Hollywood superstar Gareth Roman has worked hard for everything he's got - fame, fortune, and even power that comes from being one of show business' most sought-after actors. Yet in front of one woman he can never have, he's powerless, chained to a moment in time that he can never forget, nor forgive himself for. For they share more than just an indiscretion - they share a secret. A betrayal that burns through Gareth long after the deed has been done.
This is a companion piece to "Loving Ashe", which takes the reader into Paige Eames-Caldwell's home office and is written from Gareth Roman's point of view (Chapter 24).
I fell in love with a villain. His name is Gareth Roman.
Very few authors could make me fall in love with the villain. Liz Madrid is one of them. There was no way that you could’ve liked Gareth in Loving Ashe. He was the starving actor boyfriend you had that you just had to help and support because you love him. But as soon as he makes it in the industry, he dumps you, moves out of the apartment you share, and leaves you with nothing but a mattress and $20,000. Who could like him after that? Certainly not me. Then I read Barbed Wire.
Reminder - Spoiler Alert: You shouldn’t read this short story until after Chapter 24 of Loving Ashe.
Gareth goes to Paige in order to confront her about the money and the mattress Riley was left with when he moved out to pursue his career. Seeing inside her lavish house, he was filled with shame “for the things that he couldn’t give the first woman he’s ever loved.” I could feel the honesty of his shame, because he still wants Riley to have what she deserves even if it wasn’t him that gave her that in the end.
So I don’t think he meant to hurt her with the sight of him and Paige sans clothes. But the thing that irked me the most was the fact that Gareth didn’t apologize to Riley, not once. If he really wanted her to be happy, and he’s already explaining himself, why won’t he throw in an apology? Well, Liz wrote Barbed Wire to show Gareth’s point of view “regardless of how twisted it may seem.” And I found him between a huge rock and a hard place.
Though my own heart broke for his pain and suffering, I knew that I should still hate him. I should hate him like I hate all the cheaters in the world. I should hate him for leaving the way that he did, and taking so long to look for Riley.
Nevertheless, I think I love him.
You just have to read this to find out why. Or tell me I’m crazy.
Wow! After reading "Barbed Wire" it was clear that Gareth was stilled plagued by his childhood miseries and, he was driven, at any cost, to succeed in all his endeavors. If this meant hurting the people closest to him, so be it. Apparently, he feels he has unfinished business with Riley's sister, Paige. Things could get very dicey in his current state of mind. If this is Gareth's true nature, I can't wait to see what it will take to bring his life back into focus. Waiting for the new book to reveal all of the goodies!!!!;)
Barbed Wire is told from Gareth's POV of the past during which time he cheats on Riley, having s*x with Paige, Riley's older sister who is a significant few years older than him and married.
He is scum. The worst kind. She is dirt, also the worst kind. They both betrayed someone who formed a critical part of their lives. Their coming together seemed ruled by desire, and a moment of selfishness. It was cutting, and I didn't enjoy it.
I could never have liked it because we are in Riley's head in Loving Ashe. There is an allegiance to her as a reader and when you push that thought aside to enter the mind of someone who had wronged her and wrecked her life, well...
There's something inherently hard-hitting about cheating. But at times you can forgive it. This wasn't one of those cases. It was manipulative... too much so.
1/5
However the rating has nothing to do with the writing which was great.
In this story we got to explore the person that Gareth Roman is. He mad mistakes, regretted it and he was there for both Ashe and Riley when they needed someone to lean on, he proved that he is ultimately a good guy who will always take care of the people he cares about. Liz is an amazing writer and there are really few author who can make you fall in love with each and every character in the story and Liz is one of those few. Loved to story.