Seeking Jordan: How I Learned the Truth about Death and the Invisible Universe

by Matthew McKay, Ralph Metzner (Foreword)

If you have lost someone you deeply love, or have become strongly aware of your mortality, it’s hard to avoid wondering about life after death, the existence of God, notions of heaven and hell, and why we are here in the first place. The murder of Matthew McKay’s son, Jordan, sent him on a journey in search of ways to communicate with his son despite fears and uncertainty. Here he recounts his efforts — including past-life and between-lives hypnotic regressions, a technique called induced after-death communication, channeled writing, and more.

McKay, a psychologist and researcher, ultimately learned how to reach his son. In this book he provides extraordinary revelations — direct from Jordan — about the soul’s life after death, how karma works, why we incarnate, why there is so much pain in the world, the single force that connects us, and our future as souls. Unlike many books about after-death communication, near-death experiences, and past-life memories, this is a book for those who do not believe yet yearn to know what happens after death. In addition to being riveting reading, Seeking Jordan is a unique heart-, soul-, and mind-stirring reflection on the issues each of us will ultimately face.

Genres: Nonfiction, Spirituality, Memoir, Psychology, Metaphysics, Biography, Grief

160 pages, Hardcover

First published February 9, 2016

About the author

Matthew McKay, PhD, is a professor of psychology at the Wright Institute in Berkeley, and author of more than 30 professional psychology and self-help books which have sold a combined total of more than 3 million copies. He is co-founder of independent self-help publisher, New Harbinger Publications. He was the clinical director of Haight Ashbury Psychological Services in San Francisco for twenty five years. He is current director of the Berkeley CBT Clinic. An accomplished novelist and poet, his poetry has appeared in two volumes from Plum Branch Press and in more than sixty literary magazines. His most recent novel, Wawona Hotel, was
published by Boaz Press in 2008.

Reviews

[Lorilin · Rating 4 out of 5]

Matthew McKay's adult son, Jordan, was shot in the back while riding his bike home very late one night. Of course this was a horrible shock and a tremendous loss for McKay. His intense grief finally leads him to try to contact his son telepathically. This book is composed almost completely of "conversations" between McKay and his dead son.

To say this book is weird is an understatement. Wow. For most people, the information in here will probably seem strange, very "new age-y." I consider myself to be a pretty open-minded person, but even I was surprised by the content. Jordan tells his dad that when a person dies, his soul enters a kind of holding place where the soul must see everything that happened in his life and all of the consequences of his decisions. This isn't a judgment so much as it is a learning experience. After learning from his past life, the soul rejoins his soul family (kind of like a soul village) where he can learn more from other souls, exchange knowledge, visit other universes (there are many planets where other souls incarnate), and then eventually reenter physical existence on his chosen planet. Like I said, it's crazy stuff.

But I kind of loved it. What an interesting way to look at the universe, life, existence. McKay gives a surprising amount of depth and detail, and I enjoyed picturing this afterlife that Jordan talks about. Is it accurate? Who knows. Even McKay sometimes has his doubts. But, honestly, who cares? No one knows what happens after death, and, frankly, I'm pretty bored of the traditional perspectives. In my opinion, McKay brings something new to the conversation; it even makes a bit of sense. When I finished the book, I felt a pleasant sense of peace. The idea that existence keeps on keeping even after we die, that we can continue to have relationships with the souls we are closest to...well, I didn't mind reading about that concept one bit.

So, yes, this book is going to seem weird to most people. But if you can keep an open mind, you might surprise yourself and actually end up enjoying the concepts and anecdotes that McKay presents.

[Maria · Rating 5 out of 5]

Seeking Jordan, How I learned the Truth about Death and the Invisible Universe by Dr. Matthew McKay is a very intriguing read. It’s not a large book so shouldn’t take you more than two days to get through. I have to say I really enjoyed it. I’m not sure it’s for everyone, but I liked it and would recommend it.

The author’s son is murdered and this sets Dr. McKay on a journey to communicate with Jordan. I certainly can understand a parents need to find a way to get closure, to know what happened and why. But this goes beyond that. This is a journey of discovery of more than the how and why of a murder. It’s a journey into a realm of communication that few of us believe is possible. Dr. McKay discusses the different ways he tried to communicate, including past life regression, but found success with a process developed to help those suffering from PTSD. Dr. McKay now participates in an open dialogue with his son and has learned so much about what things are like “on the other side.” It’s not a book that touts specific religious doctrine. It goes well beyond that. It’s not a book trying to sell Christianity, which is what I liked about it the most. It’s not what you might expect…descriptions of angels with wings, deep discussions with Jesus, etc. It’s about the souls journey, any soul, Jewish, Christian, Muslim. It’s about what happens to us all, not just a select few.

