5 north star stars!!
Wow. I loved this book. Such a sweet, sexy, emotional tale of loss, love and second chances. It was perfect!!! I highly recommend for the romance lovers!!
*review to come*
*EDITED REVIEW*
"Come back to me. Promise you'll come back to me." She whispers…
"Always."
Awwwww, I loved this book so much. I gotta say first, I'm an Army brat. My dad served in the Military for most of my life and he was deployed all over. So I could totally sympathize with these characters. As far as all the emotions and fears of someone you love being deployed. It's scary as shit, not knowing if you're gonna see them again. The constant fear that the last kiss was the last kiss you'd ever share with them. And I don't mean just lovers, but also fathers...brothers...friends. All of it. So the author did a great job in developing the emotions in these characters.
Jessa and Kit have known each other for a long time. Basically Kit was 14 and Jessa was 11 when he first moved to their town. He became best friends with her brother Riley during baseball tryouts and they've been inseparable ever since. They did everything together. But somewhere along the way, Kit started to see his little sister a little differently. But he never expressed to anyone what he was feeling. Because he didn't want to ruin his friendship with Riley. Not to mention, their father never cared for Kit. He'd have a coronary if he found out he was into his daughter. But we do learn the reasoning behind Mr Kingsley's hatred toward Kit and his father, which to me still didn't justify alienating him for so many years. But I get it...I guess?
When Kit and Riley both join the Marines together, things change. Jessa misses both of them so much and it's then that she discovers her growing attraction and feelings for Kit. But does he return them?
On leave for 4 weeks, moment of truth has finally come. Kit and Riley plan to make the most out of this time at home with their families. Including, revealing pent up longing and deep feelings hoping it's reciprocated. Oh yeah, thus begins the secret affair that makes your toes curl and the butterflies swarm. It's a beautiful thing. But what happens when you're on a time frame? What happens when you only have a few weeks? Is it long enough to develop into love; something that could last forever? And what about all the sneaking around? Is it worth telling everyone about and risking friendships and ridicule?
Well, when it's with someone like Kit, hell the fuck yes it's worth it. He was so damn dreamy. Perfect sexy Marine hero. Gah, he had me sighing, swooning, drooling, cursing, smiling and even crying. He was such a perfect guy. He had flaws, no doubt. But he truly loved Jessa and despite the risk of pissing her dad off, he still went after what he wanted. He even stood up to the old man, telling him like it is, which no one had ever done before. Everyone was afraid of the big bad Colonel Kingsley. But not Kit. I loved that. He risked it all for Jessa and she was one lucky lady.
"If you ask me do I want you to be waiting for me the day I get off the plane? Yes. Do I want to talk to you every night on the phone and know you're my girl and that I'm coming home to you? Yes. Am I going to be thinking of you every single moment while I'm gone? Yes."
Jessa was the kind of heroine you wish you could be friends with. She was smart and funny and very talented. She had dreams of being on stage in front of an audience, but her father's plans for her kinda ruined it all. He wanted her to go to a college close to home, whereas she wanted to go to USC. She lived her life under her father's thumb, always doing everything he said without question. It was a sad life for her because she wanted to fly and be free. But with Kit, that's how she felt. Eventually, she grew a backbone and slowly became her own person. Kit taught her so much and she never took it for granted. She appreciated his friendship over the years and now that they both care for one another as more, she's happy. The problem is, she can't tell her dad. So she just enjoys the time they have now, before he's shipped off again. She learns what it's like to be cherished; what it's like to be ravished, what it's like to be cared for. And it's great watching her grow into herself as a woman in love. Kit brings the best out of her, and her in him. She's a lucky lady. But I thought she was a great heroine, with flaws and kindness and passion. She was a great friend too.
Riley was amazing. He was the kind of big brother that all girls wished they'd have and those that have it feel so grateful. My brothers are just like him. Protective, funny and the best friend a girl could ask for. She was lucky in that sense too. But I'll admit, I was a little irritated with him in the beginning. The way he talked down to Kit was uncalled for. But once he was in the know of the truth, he became a great brother and friend to Kit and Jessa. I loved his character.
All the other characters were great too. I loved Kit's dad. He played an important role, besides being Kit's dad. But he was really good for Jessa once the guys were deployed again. Her own father was an ass (he suffered from PTSD and was such a controlling jerk) so she needed a man that counteracted her own dad. Cause damn, I wanted to punch him a few times. I know I can't relate to him and know what he's going through, after being in the war and seeing what they've seen and such...but damn. Then quit refusing help and fucking do something about it. I didn't like her mom very much through most of the book. I liked Jo (Riley's longtime girlfriend) and Didi (Jessa's best friend). They were great characters.
Once I got into the story, I was hooked. I couldn't stop reading. I was just pulled straight in from the beginning. And I was so glad we got both Kit and Jessa's pov, cause I don't think it would've worked any other way. Both voices were strong and distinguishable. And though I did want to shake Jessa at one point, I put myself in her shoes and thought maybe I'd do the same thing. I can't talk much about the middle to the end because it'll be all spoilery, but I will say, you'll get emotional. It's very devastating and tragic and I had a feeling it would happen, but I wasn't sure. And when it did, it felt like I'd gotten sucker-punched. So it definitely becomes a rollercoaster in which you'll feel so many different emotions, you can't tell one from the other. But tears will be shed, curses will be said, so beware. However, it's worth the read.
I hadn't read the Lila series by Sarah Alderson, (this is her new adult book under the pen name of Mila Gray) I do own them, but after reading this book, I'm gonna jump on that series soon. I loved the writing style. I love stories that involve love between brother's best friend/best friend's sister. So this was just perfect. Not to mention, a Marine. Hello? Can we say oooo lala? A man in uniform is always sexy. And Kit was no exception. He was so swoonworthy, and also very romantic and attentive. He's definitely been added to my list of fictional heroes. I can't wait to see what other guys she makes me fall for.
I will say, I caught a few grammatical errors in my copy. But I was able to overlook them. It never retracted from the story, I just laughed it off and went on with no problem. There were a couple of words I didn't understand at first, being that it was British English, but once I read it in the context, I was able to comprehend their meaning. To me, the grammar errors are no biggie. I never review based on that. I just thought it was kinda humorous, which they did make me laugh a few times. Other than that, it was a great story with unforgettable characters that felt more real than fictional. So if you're looking for a story that makes you feel and makes you love and makes you happy, then this is the story for you.