How can Swami Paramahansa Yogananda not get 5 stars from me! If GR could allow me to give him 10 stars, I would have given the enlightened Master that and even more, yet it all would not be enough to replicate even 1% of the peace, tranquillity, wisdom, knowledge, spiritual direction and enlightenment that I have received through his Autobiography. And basically, anything with Mahavatar Babaji in it will always get 5 stars from me so that is a given!
More than anything else, this book has added to my knowledge and has managed to instruct me further about the direction which I have already undertaken to fulfill my 3 ministries in the Catholic Church as a Consecrated Virgin or as a religious. The spiritual direction received here in this book rivals that of all Spiritual Directors put together and it would still be not enough to encompass even a grain of the depth of this autobiography.
I got to meet Swami Sri Yukteswar Giri at last in this book whom I have heard about all my life along with Lahiri Mahasaya his revered guru whom my maternal uncle can never stop conversing about, not to mention many other mystics, masters, ascended masters, enlightened beings and holy men and women among others.
From all of them, I was fascinated by Giri Bala Ma the most because I am undergoing a similar situation like she did two centuries ago. Where she was taunted because of her overeating, I am also body-shamed everywhere I go because I am a plus size individual. When I am travelling on work anywhere in and out of Mumbai and stop by for a burger or sandwich, that is the time the body-shaming by the Indian public tends to be at its best. I am a heavy-duty power-walker (been so for the longest time) and can walk 6 miles for now without a sweat (these are the roads of Mumbai by the by) from my home and back, and all the way I am a target of the most vicious kind of body-shaming that one can ever imagine. It is tough being an independent Catholic woman religious, and after reading Swami Yogananda’s take on Ma Giri Bala, I have been given some well-grounded courage on my tough path forward.
In the same vein, the Stigmatist Therese Neumann and her meeting with Swami Yoganandaji took me by surprise and I’ll never forget the many lessons I learnt from her on that encounter. I’ve always been fascinated by Stigmatists and invariably all my favorite Catholic Saints tend to either be actual Stigmatists or carrying the invisible Stigmata of Christ.
I was taken up with the revered author’s stay at Mahatma Gandhi’s ashram in Gujarat and I have grown to love Bapu more than ever since my days at high school. I have my differences with the Mahatma over the topic of our Dalit brethren and his treatment of them and especially my Babasaheb Dr. B.R. Ambedkar especially during the Poona Pact of 1932, but I revere Bapu nevertheless for truly being one among a million to bring freedom to more than a million! I hope now to re-read my copy of Mahatma Gandhi’s ‘My Experiments With Truth’ and to analyze it in the light of the reflections I gained from Swami Yoganandaji.
Most importantly, I realized that Swami Yogananda was as normal a human being, even as an enlightened master, like anyone else. He also tended to over-eat, got a bit overweight after he went to the USA, preferred travelling by an automobile instead of a bullock cart, sulked when scoffed at by Sri Yukteswar Giri (he is such a rascal, the Holy One!), was at times terribly rude with some of the most enlightened beings on the planet, etc. Even I found it amazing to read about Sri Yukteswar Giri tick with his nose which struck me as very down to earth and normal. That eased me a bit, because I have many ticks of my own and it is a task for me to stay still while seated or doing anything. I tend to be restless.
The book is an excellent spiritual tool to draw someone towards the Kriya Yoga path and the spiritual path to attain oneness with one’s God or to enter the Kingdom of God as Jesus mentioned several times in the Gospels. I shall memorize certain portions of it and dip into it daily so that I remain grounded in my steadfast service to my mission and the Church of Christ. The book is a spiritual book in the line of esotericism, which is a genre I adore, and which I love to indulge in right from the time I was a middle-school going girl.
My favourite scene in the book was obviously when Sri Yukteswar Giri resurrects and appears to Paramahansaji to relate to him about his new job in another astral planet, which was alluring and enlightening. This is a memoir par excellence, and I owe it to the Yogoda Satsanga Society of India for giving me this book at an affordable price many years ago, in 2014 precisely, though it was a 2009 copy. A must have for anyone on the spiritual path and in need of the Guru who never seems to arrive! A must have for believers in the Divine and even for those who are merely curious.
Sri Sri Paramahansa Yoganandaji is truly the very embodiment of what it means to have the best of the East and the West. Never have I seen a Yogi so attuned to the Divine Christ or Christos as seen in Master Jesus as well as in Bhagvan Krishna. I hope now to read his analysis and detailed commentaries on the Gospels of Christ as well as the Holy Bhagavad Gita Verses. I have most of his books in my physical library and I hope to buy them all in the near future. I don’t personally think Kriya Yoga is for me, but I don’t mind the Raja Yoga discourse spoken of by Swami Yoganandaji though briefly in the light of the writings of Swami Vivekananda who is another enlightened and ascended Master whom I adore. I have learnt Raja Yoga from him; it is difficult, but it gives you everything you could ever need and more. I’m serious.
I hope one day in this lifetime, I can be strong enough mentally to be initiated into Kriya Yoga, but I don’t think that will be possible. I am not a very advanced individual in the spiritual realm at all, I’m quite a plodder there. But I am a person of deeds, like the Jesuits of old, I try to live my talk than merely just talk. I love to serve people, comes natural to me. It has always been so, and I hope that counts in the development not only of myself but as it is mentioned in the book, the development of all.
Mesmerizing, par excellence, divine and a masterpiece is ‘The Autobiography of a Yogi’ by a person who walked the talk and who has truly though being a monk managed to have a family as large as two Americas put together. Though the world may seem a bit ‘off’ a bit, with a few still hanging on there to these ancient teachings of old during the latter-day early 20th century spiritual renaissance of India, I am sure we can regain our ‘equilibrium’ with the cosmos without and within ourselves soon. I will cherish this book for the rest of my remaining life, and I hope that one day even I am led to find my ultimate individuality in eternal communion with the Divine.
More than anything else, this book will be a prayer book for me because in my copy I have a number of footnotes on every page where the prayers, texts from various scriptures and esoteric books as well as the classics have been noted down for our reference and guide along the spiritual path of Kriya Yoga. So now this book is my prayer book as well. Mine is a leather-bound hardcopy published in 2009 as a collector’s item with gold edged pages. It is a treasure to hold and behold. My students have also been fascinated with it, but it takes more than that to influence Gen-Alpha and Gen-Z kids to read books these days! I also have a list of all the writings and synopses of Sri Sri Yoganandaji’s works and I have most by the Grace of God, now I shall procure the rest.
Thank you to my maternal uncle & God-father Blaise for introducing me at a very young age to these great souls. Thank you for the initiation. Will be in your debt for ages after, in the astral world & beyond. But even Bhagavan Krishna said once that one cannot repay the debt one owes to one's father. It is written several times in the Wisdom Books of the Bible too. My genetic father gave me birth, but you gave me life.
Pranam revered Mahavatar Babaji, if you are reading this by any chance – you will always get 5 stars from me!