4.5 stars!
Oh man, this was a great series overall, and this was a great last installment to get Kira and Matt to their HEA.
After the disastrous events of the second novel, this is the aftermath. It's starts a few days after Matt asked Kira to marry him, and they're officially engaged.
Matt is slowly rebuilding his life, and himself. With Kira and alone with his therapist, who he sees twice a week.
Matt's life is getting so much better - he and Kira are communicating excellently (with the help of therapy) and they're closer than ever, actually doing better than before the events of the second novel. They're stronger. And Matt enjoys his work at the FC working with homeless and at risk kids a lot more than he ever did as a cop.
Some people are cops for life, and some aren't, and Matt wasn't. He's enjoying his life, especially with Kira, so much more doing what he's doing, and helping out the kids gives his life purpose and meaning he felt he didn't have before.
Matt is especially close to a brother and sister who come into the center, Claude (Claudia) and Ruby (Reuben), but especially with Claude, but they're both homeless, and Ruby is getting into trouble doing what he can as a thirteen year old just trying to provide for his nine year old sister.
But this novel is more about Matt getting to a much healthier place, and dealing with problems in a much healthier way. When drama happens with the two siblings, Matt is actually the stronger of him and Kira in the situation, and while he talks to his therapist, he doesn't revert to his old ways.
I felt, in a way, that this was more Matt's journey than Matt and Kira's - and not that that's bad or that Kira wasn't very important to the story. But Matt felt like the main main character, and this was his journey. Finding love, fucking it up, then getting a second chance and learning form it and getting better, getting to a happy, healthy place.
I do wish this had focused more heavily on Matt and Kira, but it was still really good and it still took time here and there for these two to have alone time. And honestly, their family was expanding, in a way, and they were both being good people and helping those who needed helping, and that didn't leave a lot of time for romance and sexytimes.
But I did love just how well they worked through things, how they tackled things together, and how Matt, no matter what, always told Kira the truth and told him about the important things. Matt had almost lost Kira once and he wasn't going to do it again, and that showed. His dedication to therapy, to communicating with Kira. I loved that.
Reading this whole series was so worth it, even when it was slow going in the first one and then angst-city in the second. To see Matt and Kira get from where they started out to where they ended up. It's just such a big contrast, with who Matt was in the beginning and where he ended up, and how Matt and Kira's relationship developed and evolved. I loved it, and the ending was sweet and wonderful, the perfect N.R. Walker happy ending :D
This series was the most angst-y I've read by N.R. Walker, and it was one of the best series by her. I loved it, and I adored Matt and Kira. They became so solid and strong in this book, and I loved being able to see that.
Definitely recommend this whole series, it was really good <3