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Trasmundo #1
Escape
Strange, quiet Luka doesn't live in this world; long ago he took refuge in his art, escaping into surreal mindscapes inspired by his favorite painters. In the beautifully monstrous realms of his imagination, he is safe from the pain of his losses: his family, his friends, his hope.
Until war breaks out, and he is forced to flee the only home he's known since he was thirteen.
Captured by an enemy soldier, young Luka is marched across brutal terrain, toward a fate known only by the bearded menace holding him prisoner. Quick with a knife, tireless and strong, Tarik guards the purpose of his mission as he takes Luka deeper and deeper into enemy territory.
When the soldier discovers the painful secret he has been hiding since childhood, Luka fears he is about to endure a new kind of cruelty, worse than being abandoned, ostracized or beaten. Or is it possible the soldier holding Luka prisoner is the one person who isn't afraid of the truth behind Luka's silence and lies?
Until war breaks out, and he is forced to flee the only home he's known since he was thirteen.
Captured by an enemy soldier, young Luka is marched across brutal terrain, toward a fate known only by the bearded menace holding him prisoner. Quick with a knife, tireless and strong, Tarik guards the purpose of his mission as he takes Luka deeper and deeper into enemy territory.
When the soldier discovers the painful secret he has been hiding since childhood, Luka fears he is about to endure a new kind of cruelty, worse than being abandoned, ostracized or beaten. Or is it possible the soldier holding Luka prisoner is the one person who isn't afraid of the truth behind Luka's silence and lies?
248 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 6, 2015
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Varian Krylov
16 books496 followersGrowing up near Los Angeles, I spent much of my time frolicking in the Pacific Ocean and penning angst-twisted poetry. Now I'm living in sunny Spain writing pathos-riddled fiction. Ironically, two of my favorite things are traveling, and swimming in the ocean, despite increasingly intense phobias of sharks and flying.
I've always loved the music and substance of words, always loved writing in well-worn notebooks by hand, tapping at the keys of the computer, and, of course, conjuring up stories.
And from my earliest memories, I've always been fascinated—maybe obsessed?—with sex and sexuality.
In my writing, sex is the medium, the expression, and the tool of discovery for my characters' insecurities, the needs that drive them, the comfort they can't live without, the joy and relish of life that makes each of them intense, strange, and alluring.
I've always loved the music and substance of words, always loved writing in well-worn notebooks by hand, tapping at the keys of the computer, and, of course, conjuring up stories.
And from my earliest memories, I've always been fascinated—maybe obsessed?—with sex and sexuality.
In my writing, sex is the medium, the expression, and the tool of discovery for my characters' insecurities, the needs that drive them, the comfort they can't live without, the joy and relish of life that makes each of them intense, strange, and alluring.
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August 17, 2015
2 I-tried stars. DNF @73%. Review posted August 17, 2015
How about a pitch-black no? You don't approve? How about a canary-yellow one?
The Bokan was blushing. Again. Maybe it was some kind of glandular issue. A problem regulating his body temperature.
He blushed one too many times. In fact, he never stopped blushing and on the rare occasions he did not blush, he shrugged.
The kid. I can't hear it anymore.
Bodily reactions to the nth degree:
The sudden rush of warmth to Luka's chest made it feel like his heart was swelling, engorged almost to bursting with happiness.
Something in Luka's chest grabbed and strangled his heart.
The weight in Luka's chest got heavier, like it was going to sink through him, tearing him apart, and his face and throat burned.
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The Bokan soldier. Wide eyes watchful. Focused and following. Faceted and changeable, nervous anticipation yielding now and then to doubt, or fear, sometimes even a shadowed hint of dread, of terror. The eyes of a supplicant gazing on a capricious and dangerous god who might decide on a whim to test, to torment, to destroy. Those first hours, Tarik had left the Bokan bound to his fear, wondering now and then if he was savoring the flavor of his timid glances, his breathless, waiting suspension when Tarik suddenly mirrored his gaze, or moved in close, or caught his arm to startle him toward a brisker pace, or if, rather than pleasure, that pleasant state was just the absence of his own fear. Because the other's fear made him feel safe, made him feel strong, made him feel powerful and dangerous.
I can't even.
The weight of a million sharp-edged grains of cold sand leaked out of him. Tarik was getting lighter, lighter.
Tarik pulled the curtain open again, and that terrible moment of being seen, exposed and vulnerable, of the hideous sensation his guts were dissolving in acid, suddenly diluted and washed away as Tarik stripped off his own clothes. God, Tarik was so beautiful, the sight of him, naked and so close, unleashed a startling flutter in Luka's belly and an ache in the center of his chest. When Tarik stepped into the shower, when he slowly came close, the thrill of hope surging through Luka's body felt like it would shake him to pieces.
halos in Byzantium bleeding into Prussian blue and golden green, didn't bother him.
Gentle alien, stranded on this mad planet. Stranger in a strange land.
I get it, Luka wasn't "living" in this world but I'm not sure what I'm actually reading. It's m-m though. That should feel kind of reassuring, right?
Between Tarik's legs, under the mercurial surface, a big fish, its silver body twisting under the light-bending curves of the rippling water. A quick-flashing, darting body. A furtive body, hunting and dodging. How do fish mate? Some, flopping, writhing in the wet sand, gasping, gills flaring. A mating between frontage and copulation, seed spraying onto seed.
Tad writing.
What.The.Hell? These two guys are on the run, they fear for their lives and he must know how fish mate? I could not have cared less. *facepalm*
Lashed by impulse, Luka plunked down on the rickety little wooden chair at the tiny desk in the corner, and in small, brisk, motions sketched the nautical nucleus of Remdios (that's a little bit embarrassing because it's spelled Remedios) Varo's mad world, a familiar, intrepid clockwork ship propelled by waterwheel and windmill in lieu of unfurled sails. The disembodied shadow emerging from the cabin had always struck him as sinister, but now he thought maybe that was him. Not the man out of sight, who's (whose) shape was cast onto the deck, but the shadow itself, cast in whatever direction larger forces dictated. Or was he the headless body seated aft of the windmill? Nameless, homeless, faceless. And all around him, the sun-yellowed, mist-kissed sea collapsing, falling away in a swirl of bottomless sinkholes.
Baba's ship is sinking fast. Swallowed by the sun-yellowed, mist-kissed sea, eaten up by all those bottomless sinkholes on the floor of the ocean.
I'm still rubbing my eyes in amazement because I'm obviously the only one who didn't enjoy Trasmundo. Maybe I'm lacking a special gene or something and need my head examined. Of course I'm just joking. The character of Luka was so molasse-y sweet, so sickeningly shy and OTT embarrassed, so overly tormented and so incredibly guilt-ridden, I kinda feel guilt-ridden for not really liking him. Sure, I felt very sorry for him but otherwise I did not really connect with that almost-boy. I guess this is one of those moments where you blame yourself, as a reader, for not bonding with a character who should have evoked a vast amount of emotions from you.
Luka must have been the shyest and most insecure and needy character I came across in Romancelandia in a long, long time. And, of course, the perfect remedy is brought to us by Tarik's magic assets. He has the right gender (male), is full of understanding, finds the right words with his soothing voice, the warmest and most luminous smile (or grin) and the most delicate touches and, of course, he does have a ripped body and a nice set of balls and a great (healing) cock. Never mind that Luka can't even pronounce penis, let alone dick or cock. Maybe he said it after I quit at 73%? Let's be realistic, Luka was totally messed up (and justifiably so) and needed professional help in the form of long-term therapy before he would have been ready to deal with cock in any way, shape or form (er…no pun intended).
