1.5 stars.
Hurray for Alex, the most uniquely special protagonist I’ve ever had the misfortune to read about.
Finally finished this series, and I’m still trying to figure out why I hyped up the third book so much, especially since the first two weren't exactly my favorites. I liked them, sure, but not enough to get excited. Turns out, the third book was the weakest.
Honestly, I wish the demons had triumphed; they were far more interesting and likable than the main cast. Their darker, more complex natures actually kept my attention, something the human characters miserably failed to do.
While the plot and dark academia aesthetic are beautifully crafted, creating a gothic atmosphere so vivid it could haunt your nightmares, I still have issues.
The biggest problem with the plot? It is so crowded it could win an award for chaos. The second book did the same. Instead of developing a few key plots well, the narrative keeps piling on new ones, only to rush the endings.
But my main frustrations revolve around the characters.
Let's start with the only character I could stand and like: Tripp.
Tripp started as the only somewhat logical character, brave enough to call out the double standards and societal hypocrisies affecting him and Darlington. Initially, I wasn't overly invested in him, but he grew on me, probably because he was less insufferable than the rest. Now? He’s my favorite, for what that’s worth.
But then, the narrative decides to treat him like a joke. The dismissive attitude toward Tripp's intelligence and his honesty about double standards made me want to throw the book. His treatment by the narrative and other characters was just disgusting.
Darlington gets VIP treatment, as if he's some kind of divine being, while Tripp is treated like dirt. They are both demons. I genuinely want to know what makes Darlington so special. If you look at both characters objectively, there’s barely a difference, except Darlington is the love interest Alex fawns over.
This bias is reinforced by the story’s overall attitude that it’s okay to overlook Darlington's demon side and villainize Tripp unjustly. The other characters share this hypocritical mentality, judging others based on their suffering or background, which made me wish for karmic justice to find them all.
Even at the finale, I wanted to punch the characters for their hypocrisy. Their selective empathy was infuriating.
Every main character seemed to have a holier-than-thou attitude, which I couldn't tolerate. Maybe the author wanted to critique the elitism and privilege in dark academia, but it came across more like a half-baked roast.
Now, onto Alex, oh boy. I’d forgotten how much I couldn't stand her personality. She’s the queen of self-pity, constantly whining about how her life is the hardest, like she’s been cursed by the universe. Her endless pity party kept going right until the very last page.
No protagonist has wallowed in misery quite like Alex. She should get a trophy for her relentless self-indulgence. And her ego? She’s convinced she’s smarter (not book smart, street smart) than everyone else because she’s endured suffering, as if hardship automatically makes you a genius. Sorry, but I need proof, not just melodramatic moans.
Her assumptions about people without knowing their stories? Comedy gold.
Let's discuss Darlington. I don't have much to criticize about him because he didn't really bother me much. However, I did find him to be a pretentious jerk towards Tripp at all times, often looking down on him or dismissing him. It was also frustrating how he never seemed to realize how much he and Tripp are similar, despite their differences. Other than those issues, he was generally okay in my view.
Dawes and Turner were present, and that was all; the supporting characters in the story felt somewhat flat to me, so I don't have many insights to share about them.
The romance? It was there, and that's it; I didn't feel it, not even once. Everything between Alex and Darlington happened at the worst possible moments, making me laugh rather than swoon. They picked absolutely terrible times for their romantic epiphanies.
I never bought that Darlington loved Alex or vice versa, like how the story kept trying to gaslight me into believing that they have an intense and strong love.
In conclusion, I often felt the urge to DNF this, but I persevered because I wanted to be an informed hater.