"I feel that I’m never not working. And the work I’m never not doing is the work of undoing myself. The world will go on. It went on before I was here, it goes on now while I’m barely here, and it will go on soon when I’m gone."
“if all things I manifest through my mind are my children, I want to abandon every last one of them. My inner child is not something I want to nurture and care for, it is something I want to leave in a basket on the steps of a convent.”