Do I think those who do NOT already have a belief in a world beyond will find a way to come to believe after reading this? I’m not sure. I’m inclined to say no, but I’m not sure why I feel that way. I came to this book already believing most of what was said so it was no shock to me, it wasn’t anything I couldn’t wrap my head around. But how about someone who doesn’t believe in an after-life? Will they see this as a desperate parents’ wishful thinking? I plan on lending this to a friend who has doubts and see what she thinks of this.

I loved this because this man took a very personal experience and barred his soul to help others. He runs the risk of being mocked because we all know when something is not understood, it is scorned. I admire him and the nerve it took to put this out there.

I have come to the conclusion that we are all on a very personal journey. Do I feel his technique would work for everyone? No. (again, just my own opinion) I do believe, however, that communication is possible and does happen every day. The problem for us is, we just don’t listen anymore. We believed it when they told us it wasn’t possible. That’s sad.

The communication might not be as clear as hearing a voice in your head. There are signs. We just need to be open to the communication and let it happen.

[Joe Godfrey · Rating 5 out of 5]

This book was a very easy read.
My own son having been murdered in 2005, the subject matter interested me tremendously. I've struggled with the concept of an afterlife and the possibilities of something other than this one-time go around.
The book provides, for me, a plausible answer to questions that have become so consuming since my sons death. It has allowed me to get "unstuck" from a place in my life where no progress seemed possible.

[Lucy Allen · Rating 5 out of 5]

I believe this has completely changed my view on death and the afterlife and I’m going to read more about the life between lives. Beautiful story and very easy to read! Definitely gets you thinking but also comes with so much hope, love and comfort

[SundayAtDusk · Rating 3 out of 5]

Author Matthew McKay has written a heartfelt book about his attempts to communicate with his son after he was murdered. The book is small and less than 150 pages, so it can be quickly read, or stretched out for those who want to slowly absorb what the author is proposing. Anyone who has read a lot of metaphysical books may find nothing new, though. For example, early on in the story, Dr. McKay brings up Michael Newton’s work, and much of what he believes sounds almost exactly like Michael Newton’s beliefs. He does see the “in-between world” one way differently than Dr. Newton, however; instead of seeing it like a structured school that no one ever seems to leave until they reincarnate, Dr. McKay believes souls live in homes, neighborhoods and communities with their soul groups. (Personally, I think Dr. Newton believes what he believes because he got shipped off to military school at a very young age, and school became "home", like "Heaven" is "home".)

While I loved Michael Newton's first two books, the honeymoon was over by the third one, and I no longer believed anything he proclaimed. Thus, Dr. McKay’s beliefs and book started losing my interest. I stuck with it, though, but it was like reading so many other New Age books about life, death and reincarnation. I do believe in reincarnation, but not in the way either Dr. McKay or Dr. Newton believe. (Moreover, I, for one, found the author's belief that his son Jordan had been his wife in two past lives to be somewhat disturbing.) Actually, I’m not sure how reincarnation works. But Dr. McKay also expresses the belief that what he believes may be only what he wants to believe. That’s something we all should keep in mind, because no one alive knows for sure what happens after death. (No, near-death experiences don’t count, because dead is dead, not near-dead.) Hence, three stars, instead of two, because Matthew McKay clearly states one must find truth in one’s own heart. (Michael Newton, on the other hand, talks like he’s God.) “Be your own scientist,” Dr. McKay proposes. Thank you, I will . . . except science has absolutely nothing whatsoever to do with this matter.

(Note: I received a free copy of this book from Amazon Vine in exchange for an honest review.)

[Rama Rao · Rating 4 out of 5]

Healing after a personal loss – A conversation with the messenger from beyond

Grief is a stressful journey and it is never the same for the loved one who is still living. It is a unique and a very special experience in life. Death is an inevitable part of life but it is also hard to accept the death of a loved one. How do you heal yourself? How do you translate pain into a realization and enlightenment? One would like to seek god through religion or empower themselves with spiritual awakening. In this deeply personal and moving book, Professor Mathew McKay of Berkeley Wright Institute struggles to deal with his son’s tragic death and he tries to reconstruct his life without him. I struggled to live my life without my mother who passed away many years ago and I found that is the most difficult journey of my life.

