time. While not necessarily being a holiday romance, the holiday is mentioned a couple times and some Christa s tradition are being upheld. I enjoyed the setting in Portugal, it sure was a different country to visit in these books. Age gap romance is never really my favourite, and always troublesome for me when there are other relationships affected by the romance as well. I think in this case it didn’t bother me as much due to the estranged element of the relationships. I have some questions about the age of some secondary characters, all a tiny bit confusing to me. It’s not majorly important, but I feel like we should have been told their (approximate) age.
The story is fun enough, the romance could have happened a bit sooner in my opinion. It feels slightly rushed now. While the characters bond throughout the book, I would have liked them actually being a couple a bit more.
Overal a fine read, maybe read it in winter/ closer to Christmas.
In Don’t Let Me Go, we get a different spin on fake romance. It's not the main characters, Carolina and Kenzie, who have a fake romantic connection, but rather a fake relationship which comes about between Kenzie and her best friend, Alice. Alice is feeling a bit anxious about facing her ex-boyfriend and his new girlfriend at her family's annual vacation, so she ropes Kenzie into pretending to be her partner.
Carolina, Alice’s aunt, who hasn't been invited to the family vacation in years, receives a surprise invitation this time around and decides to accept the invite to confront the past. The ensuing blend of family dynamics, awkward interactions, and heartfelt moments serves up a delightful journey that kept me thoroughly entertained.
Perfection! Looved the pace, the banter, the chemistry, the setting and all the characters. Both MCs were super likeable and it was refreshing to see an “Ice Queen” being challenged and show that she was actually super soft. Will be thinking about this one for a few days :)
Kenzie, after being ambushed by her best friend Alice, agrees to fake a relationship with her during Christmas holidays. Alice's ex boyfriend will be visiting her family with his new girlfriend and Alice doesn't want to face that alone. The problems start when Kenzie meets Alice's estranged aunt who's spending the holidays with the family for the first time in over 20 years. And the attraction between them is unstoppable.
I really enjoyed the twist on fake romance when the person you fall for is not the person you're faking a relationship with.
The story was both hilarious and heartbreaking at times. Both main characters were easy to get invested in and their chemistry was undeniable. And I really loved how the suspicion of "cheating" on the fake relationship was not coming from our main characters relationship. I thought it added a funny twist to the story. I will say though that while Alice came off as a well written character, she was a terrible friend over and over again, and honestly Kenzie should never have forgiven her. It would make family reunions awkward in the future though.
3.5⭐ Sadly didn't feel very christmassy. I didn't love any of the characters which led me to not really caring all that much. They were cute once they got together and I would've liked to read more of them being cute and domestic. I enjoyed it overall, but sadly not as much as I was hoping I would.
I wasn’t fond of Carolina through out most of the book, therefore I wasn’t rooting for the two MCs to get together. In my opinion, Kenzie and Jonathan were the only likable characters. The whole family sucked! Alice was not a good friend. Didn’t love this. Also random but I thought the summary of book stated Kenzie’s last name is Wilson. Mariana welcomed her back as “Doctor James”. Ehh whatever lol
Kenzie agrees to help her best friend, Alice, by pretending to be her girlfriend for their family Christmas holiday to Portugal. Alice’s aunt, Carolina has returned to their family home after years away only to meet her niece’s girlfriend, but something about Kenzie gets under her skin.
Loved this! There was instant connection and building drama from the second Kenzie and Carolina were introduced. Throw in all the family drama with Carolina being back and it was the perfect recipe for chaos. The most perfect thing is all of this build up and drama comes slowly, dragging you in as the reader to the point where I couldn’t put it down because I wanted Carolina to know Kenzie and Alice were faking and that there was possibility to explore their unspoken connection, even if Carolina was hesitant to want to.
There was an edginess to both Kenzie and Carolina that complimented one another so well. Being stuck in Portugal and in a small village meant there really was no getting away from one another and pushed them into situations that where pulling them closer together even when they tried to avoid it. They aren’t the only ones with things going on between them though, and with a whole case of characters in Alice’s family adding in their own issues, there really was a whole big family drama piece going on that meant there was never a dull moment.
