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56 pages, ebook
First published July 21, 2015
God, what’s wrong with me? Why do I feel sick at his rejection? Why am I even considering it rejection? He’s a guy I’m tutoring, and he’s gorgeous. If he ever did come out as gay, it wouldn’t be for me. And I don’t think I’m gay. I mean, I’ve never really felt a strong attraction to a girl before, but that doesn’t mean anything. I really like Xander, but would I want to kiss him? Touch him? See him naked? — Ozzie
Warnings: internalised homophobia, organised religion
Escaping in Oz is a short and well-balanced story about learning how to live in your own skin and deciding how to live your life. The ending of the story is just cute and sweet a perfect contrast to the angst that is at the core of the story. It is It does deal with internalised homophobia and religion specifically the LDS Church (The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints), LDS is not focused on but is more the clear reasoning behind all of Xander's actions. The two main characters are jock, business major and LDS member Xander Collins and business major and tutor Ozzie. Ozzie is very close to his mother, Emily, she is just fun. The plot is simple enough all the angst is internalised not coming from external sources as only feels right given the characters. Ozzie is the character that caught my attention while he identifies as gay he is written more as an aspec. With just a couple of word changes, this could easily have been explicit aspec and it would have been glorious. Sorry, it's something that long to read in more books. I do still like Ozzie here I like the human way he handles confrontation specifically.
If you want another story that deals with LDS and a young queer his trying to figure out how to balance his faith and his heart I wholeheartedly recommend Christina Lauren's Autoboyography. There are clear parallels between Lauren's protagonist Sebastian Brother and Grace's protagonist Xander. I loved Autoboyography it works with challenging topics well and if you enjoy this you will likely enjoy that.
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