The first 20% bored the living daylights out of me and I kept thinking about what my friend said: chapter eight. There lies the magic. Meanwhile, I was busy dealing with other issues. Do I want to go through so many chapters and grappling with a writing style that did not appeal to me, constantly rolling my eyes whenever Luka was blushing or, in case he didn't blush sweetly, I could be sure that his cheeks would heat up in embarrassment or burn like a furious fire, licking away at my patience? And let's not forget that he started to shrug all the time when he didn't happen to blush. Good grief. Again, I did love Hurt very much, the first book I read by Varian Krylov. It is unfortunate, however, that Trasmundo was the third book by Krylov that didn't work out for me.
Although there was something positive about this story. Tarik really grew on me after a few chapters. But as you know there were a few aspects that ruined everything for me. I just could not get past Luka's character. Banned from his parental home when he was thirteen-years-old, it's actually not a surprise that he was saddled with plenty of issues. He was always ready to hide, to disappear or run because he was scared or guilty. He did have issues with his body and his self-awareness. Also, he suffered from a total lack of self-confidence and a general inferiority complex. Add in physical abuse and you can be sure you'll have to deal with a messed up young man. His painful shyness (he couldn't even form any coherent sentences, he was trailing off all the time), his ever-present blushing and shrugging and the authors voice in general just did me in. Even though the writing sometimes felt kind of convoluted and wordy, some parts were beautifully written, I'll give her that. This being said, my budding approval of her writing was immediately crushed when Krylov's melodramatic and sappy voice eroded all the beauty. Others may call it poetic or lyrical, so I guess we will have to agree to disagree.
What I also found rather astounding was that Tarik never seemed to question his sexual identity; there was no confusion on his part. When he saw Luka for the first time he made his chest hurt.Mind you, he only slept with women before, so I do wonder about his time-displaced epiphany that I was privy of at 72%. Oh, scratch that. Tarik has been attracted to men before, he just didn't act on it and it happened before he met Tarik. Problem solved. I just thought that was a cheap solution.
"I've been attracted to men before, I've just never had the chance to act on it."
Wild, desperate hope blossomed in Luka's chest. "And the women? You just did it, because it's what people expect?"
Tarik laughed again. "Fuck. No. I like women."
So much for thinking he'd found someone like him.
(…)
"If you like women, why are you…"
Tarik planted a row of tender kisses along Luka's brow. "I'm naked in this bed with you because the first day we knew each other, looking at you, your face, your eyes, made my chest hurt. Because something about the sound of your voice makes me happy, like listening to music. Because the smell of you makes me…I don't know…hungry." Tarik laughed. "Like I want to hunt you down and drag you off and breathe you in…" his focus sharpened and his right eyebrow arched, "and eat until I'm sated. And kissing you, touching you, feeling the way you move and breathe against my body is more arousing, more intense than actual sex with most lovers I've had."
Anyway, after a thorough reflection, I decided to call it quits when I was reading chapter eight. I believe I gave this book a fair chance. Trasmundo is already a hit, so don't let my negative opinion deter you from reading it. It might work out just fine for you. It just wasn't for me.
P.S. According to GR a two-star rating means it was an ok read. So I'd say nobody should get their panties in a twist over my rating. Thank you.
How about a pitch-black no? You don't approve? How about a canary-yellow one?
The Bokan was blushing. Again. Maybe it was some kind of glandular issue. A problem regulating his body temperature.
He blushed one too many times. In fact, he never stopped blushing and on the rare occasions he did not blush, he shrugged.
The kid. I can't hear it anymore.
Bodily reactions to the nth degree:
The sudden rush of warmth to Luka's chest made it feel like his heart was swelling, engorged almost to bursting with happiness.
Something in Luka's chest grabbed and strangled his heart.
The weight in Luka's chest got heavier, like it was going to sink through him, tearing him apart, and his face and throat burned.
More style samples...
The Bokan soldier. Wide eyes watchful. Focused and following. Faceted and changeable, nervous anticipation yielding now and then to doubt, or fear, sometimes even a shadowed hint of dread, of terror. The eyes of a supplicant gazing on a capricious and dangerous god who might decide on a whim to test, to torment, to destroy. Those first hours, Tarik had left the Bokan bound to his fear, wondering now and then if he was savoring the flavor of his timid glances, his breathless, waiting suspension when Tarik suddenly mirrored his gaze, or moved in close, or caught his arm to startle him toward a brisker pace, or if, rather than pleasure, that pleasant state was just the absence of his own fear. Because the other's fear made him feel safe, made him feel strong, made him feel powerful and dangerous.
I can't even.
The weight of a million sharp-edged grains of cold sand leaked out of him. Tarik was getting lighter, lighter.
Tarik pulled the curtain open again, and that terrible moment of being seen, exposed and vulnerable, of the hideous sensation his guts were dissolving in acid, suddenly diluted and washed away as Tarik stripped off his own clothes. God, Tarik was so beautiful, the sight of him, naked and so close, unleashed a startling flutter in Luka's belly and an ache in the center of his chest. When Tarik stepped into the shower, when he slowly came close, the thrill of hope surging through Luka's body felt like it would shake him to pieces.
halos in Byzantium bleeding into Prussian blue and golden green, didn't bother him.
Gentle alien, stranded on this mad planet. Stranger in a strange land.
I get it, Luka wasn't "living" in this world but I'm not sure what I'm actually reading. It's m-m though. That should feel kind of reassuring, right?
Between Tarik's legs, under the mercurial surface, a big fish, its silver body twisting under the light-bending curves of the rippling water. A quick-flashing, darting body. A furtive body, hunting and dodging. How do fish mate? Some, flopping, writhing in the wet sand, gasping, gills flaring. A mating between frontage and copulation, seed spraying onto seed.
Tad writing.
What.The.Hell? These two guys are on the run, they fear for their lives and he must know how fish mate? I could not have cared less. *facepalm*
Lashed by impulse, Luka plunked down on the rickety little wooden chair at the tiny desk in the corner, and in small, brisk, motions sketched the nautical nucleus of Remdios (that's a little bit embarrassing because it's spelled Remedios) Varo's mad world, a familiar, intrepid clockwork ship propelled by waterwheel and windmill in lieu of unfurled sails. The disembodied shadow emerging from the cabin had always struck him as sinister, but now he thought maybe that was him. Not the man out of sight, who's (whose) shape was cast onto the deck, but the shadow itself, cast in whatever direction larger forces dictated. Or was he the headless body seated aft of the windmill? Nameless, homeless, faceless. And all around him, the sun-yellowed, mist-kissed sea collapsing, falling away in a swirl of bottomless sinkholes.
Baba's ship is sinking fast. Swallowed by the sun-yellowed, mist-kissed sea, eaten up by all those bottomless sinkholes on the floor of the ocean.
I'm still rubbing my eyes in amazement because I'm obviously the only one who didn't enjoy Trasmundo. Maybe I'm lacking a special gene or something and need my head examined. Of course I'm just joking. The character of Luka was so molasse-y sweet, so sickeningly shy and OTT embarrassed, so overly tormented and so incredibly guilt-ridden, I kinda feel guilt-ridden for not really liking him. Sure, I felt very sorry for him but otherwise I did not really connect with that almost-boy. I guess this is one of those moments where you blame yourself, as a reader, for not bonding with a character who should have evoked a vast amount of emotions from you.