I love Kenzie and Carolina together, so hope there will be future stories with them and we’ll get to know them even better.
Another banger age-gap romance from Rachael Sommers! I devoured this in one sitting. It’s technically a fake-relationship setup, but with a fun twist—only one MC is faking, and it’s not even with the other MC. Enter Kenzie (28), reluctantly posing as her bestie/roommate Alice’s girlfriend for the Alice’s family’s month-long Christmas vacation in Sintra, Portugal, where she meets Alice’s estranged aunt Carolina (45).
What really hooked me wasn’t just the unique premise (well, at least it is something new for me!) but the build-up. Kenzie’s instant crush makes sense (as someone who shares her older-women attraction… i felt very seen there tbh), but the romance unfolds slowly and believably. Their chemistry is compelling, and the Sintra backdrop—with all the Portuguese delicacies sprinkled in—just makes the story feel richer!
As for Carolina’s family dynamics? I thought it was a little murky. I guess I needed more insight into her siblings and their history. But honestly, my biggest gripe was Alice. She’s 26 going on 15!! And I couldn’t stand her bratty behavior. Still, her chaos did help push the drama along, so I get why she’s there…
Overall though, this was a cozy, drama-sprinkled, slightly chaotic read. Perfect for an early holiday downtime, especially if you love your romance with age-gap yearning and a dash of family messiness.
For as hyped as this novel was (probably just by myself, to be fair), I found it to be more or less mediocre.
I didn't click with Carolina's character at all. I found her to be more of an arsehole who took her emotions out on Kenzie, rather than an actual ice queen. The extreme vagueness about her "tech empire" also ticked a checkbox for a pet peeve of mine.
The very strange pacing didn't help things, either. We don't really see much romance between the two before they get together, which happens extremely close to the end of the novel. And when they do finally become a couple, it happens so fast and with so little communication that I have a hard time believing in their relationship.
But it's an age gap novel in 2025, which is becoming more and more of a rare commodity. So at least that's something?
A great slow burn sapphic romance with a forbidden and age gap trope! I am a sucker for an ice queen, and this one did not disappoint! Great chemistry and good banter — I do wish there were a few additional chapters before the epilogue as I wanted just a little more of a look into their lives together as they started their relationship, but other than that, a solid read!
Drama and angst aplenty yet love blooms despite it all If you love drama and angst in your romance stories, an age gap, ice queens and a setting that's not a standard go to country or city for lesfic, this one delivers all that and more. Love blooms in Don't Let Me Go under less than ideal circumstances and in an unexpected way but the pairing is one you want to find a way to get and stay together despite all the shenanigans and deception going on around them, and family trauma and resentment brought to the surface after many many years. There is some sharp barbed dialogue that made me chuckle and say 'whoa' under my breath for its bluntness; the family dynamics ring true as do the conversations had with a therapist, who is a fabulous secondary character. The events in the story take place over a short amount of time but so much happens the characters ought to be clamoring for another holiday to recuperate from this one.
The story is hopeful under all the drama and angst, showing the pathways for love, forgiveness, connection and reconnection can occur between the characters. Some readers may identify with a character and see their growth and development possible in the real world. The story trajectory will very likely stir up a plethora of emotions while reading, from strong reactions to certain characters' behaviors to circumstances of their upbringing informing and influencing their present day but not trapping them in it. The themes lean heavy with the humor not always enough to break the tension in a scene but the story is perhaps all the more immersive for that reason. I found the book very hard to stop reading during certain moments, eager to see what would happen next but also challenging to sit with the characters in the heavy swirling unsettled emotions at time. If you're prone to getting sucked in to a compelling story, consider starting to read this one earlier in the day if possible in case the urge to read for longer comes over you.
I recommend this and the author's other books for unconventional and refreshing reading if the usual lesfic fare has lost its shine or you crave novelty.