There are many books about near-death experience, parapsychology, out of body experience, and remote viewing. All these point to a place variously described as heaven, hell, land of unending-happiness and Shangri-La, a mystical and harmonious valley, an earthly paradise. In this book, McKay undergoes hypnotic regressions to contact his son, Jordan who reveals about soul, karma, reincarnation and how living and dead remain connected. In one conversation, Jordan tells his father, “The after-life is so much closer than those lights, it is next to you; I am next to you.” In another conversation, Jordan says, “We must learn to love with a love that holds everything.” In chapter 6, McKay describes the physical setting of the place where he meets and communicates with his son. This is probably McKay’s Shangri-La.

There are certain versions of Roman legend Hercules which says that Hercules was immortal. And with this God-given power he ascends to Mount Olympus and there he sees some of his dead relatives.

McKay’s book is inspiring and it comforts those who lost the dearest person in their lives. There is a beacon of hope about the possibilities that remain to us as we deal with our own approaching mortality. It is up to us to find that path and relieve the pain and sadness, and find the true meaning of life.

[Anita · Rating 5 out of 5]

There are many good books on the subject of reincarnation, life after death, the soul's journey, etc. Most of those books are quite in depth and detailed, which might be a daunting read for someone who is new to it. This book sort of summarizes, or rather, condenses all the important points in one volume. It is not so much an instructional manual, as it is a memoir of a grieving father who is mourning the loss of his son, Jordan, who was tragically murdered. It is a collection of 'conversations' between a father and his deceased offspring.

The author is a professor of psychology -- a man of science, and while he used tools employed in conventional therapy, such a hypnotic regression, he also explored the new age tool of channeled writing. The result of his experiments were not one off -- if one is inclined to think that grief can be the trigger for all kinds of self-conjured manifestations. His son's friends and others also independently reported receiving the same messages from Jordan.

I am familiar with everything that is postulated in his book regarding karma, rebirth, etc., as I have read about them in greater depth and detail before this. I would say that this book is not for everyone. One has to be in the correct and receptive frame of mind to read this, especially if one is an 'unbeliever'. However, I also believe that in the right hands, in the right time, this book can do much good and bring healing to grieving hearts.

Another good book to read on such a subject is: 'Proof of Heaven' by Dr. Eben Alexander. My review here: https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...

[Gloria Piper · Rating 5 out of 5]

When Jordan was killed, his parents and friends began receiving signs that he still existed, in the spirit. Thus began a journey to connect with him and to communicate.

This story is true. It is for those who are not afraid to question. It not only provides answers about our purpose in this life, but it explains about the afterlife, what came before, and what comes next. It confirms what I've suspected, based on my experiences and the experiences of others. This book may challenge your beliefs, but it will also give comfort. Is there a heaven? Is there a hell? Is there a great judgment seat? Does Karma exist? What happens to our sense of self after death? Where do our departed loved ones go?

Here's a book I want to keep and to share. Perhaps you will feel the same as I do.

[Tristy · Rating 4 out of 5]

This was gifted to me after the sudden loss of my husband. It is a fascinating window into how the author processed the sudden loss of his son and offers some interesting tools to "communicate" with lost loved ones. I like how McKay acknowledges that this may not work for all. He's very clear and honest about his biases and hopes, yet still offers interesting scientific research to back up his experiences. I'm definitely going to keep this to pick up again and read, when my own grief shifts and changes.

[Austyn Wells · Rating 5 out of 5]

Matt McKay has written a definitive guide to help anyone whose loved one has died create new methods to connect to their soul. His observations are incredibly valuable since he was not a believer in the afterlife. Great read.

[Remy · Rating 4 out of 5]

Seeking Jordan by Matthew McKay, PhD is about psychologist Matthew McKay’s journey in communicating with his deceased son Jordan. Matthew McKay lives in Berkeley, CA and his son Jordan died after being randomly shot in Oakland, CA. After Jordan’s death, Matthew began talking to Jordan through various methods induced after-death communication (IADC). Through these conversations with Jordan, McKay claims to have received the truth about life and death and the invisible universe.

