The memoir of a former drug lord in NYC who became a Christian and currently pastors a church. The book was gripping and helped me understand the downward spiral that grips young people who grow up surrounded by broken homes, drug culture, gangs, and the pursuit of happiness in things that can't satisfy.
When the author hit rock bottom, he nearly lost his life to strange drugs and demonic oppression. The only thing that saved him was Jesus.
From the beginning, he was hungry for Jesus and zealous for following Him, though he had no idea what that looked like for a while. God led him away from living with his girlfriend, dealing drugs, cultish influences, etc., and strengthened his faith through prayer, fasting, miraculous close calls, street preaching, and even prison ministry while he served his sentence.
I am conflicted about reviewing this book, which is why I gave it three stars. On the one hand, the author presents a rough story to tell, and I'm encouraged by what God is doing in his life. But the author remains vague on what he believes and keeps spiritual beliefs generally focused on what he did for Jesus, rather than any spiritual wrestling or growth in understanding God's word. It's hard to know where the author stands doctrinally since he seems to be primarily focused on what he accomplished and never actually gave a clear gospel message.
It's not about what the story has (a testimony of God changing a sinner), but what the story didn't have (the grace of Jesus Christ overwhelming his story).