Ein liebes Dankeschön an NetGalley und den Ylva Verlag für das eARC das am 08. Oktober 2026 auf deutsch erscheint.
Rachael Sommers hat mit ihrem Buch „Ganz sicher (k)eine gute Idee“ eine wundervolle sapphische Liebesgeschichte in die Bücherwelt gebracht. Obschon es eine Weihnachtsgeschichte ist, kommt sie ohne Kitsch oder den typischen Weihnachtskram aus, was mir persönlich sehr gefallen hat. Da die Geschichte zu einem grossen Teil in Portugal spielt, ist auch die Szenerie wunderschön – man möchte am liebsten selbst an diesem verzauberten Ort Weihnachten verbringen.
In der Geschichte geht es um Kenzie, die gerade an ihrer Doktorarbeit in Biologie schreibt. Sie springt über die Feiertage spontan als Fake-Freundin für ihre beste Freundin Alice ein. Auf dem Familienanwesen der Costas in Sintra trifft sie auf Carolinas Tante – die einiges ältere, erfolgreiche Tech-Firmenleiterin Carolina. Neben Familiendramen, Stadtbesuchen und immer mal wieder kleinen Flirts kommen sich die beiden immer näher, auch wenn das eigentlich gegen alle Regeln und Moralvorstellungen der Familie ist.
Ich würde das Buch eher als Slow Burn beschreiben. Es ist perfekt für Leserinnen und Leser, die es mögen, wenn sich die Spannung zwischen den Protagonistinnen langsam aufbaut. Ich persönlich liebe es ja, wenn Liebesgeschichten schon in der Mitte etwas Spice haben, was hier nicht der Fall ist. Dennoch bin ich vollkommen auf meine Kosten gekommen und war von einigen Szenen zwischen den beiden absolut gefesselt. Das Buch lässt sich flüssig lesen, da es spannend und in einem angenehmen Ton geschrieben ist; es gab kaum Stellen, die ich langweilig oder überflüssig fand. Allerdings muss ich erwähnen, dass manche Situationen oder Handlungen im echten Leben wohl eher weniger so passieren würden.
Du solltest dieses Buch auf jeden Fall lesen, wenn du auf der Suche nach einer Lektüre für die Festtage bist, die keine typische Weihnachtsgeschichte ist. Es ist ideal für alle, die gerne Sapphic Romance lesen. Der Altersunterschied wird zwar nicht allzu tief thematisiert, aber wenn du einfach eine schöne Liebesgeschichte zwischen zwei Frauen suchst, bist du hier genau richtig.
Who wouldn’t love to spend Christmas with your fake girlfriend and her family in a foreign country and ultimately fall in love with the aunt of said fake girlfriend? (Or is it just me ?) To start off, this was a really fun and also emotional read. And I would’ve loved to like the book more than I ultimately did. Though, I want to add right at the start, that I adored Kenzie and Carolina (as characters as well as their relationship later) so much!! And especially the pool scene!! Reading about two characters who are really competitive was soo refreshing, I really adored that!! Besides that though, the story itself was fast paced, well written and generally an easy and enjoyable read. As I mentioned, I liked the main characters, I liked their background stories (though I would’ve loved for them to get more in depth besides what we got to know from the dialogues). And I certainly liked how the setting was portrayed. However, as one might’ve guessed, I didn’t love the story. Firstly, I think it missed som depth in a few places for example more general background information to the characters (e.g Kenzie’s family besides the fact that her parents are both deceased or more about the relationship building between Carolina and her sisters since it was the reason she came back after 20 years) but also depth in form of the characters making up near the end. In my opinion, this could’ve been done a little more in detail and over a slightly longer period than just a few talks. Secondly, I think the pace of the relationship was very fast in the end. I really liked how the relationship was established in the beginning and how it was a slow burn at first but once the feelings were confessed and a few hearts were broken but then rebuilt, everything felt like it happened way too fast in such a short amount of time. I, again, would’ve liked some more depth. Overall, though, I liked the novel and would recommend it to someone who wants to read a fun and lighthearted sapphic romance.