Luka must have been the shyest and most insecure and needy character I came across in Romancelandia in a long, long time. And, of course, the perfect remedy is brought to us by Tarik's magic assets. He has the right gender (male), is full of understanding, finds the right words with his soothing voice, the warmest and most luminous smile (or grin) and the most delicate touches and, of course, he does have a ripped body and a nice set of balls and a great (healing) cock. Never mind that Luka can't even pronounce penis, let alone dick or cock. Maybe he said it after I quit at 73%? Let's be realistic, Luka was totally messed up (and justifiably so) and needed professional help in the form of long-term therapy before he would have been ready to deal with cock in any way, shape or form (er…no pun intended).
The first 20% bored the living daylights out of me and I kept thinking about what my friend said: chapter eight. There lies the magic. Meanwhile, I was busy dealing with other issues. Do I want to go through so many chapters and grappling with a writing style that did not appeal to me, constantly rolling my eyes whenever Luka was blushing or, in case he didn't blush sweetly, I could be sure that his cheeks would heat up in embarrassment or burn like a furious fire, licking away at my patience? And let's not forget that he started to shrug all the time when he didn't happen to blush. Good grief. Again, I did love Hurt very much, the first book I read by Varian Krylov. It is unfortunate, however, that Trasmundo was the third book by Krylov that didn't work out for me.
Although there was something positive about this story. Tarik really grew on me after a few chapters. But as you know there were a few aspects that ruined everything for me. I just could not get past Luka's character. Banned from his parental home when he was thirteen-years-old, it's actually not a surprise that he was saddled with plenty of issues. He was always ready to hide, to disappear or run because he was scared or guilty. He did have issues with his body and his self-awareness. Also, he suffered from a total lack of self-confidence and a general inferiority complex. Add in physical abuse and you can be sure you'll have to deal with a messed up young man. His painful shyness (he couldn't even form any coherent sentences, he was trailing off all the time), his ever-present blushing and shrugging and the authors voice in general just did me in. Even though the writing sometimes felt kind of convoluted and wordy, some parts were beautifully written, I'll give her that. This being said, my budding approval of her writing was immediately crushed when Krylov's melodramatic and sappy voice eroded all the beauty. Others may call it poetic or lyrical, so I guess we will have to agree to disagree.
What I also found rather astounding was that Tarik never seemed to question his sexual identity; there was no confusion on his part. When he saw Luka for the first time he made his chest hurt.
"I've been attracted to men before, I've just never had the chance to act on it."
Wild, desperate hope blossomed in Luka's chest. "And the women? You just did it, because it's what people expect?"
Tarik laughed again. "Fuck. No. I like women."
So much for thinking he'd found someone like him.
(…)
"If you like women, why are you…"
Tarik planted a row of tender kisses along Luka's brow. "I'm naked in this bed with you because the first day we knew each other, looking at you, your face, your eyes, made my chest hurt. Because something about the sound of your voice makes me happy, like listening to music. Because the smell of you makes me…I don't know…hungry." Tarik laughed. "Like I want to hunt you down and drag you off and breathe you in…" his focus sharpened and his right eyebrow arched, "and eat until I'm sated. And kissing you, touching you, feeling the way you move and breathe against my body is more arousing, more intense than actual sex with most lovers I've had."
Anyway, after a thorough reflection, I decided to call it quits when I was reading chapter eight. I believe I gave this book a fair chance. Trasmundo is already a hit, so don't let my negative opinion deter you from reading it. It might work out just fine for you. It just wasn't for me.
P.S. According to GR a two-star rating means it was an ok read. So I'd say nobody should get their panties in a twist over my rating. Thank you.
April 30, 2016
My chest aches.
My mouth is dry.
My knuckles are still white. Frankly, I'm a mess.
I don't know about you, but I love it when a book has such a profound effect on me.
I needed back-up, so I called in reinforcements to join me on this epic journey.
I'm sure we'll have plenty to say after we compare notes.....
I'm baccckkkkkkk! And riding the wave from my book high still.
It’s been awhile since I crushed….and this time, I crushed hard. Apologizes ahead of time~ you are about to enter a Luka&Tarik mania zone, enter at your own risk.
This book…this book was an emotional tsunami. And I was swept away. Before the first tidal wave hit, I frantically sent emails, texts and messages to my friends and family. I was struck with an urgent need to…well, take them with me. Ha! I’m not sure if I was afraid of being alone or not wanting them to miss out…most likely it was a bit of both. But I was compelled to share the power of this painstaking beautiful tale.
Now, since you are not my family, I am not going to tell you to read this book. I think it’s a personal decision and I can’t make that choice for you. However, I CAN tell you why this book meant so much to me.
First and foremost it was Luka. From the very beginning I was enthralled with him. This shy, quiet man quickly grabbed my heart with a vice-like-grip and never let go. I was anxious throughout the entire book. I loved Luka, wanted others to love him, and was deeply vested in his future. I believe this is crucial. If you fail to connect with Luka, this story will not have the same impact.
Second and equally as powerful is Tarik. Tarik is the reason that this story soars. He brings light to the shadows. He caresses the wounds and kisses the scars that are inflicted before his presence. He soothes the sharp edges of pain, both Luka’s and mine.
Together? I was awestruck.
Their transcendent love story is one of the most powerful and intense stories I’ve read this year.
Even if you embrace Luka and Tarik as I did, another pivotal component that comes into play is the writing. It’s extravagant. It’s artsy. It’s not always consistent. At times it was tremendously evocative. However, I had no qualms with it. The violent setting, the cruel and brutal scenes, and their horrific struggles required balance. I needed the vivid, flowery prose. It kept me from losing my hold as I traveled their path of despair. It worked….for me.
I could babble and gush and go on and on….to keep myself in check, I’m going to let my friends share a few things about Luka, Tarik and their escape in a wave of thoughts….
I believe the future holds many great things for Luka. I think his long overdue happiness will stir deeply buried feelings and unleash a new Luka, one we have not yet seen. Love holds immense power. And though many might perceive Luka as weak and pitiful, I think his hidden strength and tenacious drive has always been there, and finally being loved will set him free. Tarik has done his best to help Luka, show him his beauty shining from inside as well as out, but it’s up to Luka now. His personal journey is just beginning. Confidence will be a great look on him. And I for one, can hardly stand the wait.
February 1, 2021
4.5 stars
Review originally posted at Sinfully...Addicted to All Male Romance
Luka has not had a happy life. He carries a secret about why his family sent him away from his home in the southern region to work halfway across the country when he was thirteen. He feels overwhelming shame at his lack of education and his homosexuality. The one thing that brings him comfort is losing himself in his art. Now at nineteen he has been accepted into art school and is just beginning to find some joy when it all comes crashing down. The country has been descending towards an ethnic war between the northern and southern regions and Luka’s Bokan ancestry suddenly marks him as different and a threat to the northern Ersbans. As the tensions and violence against Bokans escalate and people begin disappearing, Luka begins to plan his escape, but he is already too late. Forced from his home into a refugee camp, Luka’s troubles only escalate and he finds himself bruised, battered and cast out on his own only to be captured by an Ersban soldier.