In the book, Matthew describes the process of “life review.” There is a separate font used to convey what were Jordan’s insights in his communication with Matthew. Much of the book is claimed to be written by Jordan, including the entire process of life review. Interestingly, this isn’t the first time I’ve heard of this belief system. After my partner Brian died, I requested a chaplain, remembering that they were very comforting after my grandfather’s death. I was repeatedly saying out loud, “I don’t feel anything, why don’t I feel anything” and “where is Brian?” As it was the pandemic and this interaction was over the phone, the chaplain took me too literally and started to explain that she believed in the process of life review and went on to explain she believed Brian would be entering that process. I don’t currently hold the belief that life review is a real process for a soul. However, this book has still touched me in many ways and informed my own belief system in some ways as well.

The book describes that part of the life review process involves meeting with your “soul group.” Jordan describes, “when we leave time and return to the spirit world, the illusion of aloneness and loss ends. As soon as possible, we reunited with loved ones.” He goes on to describe an intricate process in which soul groups are essentially seminars, led by guides/teachers, that go on for millennia. Souls review the Akashic Record to answer the universal question, “how did this happen?” Overall, the goal is to elevate and expand the edges of Collective Consciousness. Eventually, the group chooses a new life for the soul to explore the edges. McKay discusses that souls operate much like the Hindu concepts of Atman and Jiva - Atman being the discarnate and jiva the incarnate and that is how we can be in a physical body but still participating in life reviews with our soul group. Many more details about this process can be found by reading the book, this is a short summary.

This book offered the idea to me that a soul has a purpose in entering in each life, an edge to explore. Jordan says, “our highest spiritual purpose is not to gain insight; nor is it to let go of the body or things of this world. Rather, it’s to develop the awareness of the spiritual choices built into each moment: the choice to listen, to have compassion, to attend, to be open, to know and feel the pain, to do what connects, to say the deepest truth, and to do good.” He also says, “the tasks of an eternal soul are values-based and purpose-based.”

In my somatic experiencing therapy, I often explore edges of stored sensations in my body, working on softening them in order to explore them. As a result, this concept resonated with me because it made me wonder what edges my soul is exploring:
What is my own soul’s purpose?
How do I communicate with my soul and find out?


Further, it made me examine my own intentions:
Why do I do the things that I do?
What brings me joy?
What makes me want to get up in the morning? Does that thing serve my soul and it’s growth? Does it hold me back? How much does it hold me back?
Do I stay in my current situation for survival or because it fulfills what I feel is my purpose or values?
What does being stuck look like for me?
Do I have aspirations? Why do I aspire to these things? Why don’t I have any?
Do my aspirations fulfill a purpose or are they actions informed and motivated by my trauma and feelings of survival?

I do believe that I have a soul and that this soul’s purpose in learning those things is to expand the edge of my own personal consciousness. Whether or not the development of my own consciousness feeds a Collective Consciousness is another discussion or question I currently don’t feel a connection in exploring. This book led me to ask for insight about my own soul more than anything else. To quote my dear grief friend, Mike, who happened to also be Brian’s former manager, “I am amazed by all that is inside me that this grief has revealed.” I didn’t quite understand what Mike met until this book inspired me to start exploring my own soul in a curious way. And now I’m amazed too and although grief isn’t linear, there are moments of reorganization I’m beginning to recognize in these feelings of curiosity and amazement at my own psyche.

Another part of the book that deeply touched me was the chapter on doubt. McKay has some self-awareness around how ‘out there’ this book is. He is claiming his dead son gave him the truth about life and death. He’s claiming to know and believe this as the ultimate truth of our existence and our collective purpose as souls. In his chapter about his doubt, McKay describes that, “doubt lies at the root of hope, and it is the experience of hope that makes seeing possible, that drives the quest for new knowledge and wisdom. So doubt motivates learning, the quest to enter what is unknown, the determination to turn darkness into light...the doubt of incarnates is crucial to the growth of all consciousness.” I appreciated this quotation because it made me think about my own doubts. Very often, I’ve found myself questioning various part of my life, including

Why do I do the work that I do?
Does my work feed my soul? Or does it feed a cycle of trauma and people-pleasing?
Could I have done something to prevent Brian’s death?
Did I participate in Brian’s death?
Do I do anything that truly makes me feel joy?

