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175 pages, Paperback
First published December 14, 2015
I don’t remember being human. Probably because I don’t want to. The professor tells me how cumbersome the body is and how aches and pains are a way of life. He says this way, I’ll never feel any pain and can dance for as long as I like, never growing old, never changing my joints.Ella lives out her days in the Professor’s attic; dancing, watching television, acting out her adventures for the tape recorder during her imagination time.
He calls me his little broken doll.
She heaves a brush from the tub and awkwardly maneuvers it into one of the colors, but I can’t make out which one in the dark. Before I have time to object, she presses her eye into the tip. “I don’t have blue eyes!” She shrieks, blinding herself further when she pushes her other eye into the brush. “He made me have blue eyes! They’re not mine! THEY’RE NOT MINE!”With Lisa hiding out somewhere in the walls of the house, a failed attempt to keep Ella from being lonely, the Professor introduces Ella to Gabby; a real, living girl. The Professor’s granddaughter.
“Do you ever get the feeling that we might be related?” I ask softly, hoping I haven’t said anything out of line.And with more dolls coming out of the woodwork, Ella is starting to dream, starting to remember, and she’s beginning to wonder if maybe Lisa is onto something.
“All the time.” Gabby’s smile is as frank as it is contagious. “You said Sianne kept saying she was your mother. If she was, wouldn’t that make us, like, second cousins or something?”
“I’ve always wanted a cousin!” I giggle when Gabby picks me up and squeezes tightly. “Maybe we could pretend to be cousins? Would that be weird? It’d be nice to at least act like I have a family…”
“That’s not weird.” Gabby adjusts the clip in my hair. “Let’s just say we’re cousins.”

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