Tarik initially believes Luka to be a Bokan soldier he has captured, but soon realizes things aren’t as they seem. He immediately sees something in Luka and has an urge to protect him. He gives Luka food and water and then begins marching him further north for hours at a time. Tarik is on a mission, headed toward a safe house and then his final destination out of the country. Although Tarik says he won’t hurt him, Luka is certain that if he stays Tarik’s prisoner he will eventually end up dead once his secret is uncovered or Tarik no longer needs him, but he is just as certain that the outcome of any escape attempt will have the same result.
As much as the two come to know and rely on each other, Luka carries his shame and hopelessness so deeply, he can’t let it go, fully expecting to be cast aside once they cross the border. Even as he falls in love, he doesn’t fully trust any kindness Tarik shows, but Tarik is determined to convince Luka that he is a beautiful and strong person who is just as worthy of love and happiness as anyone else.
From the blub, I wasn’t sure what to expect from this book; whether it would be a war story, a POW story, or something else altogether. The war is the backdrop and the catalyst for the story, and it is gritty and dark in places, but the focus is on Tarik getting to know Luka and finding a kindred spirit as Luka fights his fears and shame and just maybe opens himself enough to experience true happiness.
This was my first book by Varian Krylov and I was immediately drawn in. I liked Luka from the start. He is so broken and beat down, my heart broke every time more of his past was revealed. He has been abused, shamed and abandoned so many times that it is what he has come to expect. Even the joy and escape he finds in his art comes with painful memories. Despite all he’s been through, Luka remains somewhat of an innocent and deep down still yearns for the love and affection he doesn’t think he is worthy of.
The story is told in dual points of view so the reader quickly becomes aware that Tarik is not a monster, but a well-educated man who is just as much a victim of this war as Luka is. The characters have very distinct voices that serve to highlight the differences in their backgrounds. I found the quotes at the start of each chapter really set the tone for what was to come. Before starting this book I would suggest looking at the painting Trasmundo by Remedios Varo that lends the book its title and is a favorite of Luka’s.
The book had a good amount of suspense and drama, but it’s the love story that really shines. Alternating between treks through the country’s dangerous terrain and holing up in safe houses, both while avoiding the Ersban troops and the dangers of the war around them, the two men have plenty of time to learn about each other and explore feelings that are new to both of them. Convinced that what he feels is dirty and wrong, I loved seeing Luka slowly open himself to the possibility that he can be accepted and loved for who he is, and maybe he can accept himself that way as well.
There are many layers to each of the characters and as much as we learn about them and as close as the two men get, Luka is still a work-in-progress, loving Tarik but not trusting that what they have can last. Escaping the country is just the first part of their story, and with a planned continuation in Trasmundo Book Two: Exile, I would say the ending is HFN. While it’s not a cliffhanger there are some parts of the storyline that remain unfinished. I’m definitely looking forward to the next installment.
Review originally posted at Sinfully...Addicted to All Male Romance
Luka has not had a happy life. He carries a secret about why his family sent him away from his home in the southern region to work halfway across the country when he was thirteen. He feels overwhelming shame at his lack of education and his homosexuality. The one thing that brings him comfort is losing himself in his art. Now at nineteen he has been accepted into art school and is just beginning to find some joy when it all comes crashing down. The country has been descending towards an ethnic war between the northern and southern regions and Luka’s Bokan ancestry suddenly marks him as different and a threat to the northern Ersbans. As the tensions and violence against Bokans escalate and people begin disappearing, Luka begins to plan his escape, but he is already too late. Forced from his home into a refugee camp, Luka’s troubles only escalate and he finds himself bruised, battered and cast out on his own only to be captured by an Ersban soldier.
Tarik initially believes Luka to be a Bokan soldier he has captured, but soon realizes things aren’t as they seem. He immediately sees something in Luka and has an urge to protect him. He gives Luka food and water and then begins marching him further north for hours at a time. Tarik is on a mission, headed toward a safe house and then his final destination out of the country. Although Tarik says he won’t hurt him, Luka is certain that if he stays Tarik’s prisoner he will eventually end up dead once his secret is uncovered or Tarik no longer needs him, but he is just as certain that the outcome of any escape attempt will have the same result.
As much as the two come to know and rely on each other, Luka carries his shame and hopelessness so deeply, he can’t let it go, fully expecting to be cast aside once they cross the border. Even as he falls in love, he doesn’t fully trust any kindness Tarik shows, but Tarik is determined to convince Luka that he is a beautiful and strong person who is just as worthy of love and happiness as anyone else.
“I feel like I found a treasure in that cave, a treasure that was out there in the light of day for nineteen years, and I don’t know how it’s possible no one before me realized its value.”
From the blub, I wasn’t sure what to expect from this book; whether it would be a war story, a POW story, or something else altogether. The war is the backdrop and the catalyst for the story, and it is gritty and dark in places, but the focus is on Tarik getting to know Luka and finding a kindred spirit as Luka fights his fears and shame and just maybe opens himself enough to experience true happiness.
This was my first book by Varian Krylov and I was immediately drawn in. I liked Luka from the start. He is so broken and beat down, my heart broke every time more of his past was revealed. He has been abused, shamed and abandoned so many times that it is what he has come to expect. Even the joy and escape he finds in his art comes with painful memories. Despite all he’s been through, Luka remains somewhat of an innocent and deep down still yearns for the love and affection he doesn’t think he is worthy of.
The story is told in dual points of view so the reader quickly becomes aware that Tarik is not a monster, but a well-educated man who is just as much a victim of this war as Luka is. The characters have very distinct voices that serve to highlight the differences in their backgrounds. I found the quotes at the start of each chapter really set the tone for what was to come. Before starting this book I would suggest looking at the painting Trasmundo by Remedios Varo that lends the book its title and is a favorite of Luka’s.
The book had a good amount of suspense and drama, but it’s the love story that really shines. Alternating between treks through the country’s dangerous terrain and holing up in safe houses, both while avoiding the Ersban troops and the dangers of the war around them, the two men have plenty of time to learn about each other and explore feelings that are new to both of them. Convinced that what he feels is dirty and wrong, I loved seeing Luka slowly open himself to the possibility that he can be accepted and loved for who he is, and maybe he can accept himself that way as well.
There are many layers to each of the characters and as much as we learn about them and as close as the two men get, Luka is still a work-in-progress, loving Tarik but not trusting that what they have can last. Escaping the country is just the first part of their story, and with a planned continuation in Trasmundo Book Two: Exile, I would say the ending is HFN. While it’s not a cliffhanger there are some parts of the storyline that remain unfinished. I’m definitely looking forward to the next installment.
August 26, 2015
4.5 Stars
I have every intention of writing a poignant review, but in the meantime a thanks to Sheri for the recommendation. Her poignant review is here -
https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...
And I heartily agree, though I think we found different points of interest and beauty.
:)
I have every intention of writing a poignant review, but in the meantime a thanks to Sheri for the recommendation. Her poignant review is here -
https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...
And I heartily agree, though I think we found different points of interest and beauty.
:)
August 16, 2015
4,5 stars
“I hope you know, Luka, when people are cruel to you, it doesn’t mean you’re bad, or that there’s anything wrong with you. It only means something’s wrong with them.”
