I received this copy from the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review
I have been waiting for a year for this book and the wait was definitely worth it. Another beautifully crafted thriller with a difference from Nikki Owen. As with the “Spider in the Corner of the Room” the prose is wonderful and the imagery spectacular, but the real draw is the main character of Dr. Maria Martinez, through whom the action is narrated and experienced.
Maria is on the Autistic spectrum, and has a unique, and rather unsettling way of viewing the world. Everything and anything registers with her, whereas most of us go through life blind to much of what goes on around us. Her world is so full of minute detail, that every action, every item is magnified a thousand fold, and it all comes across as totally overwhelming. It is almost impossible to understand how Maria can cope – even without the people trying to kill her and/or imprison her.
The story begins in the “present” with Maria in captivity, trying to convince herself again that she is innocent and free: “when I say the words to myself, for some reason, they don’t seem right, instead feel out of place, a code reassembled in the middle”. The story then dives back 34 hours and 59 minutes (yes, she has to be exact) to a place of safety, with small rituals, such as Maria reaffirming her identity by speaking her name and age aloud. Her shattered memory spasmodically reasserts itself in seemingly unconnected flash backs, and the book’s time-line lurches all over the place.
Friendship had always been an alien concept for Maria, but from the last book, Balthus and Patricia have earned their place at her side. Now Chris (who smells nice) shows that there are others willing to accept her quirks and who also deserve her friendship. As he says: “Last time I looked, we were all, by, well, our very human nature, I guess, different to each other. At what point does different turn into weird? Who the hell knows? My answer? It doesn’t. We just are who we are, and the quicker the world accepts that, the better a place it will be.’
Maria relies on her friends to anchor her in reality and time, and with their aid she seems to almost be getting on top of her precarious predicament, fighting the Project, “a covert programme formed in response to a global threat of terrorism and, specifically, cyber terrorism” which “trains people with Asperger’s to use their unique, high IQ skills to combat security alerts”. But, as she manages to strip away layers of obfuscation from the Project, and to retrieve more and more memories, she finds that increasingly the certainties of her life and identity are being similarly erased: “My mind is moving fast now, but I want it to stop, want it to halt the course it’s hurtling towards at a trajectory so rapid, it will smash everything I recognise into tiny, unrecognisable pieces”.
The story is a fast paced whirlwind of action, that keeps you, and the protagonists guessing. There is some resolution, but enough remains for the next instalment to promise to be equally engaging. Just one word of warning, this book is not a stand-alone, you do need to have read the first book in the trilogy to be able to make any sense of this one. Neither book is an easy read – but then nothing really good ever is. Both books are amazing, and well worth the effort.