ZERO STARS. NOT RECOMMENDED!
Horrible. DNF.
I expected a book about a strong, confident female fire investigator. Instead? I got a diatribe about how if you aren't "god fearing" you aren't worth dirt. Smarmy, acrimonious, sanctimonious - you get the picture. I never can fathom the mindset of the rabidly religious. Supposedly, Jesus said something to the effect of being kind, considerate, understanding, and to love your neighbor. This book falls on the side of "If you don't fall in lockstep like Hitler's little soldier, you aren't as good as me and better fall in line and understand that everything is 'gods will', no matter what atrocities happen to and around you (and believe me, if this 'god's will has caused a tenth of the things I have seen in my life, that is one vicious bastard - just sayin') - and if you don't, you aren't worth love, compassion, consideration, kindness or understanding."
Observe.
The police chief is supposedly 'taken' with her, but since she isn't fall-on-her-knees and 'thank the lord' every time something horrible happens (for example, the fire that killed her parents - which she accidentally started at 7 years old being a prime example) she isn't good enough for his holier-than-thou self. Believe me, he doesn't deserve a strong, capable, intelligent woman (one he looks down on not only because she doesn't buy into the religious fervor, but because she isn't "ladylike" and works on car engines instead of doing needlepoint. ) And she buys into it - because she is working under a car and has oil on her face, she is humiliated (?!?!) when he shows up unexpectedly and sees her being a real, live person instead of a plastic Barbie doll. Gag.
And: He was "appalled"(!) that she ". . . doesn't have a 'personal relationship' with 'him.' Oh, and I really loved the ". . . he knew right away she was a McGregor, or according to her wedding ring, used to be." (So, because she got married she belongs to her husband now, and can't lay claim to her original family? What, her DNA changed or something?)
But the best zinger? I really loved this, " . . . he likes her, but ""He needed someone that shared his faith, a woman whose heart belonged to God. . ."" The next words he thinks? "Lord, soften her heart so she can know the
unconditional love
you offer to all your children."
WOW! Hypocrite Much?!?!?
Ugh. That is when I flipped over to the end for a laugh and read "God totaled your car . . .to prove a point." Well, actually, Mr. Hypocritical was apparently driving her hand restored-antique VW Beetle at the time, but far be it from HIM to accept responsibility for his own actions. god musta done it. Yeah, that's it! god dun' it! I was going to check to see if "god" wrecked her car to prove that pretty little girls didn't do things like be fire investigators and restore cars, they cooked, cleaned, bred good little Stepford children, and went to church instead, but by that time I pretty much threw up in my mouth, deleted this crap from my reader, and poured a glass of 15 year old Scotch to wash the garbage out of my mouth. Now, if I could just find some bleach for my brain, maybe I can wash out my mind as well.
I am sure she winds up toeing the line, falling for the religious pablum and falling on her back to breed all sorts of new little god fearing brats, but I could have cared less what happened in the end. I just can't believe that a woman still finds it acceptable to write a book where women (and others) are treated like garbage because they don't allow themselves to drink the Koolaid and become Stepford robots. That is the same attitude that makes it acceptable in men's minds to treat women as less than human, less than men, only good for screwing, breeding, cooking and cleaning, and being a punching bag. Who should have no rights to lives of their own, to hold down high paying jobs, exhibit self-confidence or control over their own bodies, the right to choose what to do with their own lives, or the right to walk down a street in safety without being pulled into an alley and raped, or to be able to actually be in a relationship of their choosing without being beaten and demeaned on a regular basis just because a wife is 'property.' The author's mindset hearkens back to the bad old days, when all these things were commonplace and accepted as simply the way things were. In other words, this author should be ashamed of herself. If this is the way the 'church' still thinks, no wonder they are losing followers by the thousands. This mindset is medieval.
Honestly, I would have simply deleted it without blowing up in print, though I would have still hit the Scotch bottle and wished for brain bleach - but to be honest, the fact is that I find it deeply offensive this atrocity received five stars from others. Until we outgrow the mindset of women as lesser beings we will never advance as human beings. And until we outgrow religious fanaticism humans will continue to devolve back into savages, fighting wars and spreading hate based on superstition.