Wow! This novel and first part of a new series totally swept me off my feet… literally. I loved Varian’s writing in Dangerously Happy but wasn’t prepared for what was waiting for me when I started reading Escape.
Escape is dark, and emotional, and yet full of hope. Luka is such a sweet boy, living in an ethnic war zone takes its toll, his only way to escape his lonely and sad life is losing himself in the most beautiful thing: art.
I fell for him instantly. His story isn’t always an easy read, especially at the beginning my heart was bleeding for poor Luka. What he has to endure because he is different… living in constant fear, being beaten up all the time, and getting cart off in a refugee camp.
Tarik, the soldier, is another lost soul in this senseless war… after reading a few chapters I was sure he isn’t that different from Luka. Both of them are searching for exactly the same, a safe place to live and love without fear.
With Tarik, he was so happy. Not just for the physical pleasure of the things they did together. Luka loved listening to him, loved how Tarik held him in his gaze when he listened to him. Loved how, more than just feeling safe for the first time since he was little, he felt whole and right, instead of broken and badly made, which is how he'd always felt, on his own.
Together they march through a country torn apart by war. Hell, what a rollercoaster ride it was! I was so relieved when the guys finally managed to escape and reached their destination in one piece.
On the one hand Escape was a gritty, edgy, melancholic story that kept me on the edge of my seat from the first to the last page, on the other it was full of beauty, love and poetry. Those contrasts made it to one of my most emotional reads this year. I’m still in awe.
“It's okay. You're safe with me.”
Escape is an absolutely fascinating story, wholly recommended and worth to read. Can’t wait to read the 2nd book of the series!
August 6, 2015
4.5 emotional stars
“Every life is supposed to be a mix. Some suffering. Some goodness. And now I’ve had both.”
Oh wow; such beauty, poetry, artistry and vivid images portrayed under such a grim, horrific and morose setting. Varian Krylov’s writing is exquisite – we knew that already – it’s almost as if we’re reading a poetic account of life, the ugly and the beautiful – the frantic and the serene. The basic core of human elemental emotions and how intrinsically; all we want and need is to be loved and happy – without all the frills and materialistic possessions deemed necessary to survive and achieve satisfaction. To truly feel and value the good we need to experience the bad and feel pain. Only then can we truly understand and place value.
‘Gentle alien, stranded on this mad planet. Stranger in a strange land.’
Luka is almost ethereal in his beauty; a haunted young gentle man who’s not only caught up in a war tearing up his country but battling daily abuse. Our hearts bled for Luka all the way through; it was akin to a defenceless animal being kicked, starved and abused by society yet keeps creeping back wanting a morsel of love, affection – wanting to be unseen yet be free to dream – to express his love of art and be part of ‘something’. It was distressing to say the least and that ache never ceased. Hatred destroys beauty; it nearly destroyed our Luka.
“You’re still burdened with the scars he gave you.”
The light in the darkness comes, as a life altering path disguised in menace, when Luka encounters Tarik. Luka feels almost entranced or compelled by him no matter the frightening circumstances and the associated terrors. His life has almost been a living nightmare so better the devil you know for our poor Luka.
“More than most people I’ve known, you deserve happiness. You deserve to be loved. If something happens to me, that’s what you should remember.”
However, not all is as it seems and the journey is a revelation for both him as well as his captor, Tarik who we absolutely took to heart as well. Luka’s journey was incredibly raw and emotional, perhaps more so than Tarik as he under duress, captivity and inhumane treatment learns to live away from the observing shadows of the ugly side of humanity.
“I hope you know, Luka, when people are cruel to you, it doesn’t mean you’re bad, or that there’s anything wrong with you. It only means something’s wrong with them.”
Varian Krylov wrote an incredibly intense, emotionally honest, intricate and passionate story that grabbed our hearts and squeezed them continuously from page one till the last, never letting go. This has to be one of our favourite emotional m/m reads of the year!
“You’re safe. I promise.”
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August 6, 2015
4.5 emotional stars
“Every life is supposed to be a mix. Some suffering. Some goodness. And now I’ve had both.”
Oh wow; such beauty, poetry, artistry and vivid images portrayed under such a grim, horrific and morose setting. Varian Krylov’s writing is exquisite – we knew that already – it’s almost as if we’re reading a poetic account of life, the ugly and the beautiful – the frantic and the serene. The basic core of human elemental emotions and how intrinsically; all we want and need is to be loved and happy – without all the frills and materialistic possessions deemed necessary to survive and achieve satisfaction. To truly feel and value the good we need to experience the bad and feel pain. Only then can we truly understand and place value.
‘Gentle alien, stranded on this mad planet. Stranger in a strange land.’
Luka is almost ethereal in his beauty; a haunted young gentle man who’s not only caught up in a war tearing up his country but battling daily abuse. Our hearts bled for Luka all the way through; it was akin to a defenceless animal being kicked, starved and abused by society yet keeps creeping back wanting a morsel of love, affection – wanting to be unseen yet be free to dream – to express his love of art and be part of ‘something’. It was distressing to say the least and that ache never ceased. Hatred destroys beauty; it nearly destroyed our Luka.
“You’re still burdened with the scars he gave you.”
The light in the darkness comes, as a life altering path disguised in menace, when Luka encounters Tarik. Luka feels almost entranced or compelled by him no matter the frightening circumstances and the associated terrors. His life has almost been a living nightmare so better the devil you know for our poor Luka.
“More than most people I’ve known, you deserve happiness. You deserve to be loved. If something happens to me, that’s what you should remember.”
However, not all is as it seems and the journey is a revelation for both him as well as his captor, Tarik who we absolutely took to heart as well. Luka’s journey was incredibly raw and emotional, perhaps more so than Tarik as he under duress, captivity and inhumane treatment learns to live away from the observing shadows of the ugly side of humanity.
“I hope you know, Luka, when people are cruel to you, it doesn’t mean you’re bad, or that there’s anything wrong with you. It only means something’s wrong with them.”
Varian Krylov wrote an incredibly intense, emotionally honest, intricate and passionate story that grabbed our hearts and squeezed them continuously from page one till the last, never letting go. This has to be one of our favourite emotional m/m reads of the year!
“You’re safe. I promise.”
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April 22, 2020
This was another 5+++++ stars worth read! I think I have a lucky streak or something.
What I really, truly like about this book, is the writing. It's so picturesque. Like I'm listening to a symphony, or reading a poem. Amazing!!! :)
HOT. PASSIONATE. ALL THE FEELS. <3
Can't wait for the second book.
What I really, truly like about this book, is the writing. It's so picturesque. Like I'm listening to a symphony, or reading a poem. Amazing!!! :)
HOT. PASSIONATE. ALL THE FEELS. <3
Can't wait for the second book.
January 9, 2016
I was so chuffed to collaborate with Varian and do the cover and other art for Trasmundo: Escape because this was such a great read for me. I haven’t read many books where one of the central MCs is an artist—as an artist myself, that alone made the book a fascinating read. However there is so much more to it.
For one thing, the tension in this book was very thick at times, which I loved—the stress of waiting to see whether war’s grasping claws would reach Luka, the worry over whether the risky escape would succeed… even the very precarious beginnings of the main relationship were all driving me forward, the words of the story compelling, and imagery vivid. However, the tension was tempered by Tarik’s calm confidence and the wonderful way that the two MCs came to find solace in each other.
Yep. I liked it even though it was romantic. No… wait… maybe because it was romantic.