And in combination with other big questions I have about my soul’s growth and edges of expansion, this doubt can help prove my conviction to myself, despite that, “nothing is certain; nothing is verifiable.” I believe that if I survive my doubt then I’m an even stronger believer in whatever it is that I have chosen to believe. What have I chosen to believe? That’s to be answered. And it reminds me of the quotation sent to me by my grief counselor for the 1-year anniversary of Brian’s death and also to answer some of my existential questions:

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them.
And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."
Rainer Maria Rilke

Overall, I recommend the book because it is interesting and it is a quick read. I think it can help provide insight into your own mind and beliefs. If you like metaphysics, this is a good one too. If you don’t like the metaphysical, but you like to be an observer of your mind, this book might also be interesting for you.

[María Greene F · Rating 5 out of 5]

A un padre se le muere el hijo en un accidente horrible y decide buscarlo a donde sea que haya que hacerlo: médiums, canalizaciones, etcétera. Y encuentra muchas respuestas, tanto del hijo mismo como de los grandes misterios generales de la vida y la existencia.

Sencillo pero perfecto en su género. Obviamente, para leerlo y apreciarlo hay que tener cierta apertura de miras y ciertos conceptos ya aceptados, pero también puede ser un buen libro de entrada para quienes están apenas empezando este tipo de búsqueda

No dice nada demasiado nuevo, pero es interesante el proceso y ayuda mucho que el mismo autor cree en lo que encuentra, pero a la vez entiende que todo estará teñido de incertidumbre. Hasta que pasemos al otro lado, si existe, cosa que pareciera que efectivamente hace.

En inglés porque aún no existe en castellano, así de grandes eran mis ganas de leerlo :D (puedo leer en inglés, pero reconozco que prefiero el castellano).

[Susan · Rating 5 out of 5]

It is not what this book was about or what the reason was for writing it, but the passion and service to humanity that made me love this beautifully written book. Dr. McKay writes of his ongoing communication with his son Jordan with love,hope, and clarity. He is of the firm belief that the process of connection with the other so I can be attained by anyone. That, in itself, is a way to heal from profound grief in any kind of loss.

[Mark · Rating 5 out of 5]

Another thought provoking book. I’ve read both McKay’s books about Jordan but I read them in reverse order. Read this one first, then move on to “The Luminous Landscape of the Afterllife…”. I read them in the opposite order. But they were still excellent - I just think it will flow better in the published order.

[Maxine · Rating 5 out of 5]

My brother gifted this book to me. He’d recently read it. We’ve both experienced losses in our lives and he thought this may help me gain perspective. I’ve often been a seeker of knowledge and spirituality and how to overcome the sadness of loss without religion. Maybe it’s because religion isn’t real, but spirituality is and so is love and and afterlife.

[Teresa McMillan · Rating 5 out of 5]

Could not put this book down - so compelling and life-affirming. Wonderful to see science acknowledging spiritualism.

[Tristy at New World Library · Rating 5 out of 5]

Endorsements:
“In Seeking Jordan, Matthew McKay takes us on a heart-wrenching and challenging journey into his efforts to reconnect with Jordan. His personal odyssey — full of self-doubt, vulnerability, and fearlessness — is one we all must face, a journey of love: love lost and love reclaimed....This book is an enormous gift of hope and liberation that reminds us once more that death is not the end but a new beginning.”
— John P. Forsyth, PhD, coauthor of The Mindfulness and Acceptance Workbook for Anxiety: A Guide to Breaking Free from Anxiety, Phobias, and Worry Using Acceptance and Commitment Therapy

“Healing runs deep into our soul and helps us stay connected to love that knows no boundaries or separation. Matthew McKay has shared his healing in the face of great loss. We are all better off for the transformative gift that is this poignant and powerful book.”
— Marilyn Schlitz, PhD, author of Death Makes Life Possible: Revolutionary Insights on Living, Dying, and the Continuation of Consciousness

“Once I started reading Dr. McKay’s book, I couldn’t put it down. His story takes the reader on a fascinating journey that begins with his unimaginable suffering over the loss of a son and ends with his profound insights into the ultimate nature of reality and an associated sense of peace and comfort.”
— Dr. Allan L. Botkin, clinical psychologist and author of Induced After Death Communication: A Miraculous Therapy for Grief and Loss

