I fell in love with a villain. His name is Gareth Roman.
Very few authors could make me fall in love with the villain. Liz Madrid is one of them. There was no way that you could’ve liked Gareth in Loving Ashe. He was the starving actor boyfriend you had that you just had to help and support because you love him. But as soon as he makes it in the industry, he dumps you, moves out of the apartment you share, and leaves you with nothing but a mattress and $20,000. Who could like him after that? Certainly not me. Then I read Barbed Wire.
Reminder - Spoiler Alert: You shouldn’t read this short story until after Chapter 24 of Loving Ashe.
Gareth goes to Paige in order to confront her about the money and the mattress Riley was left with when he moved out to pursue his career. Seeing inside her lavish house, he was filled with shame “for the things that he couldn’t give the first woman he’s ever loved.” I could feel the honesty of his shame, because he still wants Riley to have what she deserves even if it wasn’t him that gave her that in the end.
So I don’t think he meant to hurt her with the sight of him and Paige sans clothes. But the thing that irked me the most was the fact that Gareth didn’t apologize to Riley, not once. If he really wanted her to be happy, and he’s already explaining himself, why won’t he throw in an apology? Well, Liz wrote Barbed Wire to show Gareth’s point of view “regardless of how twisted it may seem.” And I found him between a huge rock and a hard place.
Though my own heart broke for his pain and suffering, I knew that I should still hate him. I should hate him like I hate all the cheaters in the world. I should hate him for leaving the way that he did, and taking so long to look for Riley.
Nevertheless, I think I love him.
You just have to read this to find out why. Or tell me I’m crazy.