Don’t get me wrong, the book is set against the dark, terrible backdrop of war and the ruthless, degenerates who are drawn to take part in it—but what Luka and Tarik have together spreads warmth and light across that sombre canvas, shaping a story that is both wonderfully sexy and beautifully touching.
I can’t wait for the next one.
For one thing, the tension in this book was very thick at times, which I loved—the stress of waiting to see whether war’s grasping claws would reach Luka, the worry over whether the risky escape would succeed… even the very precarious beginnings of the main relationship were all driving me forward, the words of the story compelling, and imagery vivid. However, the tension was tempered by Tarik’s calm confidence and the wonderful way that the two MCs came to find solace in each other.
Yep. I liked it even though it was romantic. No… wait… maybe because it was romantic.
Don’t get me wrong, the book is set against the dark, terrible backdrop of war and the ruthless, degenerates who are drawn to take part in it—but what Luka and Tarik have together spreads warmth and light across that sombre canvas, shaping a story that is both wonderfully sexy and beautifully touching.
I can’t wait for the next one.
November 9, 2015
I've finished, and I'll review it... but I need time. Time because my heart has these feelings pouring out of it that I can't possibly put down right now. I might not ever, but I'll try... later. Then, I'll let you know.
August 10, 2015
I'm giving this book 5 stars especially because of its first part. The writing style was just exquisite. I loved the composition and the way the art was intertwined with the story. I also enjoyed quotes in every chapter (J.-P. Sartre and F. Nietzsche - what more could a MM and philosophy lover want:D)
Even though it was revolving around a war situation, I didn't find it too deeply focused on it. In the second half of the book you could easily forget about what was happening around them. It went from an action to sweet romance and I really really loved it (their first time together was hot as hell and they didn't even have to go all the way) but I still couldn't keep myself from wishing it was a little bit darker.
Even though it was revolving around a war situation, I didn't find it too deeply focused on it. In the second half of the book you could easily forget about what was happening around them. It went from an action to sweet romance and I really really loved it (their first time together was hot as hell and they didn't even have to go all the way) but I still couldn't keep myself from wishing it was a little bit darker.
September 1, 2015
What a wonderful story!!
I must say I fell in love with Luka right off. His heartbreaking life until he met Tarik made me cry for him.
Tarik was just what Luka needed. A savior of sorts. Their journey to escape a war, predjudice and to find family had me captivated. I didn't want to put the book down.
I must say I fell in love with Luka right off. His heartbreaking life until he met Tarik made me cry for him.
Tarik was just what Luka needed. A savior of sorts. Their journey to escape a war, predjudice and to find family had me captivated. I didn't want to put the book down.
September 8, 2015
3.75 stars.
I'm rounding the rating up, I think? This was a good story, well-written..it sucked me in from the first pages and kept me interested till the end. Still, I'm not a fan of war and genocide stuff...the refugee camps, the running from home...with all the things going on in the world in real life, this story hit too close to reality for me.
Despite the bleak war atmosphere, the relationship the heroes shared was lovely. Maybe Luka was too skittish and Tarik too tender (reminded me of Dario, actually), but it all made for a nice contrast with the rest of the book.
Waiting for the sequel, now.
I'm rounding the rating up, I think? This was a good story, well-written..it sucked me in from the first pages and kept me interested till the end. Still, I'm not a fan of war and genocide stuff...the refugee camps, the running from home...with all the things going on in the world in real life, this story hit too close to reality for me.
Despite the bleak war atmosphere, the relationship the heroes shared was lovely. Maybe Luka was too skittish and Tarik too tender (reminded me of Dario, actually), but it all made for a nice contrast with the rest of the book.
Waiting for the sequel, now.
August 29, 2015
Oh. My. God. This book is amazing! The character development blew me away. Luka is broken perfection. His past torments him, his present is a living nightmare, and yet he still hopes for a better future. I can't remember the last time I read a character that touched my heart as much as Luka did; I was amazed by his bravery and I cried over his pain. If I could I would wrap him up in my arms, shower him with love, and protect him from all the ugliness in the world.
Luka's first encounter with Tarik... what can I say? I wanted to string the man up by his ankles. How could he even contemplate hurting someone who is so obviously in need of protection? Tarik is complicated, a mixture desperation and strength. He holds himself accountable to a personal code of conduct that is unique and strangely honorable but make his motivations hard to interpret.
Set in a contemporary alternate reality, Escape is a raw and brutally honest portrayal of humanity at its best and worst. Action, drama, horror, hope, adventure, darkness and light are uniquely blended together to bring this story to life. As always, Varian Krylov's signature writing style is bold, placing her books in a class of their own. The subject matter is emotionally charged, the ending left me breathless and wanting more. Readers will either love it or hate it, there is no middle ground. Either way, I guarantee you won't ever forget it.
My OFFICIAL REVIEW written for Carly’s Book Reviews.
Luka's first encounter with Tarik... what can I say? I wanted to string the man up by his ankles. How could he even contemplate hurting someone who is so obviously in need of protection? Tarik is complicated, a mixture desperation and strength. He holds himself accountable to a personal code of conduct that is unique and strangely honorable but make his motivations hard to interpret.
Set in a contemporary alternate reality, Escape is a raw and brutally honest portrayal of humanity at its best and worst. Action, drama, horror, hope, adventure, darkness and light are uniquely blended together to bring this story to life. As always, Varian Krylov's signature writing style is bold, placing her books in a class of their own. The subject matter is emotionally charged, the ending left me breathless and wanting more. Readers will either love it or hate it, there is no middle ground. Either way, I guarantee you won't ever forget it.
My OFFICIAL REVIEW written for Carly’s Book Reviews.
August 27, 2015
Неожиданно!
Нет, никаких сюжетных сюрпризов, просто... ух ты! Я получила огромное удовольствие в конце))
Таис, я жду твоего заключения и готова обсуждать ;)
Наташа, рекомендую!
Лала, варнинг: много тушения героев в собственном соку (прям как я люблю)))
Нет, никаких сюжетных сюрпризов, просто... ух ты! Я получила огромное удовольствие в конце))
Таис, я жду твоего заключения и готова обсуждать ;)
Наташа, рекомендую!
Лала, варнинг: много тушения героев в собственном соку (прям как я люблю)))
September 3, 2015
REVIEWED FOR PRISM BOOK ALLIANCE
This review is had me in a pickle for a couple of days, Iv’e been bouncing around between ratings and still feel a little undecided. This is a rich, enthralling and beautifully written story about the devastation and ugliness of war and the people trying to survive it yet I felt detached from it most of the way through.
We meet Luka who is doing the best he can in difficult circumstances. Sent away from his home and family at just thirteen he hides his real self and feels shame and embarrassment about his feelings for other boys. Every time someone suspects that Luka may be gay he ends up hurt or lonely. The older he gets the more he keeps himself repressed. He works in a barber shop and has just enrolled for some art classes, art being his first love, when his world becomes a much more dangerous place filled with hate and armed soldiers. Ethnic war is dirty, dangerous and unfair and Luka is in the wrong place at the wrong time. As he leaves his home for the last time and ends up in a refugee camp things take a turn for the worse and he ends up beaten half to death and left outside to die.
