I received a copy of How Enlightenment Changes Your Brain through Goodreads Giveaways.
I entered to win this book because I'm currently researching and learning about Enlightenment. I started out thinking what it seems most people believe: Enlightenment is a Buddhism thing, and not accepted or understood by those who don't practice Buddhism.
As this book shows, Enlightenment goes far beyond Buddhism. It suggest there are two forms of Enlightenment, and after reading what they are and what they mean, I have to agree. One of the most profound experiences of my life is something I never considered more than a lesson in love, but after reading How Enlightenment changes your brain, I reexamined that experience and see it differently now.
This is what happened: On Christmas Eve 2013, my husband Sean and I found ourselves driving nearly 100mph down a dark highway at 5am(don't do that, I definitely don't recommend or condone it). We were rushing our cat Diesel to the emergency vet. Diesel was dying, and we didn't have much time. We didn't know what was wrong, just that with every second that went by, Diesel was closer and closer to crossing the Rainbow Bridge.
We got the vet and I ran inside with Diesel in the cat crate. Triage took him away from me while I screamed and cried. After pacing outside and smoking more cigarettes than I care to admit, a nurse took us to a private room. The vet came in and told us that Diesel had to go to surgery immediately to fix his bladder and kidneys. I had about two minutes to say goodbye to my beautiful long-haired Siamese cat who had been through hell and back with me.
As I walked back to Diesel's cage, my mind raced. Diesel is a twin. He and his brother Rhett and moved across the country with me, twice. We'd gone through a painful divorce together. No matter what, my twins were there. Now, I may be saying goodbye to Diesel and there was nothing I could do but put my faith in God and the medical team that would be working on him. I wasn't ready for this. I will never be ready for it.
I got to Diesel's cage and opened the door. He was in pain, I could see it. His eyes have two shades of blue in them; one is a dark blue and the other is a light blue. I looked at him and have never seen the blue shine so brightly. Sean was with me - Diesel is his Little Man, and they're very close. But that morning, Diesel never stopped staring at me. I never could explain what passed between this cat and I, but it was so powerful. There was love and understanding. I could feel Diesel telling me he loves me, asking me to be strong and to hold on. His eyes told me that he would be okay, I would see him in a few hours.
The vet already told me that Diesel had less than a 5% chance of surviving surgery. He has a kidney disease that's extremely rare and only shows up when it's too late. Cats just don't survive this surgery when they have this disease. I knew that when I was staring at Diesel, and he seemed to as well. Looking at him, I felt a warmth come over me and was at peace. Diesel was telling me that he'd make it, not to worry because he's a fighter. I hugged and kissed him as I said goodbye and could feel love radiating off of him and onto me. I could feel his soul assuring me that I'd see him soon, that his heart would be beating and he'd come home again with me.
Sean and I spent Christmas Day at the vet with Diesel. He was in a bigger crate, hooked up to machines with four different tubes running into his body. I'm a very small person, and I fit into the cage with him. I laid in there holding Diesel while he slept and purred, and I could feel the fabric of my soul sewing together with his. As Diesel slept, Sean and I just looked at each other. We can't have kids, so these cats are our kids. As much as Diesel is Sean's Little Man, he left us be, and I ended up laying in the cage for hours, holding my cat, praying to God, staring at my future husband and feeling myself go through a change.
It's 2016 now, and that experience is one of the most painful I've ever had. Rhett and Diesel are everything to me, and I knew the moment I got them in 2009 that as soon as one goes, the other won't be far behind. Diesel not only survived his surgery, he came home two days early and has had no complications since. He's a special needs cat now, but it's all worth it. Rhett somehow got connected with Diesel and I. There are no words for this connection, I've tried and just don't have them. People who see the three of us together have said, "it's like you and those cats are one soul", "you three are connected, I can feel it", and "it's obvious you were made for each other."
Every now and then, Diesel and I share a look that goes beyond human and cat. We are deeply connected. I always believed there was much more to animal consciousness than we've discovered, and that first moment with Diesel was my 'aha' moment. That forever changed me, and I look at him and his brother differently now, as I do our other four cats and all animals. I love all six of my cats, but the connection is different with the other three than it is with Rhett and Diesel - Sean and I actually have two sets of twins, so it's not a twin thing. It's deeper than that.
How Enlightenment Changes Your Brain helped me realize just what happened that day with Diesel. I learned what was happening to my brain and my being all at once. It was great to read the history of Enlightenment through different religions and non-religions, and read stories of people who have had these experiences.
This book has different exercises in it that you can do that go along with reaching Enlightenment. You'll learn the two forms of Enlightenment, how to meditate properly and just what is happening to your brain during various things.
If you're interested in Enlightenment, think it may have happened to you, or just want to learn more, this book is perfect for you. It's written so everyone can read and understand it. Background is given so you won't be lost or in the dark - you will understand what is being said, even from a neurological standpoint. You may even realize you've had an 'aha' moment in your life and begin to look at your personal experiences differently.