Kenzie Wilson lässt sich von ihrer guten Freundin überreden zu Weihnachten zum Familiensitz nach Portugal zu reisen. Deren Exfreund kommt auch mit seiner Freundin und sie will nicht ohne Partnerin dort auftauchen. Eine Tante die Jahre keinen Kontakt mehr mit ihrer Familie hatte, käme auch. Kenzie gleich von der älteren Carolina Costa hingerissen. Obwohl diese sie des Öfteren vor den Kopf stößt oder kalt behandelt, tut es ihrer Faszination keinen Abbruch. Auch das Familiengeheimnis warum Carolina in jungen Jahren von der Familie verstoßen wurde, kommt zu Tage. Rachael Sommers beschreibt wunderbar die Gefühle der jeweiligen Personen. Kenzie sieht in Carolina nicht nur die knallharte CEO ihrer Firma, sondern auch eine mitfühlende Person. Während Kenzie mit ihrer chaotischen, hartnäckigen und sympathischen Art frischen Wind in Carolinas Leben bringt, versucht die erfolgreiche CEO verzweifelt, ihre Gefühle unter Kontrolle zu halten. Doch zwischen schlagfertigen Wortgefechten und einer Anziehung, die sich kaum leugnen lässt, wird schnell klar, dass es manchmal unmöglich ist, dem eigenen Herzen auszuweichen. Eine Fake-Beziehung, eine verbotene Anziehung und jede Menge Weihnachtszauber am Atlantik – diese Geschichte verspricht Romantik, prickelnde Spannung und jede Menge Herzklopfen. Besonders reizvoll finde ich die Dynamik zwischen den beiden Frauen. Die Kombination aus Fake-Dating, verbotenen Gefühlen und einer weihnachtlichen Kulisse ist eine Geschichte voller knisternder Momente, emotionaler Konflikte und romantischer Augenblicke. Gleichzeitig macht Carolinas Vergangenheit neugierig darauf, was hinter ihrer kühlen Fassade steckt und ob sie es schafft, sich wieder auf die Liebe einzulassen. Eine Geschichte, die Lust auf gemütliche Lesestunden, große Gefühle und eine Liebe macht, die selbst die stärksten Mauern zum Einstürzen bringen könnte. Für alle, die romantische Weihnachtsgeschichten mit einer queeren Liebesgeschichte und ordentlich Knistern mögen, ist dieses Buch nach einem echten Highlight.
Disclaimer: I received a free copy of this book from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
I wasn't too sure about this one at first, as it isn't the usual plot I'd go for. However, I have loved books by Rachael Sommers in the past, and am very glad I decided to give this a try! I loved the development of the relationships in this book. Not only is there the great romantic buildup between Kenzie and Carolina, but also you get to see Carolina and her sisters learn how to trust each other again. I also enjoyed the friendship between Alice and Kenzie, and their relationships with Jonathan.
In terms of the romance itself, I really liked the way that Carolina slowly opened up to Kenzie and let her in. She fell without even realizing it, whereas Kenzie was attracted from the start. When they finally did get together it was so sweet and I loved how all in they both were.
My only complaint about the book is how Carolina acted in the beginning of the book. I understand she was coming into a difficult situation with people she believed had abandoned her, however her behavior was still a bit much. Not to mention, Alice was a toddler when Carolina last had met her and she had never even met Kenzie before. Carolina treated them pretty badly (even for an ice queen) with the way she yelled, slunk around the house, and ran off at the start. Luckily, she does warm up throughout the book and start to appreciate the people around her.
As far as the "forbidden" nature of their romance, I wasn't sure it was going to totally work for me. However, it didn't end up being as big of an issue as I thought. There are many moments that keep you wondering how things are going to work out, but as the book goes on you start to see things falling into place.
Overall, this is a pretty cute romance featuring an age gap, ice queen character, and a somewhat "forbidden" romance. 4.8/5 stars rounded up!