Tarik is a soldier from the other side but disagrees with a war that sees him killing people for no good reason. With his own very personal reasons he has gone AWOL and is making his way to something far more important. When he finds Luka in a cave he believes he has captured a Bokan soldier but looks are deceiving. Tarik doesn’t want to kill Luka but he can’t let him go and he finds himself in the odd position of wanting to protect the young man. They set off an odd trek across hostile lands that brings them closer together as they try to work each other out.
Trust is slow coming but it does come eventually. Neither man is who the other initially assumes and soon they are in a battle to keep each other alive whilst trying to escape the lunacy and brutality of war around them, the fact that they should be enemies and not lovers is not lost on them. Tarik has gone from having one goal to now needing to keep Luka safe and the hurdles put in front of them get more and more difficult.
This is a poignant story but I really didn’t connect with Luka and Tarik as a couple until almost the end of the book. Life was too hard for them, there was too much fear between them and at points I just wanted to wrap Luka up. Their story is obviously not finished but I do hope things ease up for them in their next chapter.
This review is had me in a pickle for a couple of days, Iv’e been bouncing around between ratings and still feel a little undecided. This is a rich, enthralling and beautifully written story about the devastation and ugliness of war and the people trying to survive it yet I felt detached from it most of the way through.
We meet Luka who is doing the best he can in difficult circumstances. Sent away from his home and family at just thirteen he hides his real self and feels shame and embarrassment about his feelings for other boys. Every time someone suspects that Luka may be gay he ends up hurt or lonely. The older he gets the more he keeps himself repressed. He works in a barber shop and has just enrolled for some art classes, art being his first love, when his world becomes a much more dangerous place filled with hate and armed soldiers. Ethnic war is dirty, dangerous and unfair and Luka is in the wrong place at the wrong time. As he leaves his home for the last time and ends up in a refugee camp things take a turn for the worse and he ends up beaten half to death and left outside to die.
Tarik is a soldier from the other side but disagrees with a war that sees him killing people for no good reason. With his own very personal reasons he has gone AWOL and is making his way to something far more important. When he finds Luka in a cave he believes he has captured a Bokan soldier but looks are deceiving. Tarik doesn’t want to kill Luka but he can’t let him go and he finds himself in the odd position of wanting to protect the young man. They set off an odd trek across hostile lands that brings them closer together as they try to work each other out.
Trust is slow coming but it does come eventually. Neither man is who the other initially assumes and soon they are in a battle to keep each other alive whilst trying to escape the lunacy and brutality of war around them, the fact that they should be enemies and not lovers is not lost on them. Tarik has gone from having one goal to now needing to keep Luka safe and the hurdles put in front of them get more and more difficult.
This is a poignant story but I really didn’t connect with Luka and Tarik as a couple until almost the end of the book. Life was too hard for them, there was too much fear between them and at points I just wanted to wrap Luka up. Their story is obviously not finished but I do hope things ease up for them in their next chapter.
August 6, 2015
4.5 star Review by The Blogger Girls.
This story started out a little slow for me. The first 25% is filled with a lot of words, vivid descriptions and foreign names that almost had me giving up. But, I’m so glad I didn’t, because once things got moving and the dialog picked up, I was riveted.
Poor sweet Luka has had it rough. He lives in a world where his people are looked down upon and persecuted for seemingly no reason at all. Made to wear an armband to show who he is and living in fear every day of being shipped off to a camp, makes for a very timid Luka. In addition, he was sent away at a young age by his family for painting images of other boys and being caught and told on by people he thought were friends. In a nutshell, he has grown up believing thoughts of other men are disgusting and evil, he has little education, but he does have an amazing talent for art, though that backfires on him more than once.
It isn’t until he meets Tarik that things really take a turn for him. Tarik basically saves him, but believing he is a traiter and enemy soldier when Tarik finds him, he is not very caring or gentle with Luka. As the two journey together towards freedom, their friendship and trust grows. I absolutely loved these guys together once they started exploring more than a friendship. It is a slow start and takes some kid gloves to help Luka get past his hangups, but Tarik is just the man for the job.
This is a very edgy, gritty story with bad human beings and a grim outlook. I loved being on the journey with these two and was pulling for them every step of the way. I was on the edge of my seat more than once as they faced the various obstacles along the way and was definitely not ready for the story to end where it did. I can’t wait to see how these guys make out and really look forward to their next book.
This story started out a little slow for me. The first 25% is filled with a lot of words, vivid descriptions and foreign names that almost had me giving up. But, I’m so glad I didn’t, because once things got moving and the dialog picked up, I was riveted.
Poor sweet Luka has had it rough. He lives in a world where his people are looked down upon and persecuted for seemingly no reason at all. Made to wear an armband to show who he is and living in fear every day of being shipped off to a camp, makes for a very timid Luka. In addition, he was sent away at a young age by his family for painting images of other boys and being caught and told on by people he thought were friends. In a nutshell, he has grown up believing thoughts of other men are disgusting and evil, he has little education, but he does have an amazing talent for art, though that backfires on him more than once.
It isn’t until he meets Tarik that things really take a turn for him. Tarik basically saves him, but believing he is a traiter and enemy soldier when Tarik finds him, he is not very caring or gentle with Luka. As the two journey together towards freedom, their friendship and trust grows. I absolutely loved these guys together once they started exploring more than a friendship. It is a slow start and takes some kid gloves to help Luka get past his hangups, but Tarik is just the man for the job.
This is a very edgy, gritty story with bad human beings and a grim outlook. I loved being on the journey with these two and was pulling for them every step of the way. I was on the edge of my seat more than once as they faced the various obstacles along the way and was definitely not ready for the story to end where it did. I can’t wait to see how these guys make out and really look forward to their next book.
September 8, 2015
It took me a while to get into the book, some parts rambled a bit and I found all the references to art at the beginning a bit pretentious and unnecessary. I nearly gave up at that point. However, once I got past 25% or so things became a lot more real and the story began. I'm pretty sure I'll read the next book.
August 12, 2015
What a beautiful book.
It was my second book of Varian Krylov and for the second one I loved it.
And it's a huge pleasure for me to read about places I know, even if they are distorted by author's imagination, by the way.
Highly recommended work of art.
It was my second book of Varian Krylov and for the second one I loved it.
And it's a huge pleasure for me to read about places I know, even if they are distorted by author's imagination, by the way.
Highly recommended work of art.
August 8, 2015
4.5 stars
This novel is about citizens in a country at civil war. Luka is a sweet, gentle, gay young man who is constantly finding himself at the short end of every situation. He has to try hiding his orientation because it would make him an outcast and subject to brutality. As if that isn't enough, he's without family and has the wrong ethnicity and accent for the part of the country where he happens to live. The only joy he has in life is his art, but he can't even be left in peace with it. Tarik is a forward thinker compared to many from where they live. He's smart and strong, a survivor. Tarik finds Luka in his path during a time when their people are sworn natural enemies.
Trasmundo is so different from what I normally read by this author, and although I've liked all that I've read from her, it was a pleasant surprise. This book deals with genocide, art and falling in love for the first time, not exactly the average romance novel combination. The storyline pulled many emotions from me. Poor Luka's lot in life hurt my heart. The shy love was pure beauty. My nerves were on high alert during the escape, so many close calls.
If you're looking for a touching read, less dark erotica and more literary fiction, that still contains sex scenes, this may be just the story for you. For me, it was great, and I will definitely be reading the next book.