“This book is a precious gift for anyone reading it with both an open mind and an open heart. It has changed my life because it has changed my perspective on death — and it can change yours too, if you open up to the possibilities of the revelations it contains. Matthew McKay writes with extraordinary candor and, fortunately for the reader, without concern of what his ‘hard-core,’ materialistically focused science colleagues might think of him.”
— Georg Eifert, PhD, Chapman University Professor Emeritus of Psychology

“A priceless primer on after-death communication, Seeking Jordan is a precious gift for those dealing with the loss of a loved one. Having communicated with thousands of souls across the veil, I recognize the words of Matthew and Jordan McKay as truth.”
— Suzanne Giesemann, author of Messages of Hope and Wolf’s Message

[Kerry L O'Malley]

Beautiful

I've read many books on this subject. This book is different. Worth reading! Uplifting. Beautiful. We never stop talking. It's true.

[Christine Zibas · Rating 5 out of 5]

Most of us at one point in our lives or another have asked "What happens after we die?" This question seems to become even more poignant and compelling when someone close to us has died. We grieve for the person, we miss them so much.

In the case of Author Matthew McKay (a trained psychologist and man of science), the question was brought into sharp relief when his son Jordan was murdered at a young age. And so a skeptic began a life-altering journey to discover as much as he could about (if anything) happens next.

His exploration resulted in this book, which he claims he authored along with his dead (or he might prefer, spirit) son. He begins to "cross the divide" with a technique used on PTSD patients. Whether you believe in what he finds, the book is nonetheless interesting reading. For those who can suspend their own skepticism, it offers some keen insights into how we should be living our lives and what our goals in that regard should be.

This is a quick and easy read and for anyone searching for some clues to live beyond our death, this would surely be suggested reading.

[T Love]

I did not want to put this book down. Easy to read, simple to understand. Truly makes you realize what is important and why you are experiencing all that you are experiencing. It is a fascinating journey of love, compassion, inspiration and the realization that life is not just here and now. Only 131 pages in length but the content is rich, powerful, impactful. This is a must read for anyone seeking: answers as to their purpose in life, experiencing loss, grieving or wanting to learn more about their own spirituality. All of the aspects are discussed simply, in meaningful ways that allow you to move forward in any and all your relationships with a bit more compassion and understanding for where we all are as we experience our life journeys together. I found it emotionally moving and logical. It makes so much sense. Highly recommended!

[Robin · Rating 5 out of 5]

I found solace in this book. After losing someone close to me in a sudden and tragic way, I have been holding onto a belief that there has to be more to life than our physical selves - that there must be so much more, but cannot be explained let alone understood. This book helped to shed some light on more clearly understanding what happens to us when we die.

The layout of the book was interesting and intriguing - how McKay's son helped with the content. The topics covered, and the author's personal experiences were very heartfelt and personal. I empathize with his honesty and hesitations in writing it.

I was curious about what happens to us when we die. Are we safe? Are we happy? Do our loved ones know we love and miss them? Will we see them again? This book offered these answers for me, that there is something more beyond our selves and this planet.

[Cat Jenkins · Rating 4 out of 5]

Not a book for everyone, or for every time, but it struck a chord in me that I'd always felt thrumming throughout my life. So, all I can say for my part is, "Ah, yes. That's the way it feels."

The downside was the writing style for me. It distanced the feeling of human communication by being too focused and over-thought. But the basic message and beliefs, as I said, have been hovering in the back of my mind and life for as long as I can remember. I don't have conversations with the dead, but a sense of presence is, for me, more than belief. It's fact.

Overall, a thought-provoking read.

[Mary · Rating 4 out of 5]

Seeking Jordan is a wonderful book about a different view of what happens on the other side of death. I read it with a mind that was open to any possibilities and came out feeling comforted and safe.
Although I may not buy in 100% to the author's view and beliefs (in fact Matthew McKay encourages the reader to do their own research,) I highly recommend this book to anyone seeking their own truth.

[Melanie F. Strange · Rating 5 out of 5]

Remarkably. Poignant affirmations that love never ends.

Hope and healing for those in grief. Matthew McKay and Jordan remind us of what our soul knows...we are here to learn lessons that advance our soul...advance the collective conscious...advance love.

[Had Walmer · Rating 4 out of 5]

Love this book!

[Cheri Gerdes-Fillmore · Rating 5 out of 5]

More than satisfying

A book that I read in one sitting...and will read again and again. So many profound truths and points of discovery. Thank you Matthew...and thank you Jordan.