August 23, 2015
I've not given a 5-Star rating to a book in a long time; this one hands-down-don't-even-doubt-it-for-second deserves it. Where's book two? WHERE???
July 17, 2016
* warning: story is some what dark. Rape & violence occurs in this story.*
Ever read a book that's so hard to review your head hurts every time you try to find the words?
Yeah, that's precisely what this particular story has done to me. It's not very dark. It's not depressing but it is disturbing and heartbreaking while at the same time uplifting and beautiful. I don't know how Krylov managed to pull it off but it works.
Is it a good story? Yes.
Are the characters interesting?
Well written? relatable/ engaging?
Yes.
Is this the kind of story I would be able to recall years from now?
Yes.
See my dilemma? Amazing how a story can make an impression on me yet if someone was to ask me why I liked it despite the heartbreaking circumstances, I wouldn't be able to give a compelling answer as to why it stands out.
I think what matters most is: Would I recommend it?
Yes. It's not your run of the mill romance. The writing is engaging. The characters and plot are very interesting.
August 29, 2015
Loved the beginning of this. I even had to check the story wasn't about a real place--it felt very real and very true. It's an exciting set up and I loved the pictures.
Conflicted because the prose did trip me up quite a bit, and I didn't feel so connected to the characters by the end as their romantic journey began to feel a bit repetitive.
Conflicted because the prose did trip me up quite a bit, and I didn't feel so connected to the characters by the end as their romantic journey began to feel a bit repetitive.
August 6, 2015
Other people have given their opinions, much more eloquently than I ever could.
Just trust me when I say you need to read this :)
Just trust me when I say you need to read this :)
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December 1, 2015Thanks for the gift, Monica!
February 4, 2020
This story was incredible.
"You deserve to be loved."
I can't remember the last time I truly connected with a character. Luka felt real. He was fragile. Broken. Hurt. His entire life. All 19 years he had been cast aside. Never wanted. Or loved.
I just finished this story and I'm honestly getting a little bit emotional thinking about.
This poor young man.
Set on the backdrop of a war between the north and the south. Young Luka is sent away by his family at age 13. As a reader we're unsure why. This shy, innocent Luka is an artist. A very gifted artist. He's ashamed of his lack of education of his loneliness but the one good thing in his life is his art. Still not fully comfortable with his gift he's enrolled in an art school. He's doing OK. Until he's not. His world gets darker.
Little by little layers of Lukas past is shown. He has a secret. He's been victimized his entire life. Told he isn't "good" That his feelings aren't good.
Beaten.
Broken.
Left for dead.
Dying.
An enemy soldier finds him. Tarik.
Slowly Tarik peels away the layers of Lukas shame. And the two form a beautifully tender love story.
“I hope you know, Luka, when people are cruel to you, it doesn't mean you're bad, or that there's anything wrong with you. It only means something's wrong with them.”
It was dumb that something so obvious was making his throat tighten, that tears were filling his eyes, smearing the brightness of the fire across the dark night. “I know.”
I really hope this author does a sequel.
"You deserve to be loved."
I can't remember the last time I truly connected with a character. Luka felt real. He was fragile. Broken. Hurt. His entire life. All 19 years he had been cast aside. Never wanted. Or loved.
I just finished this story and I'm honestly getting a little bit emotional thinking about.
This poor young man.
Set on the backdrop of a war between the north and the south. Young Luka is sent away by his family at age 13. As a reader we're unsure why. This shy, innocent Luka is an artist. A very gifted artist. He's ashamed of his lack of education of his loneliness but the one good thing in his life is his art. Still not fully comfortable with his gift he's enrolled in an art school. He's doing OK. Until he's not. His world gets darker.
Little by little layers of Lukas past is shown. He has a secret. He's been victimized his entire life. Told he isn't "good" That his feelings aren't good.
Beaten.
Broken.
Left for dead.
Dying.
An enemy soldier finds him. Tarik.
Slowly Tarik peels away the layers of Lukas shame. And the two form a beautifully tender love story.
“I hope you know, Luka, when people are cruel to you, it doesn't mean you're bad, or that there's anything wrong with you. It only means something's wrong with them.”
It was dumb that something so obvious was making his throat tighten, that tears were filling his eyes, smearing the brightness of the fire across the dark night. “I know.”
I really hope this author does a sequel.
August 19, 2015
A Joyfully Jay review.
4.5 stars
Varian Krylov pens a gorgeously written novel in Trasmundo: Escape. It is her signature style where she can take what would appear to be a simple sentence and offer it from an introspective, colorful, and unique perspective that transports us to her world.
Luka is the loneliest of characters. His family discarded him in a heartbreaking manner yet he still sends them money…hoping. Misfortune and pain seem to follow him wherever he goes, yet he has his painting and he continues to hope. There is the sense that Luka doesn’t even know exactly what he is hoping for, but love, safety, beauty, and a sense of belonging somewhere certainly factor in highly.
The first portion of the story is slow but it is needed to fully get a sense of Luka and then the impending unrest in the fictional Eastern European country that he lives in. While the country is fictional, the themes of genocide and ethnic cleansing are all too real. We see Luka reach his own internal breaking point as he resigns himself that the end will be near and he can finally escape his pain. He then gets an unexpected second chance.
Read Michelle's review in its entirety here.
4.5 stars
Varian Krylov pens a gorgeously written novel in Trasmundo: Escape. It is her signature style where she can take what would appear to be a simple sentence and offer it from an introspective, colorful, and unique perspective that transports us to her world.
Luka is the loneliest of characters. His family discarded him in a heartbreaking manner yet he still sends them money…hoping. Misfortune and pain seem to follow him wherever he goes, yet he has his painting and he continues to hope. There is the sense that Luka doesn’t even know exactly what he is hoping for, but love, safety, beauty, and a sense of belonging somewhere certainly factor in highly.
The first portion of the story is slow but it is needed to fully get a sense of Luka and then the impending unrest in the fictional Eastern European country that he lives in. While the country is fictional, the themes of genocide and ethnic cleansing are all too real. We see Luka reach his own internal breaking point as he resigns himself that the end will be near and he can finally escape his pain. He then gets an unexpected second chance.
Read Michelle's review in its entirety here.
August 8, 2015
Every writer has a style, it’s their signature. Varian Krylov has always been one to push the boundaries. The trip to the happily ever after is never easy and it’s filled with open faced truths. Humanity isn’t perfect. In Trasmundo we follow Luka and Tarik. 2 men from different sides of a horrifying war both seeking the same thing. Peace and acceptance. Varian is masterful in showing you the raw brutality of mankind and balancing it out with the beautiful kindness of it as well. Luka’s life if utterly the worst in the history of forever until he meets Tarik, his captor? Maybe. I love their journey. It’s not just for survival it’s for self-discovery. It’s for them to be free in everything and that is what we all struggle for. I knew coming into this book it was going to be a rush. It was going to bruise my heart and I knew every second would be worth it. Varian has written an inspiring, beautiful, heart soaring story. This will be a wonderful series!
September 18, 2015
While the beginning of the book starts off very promising, I must say I found it very hard to finish it. The beginning with the war and poor Luca being mistreated as well as learning his love of art was great. I enjoyed him meeting Tarik and the beginning of their relationship but after that it became very bland. Tarik asking Luca what's wrong, Luca blushing. It was very repetitive and the final journey was too easily wrapped in a bow. It definitely did not leave me with any inclination to read the next book.
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