Fear of pain is the greatest inhibitor of growth. We grow least when we are most in control. Yet, our whole life is built on maintaining control. We cling to familiarity, like animals finally able to be free from a cage, but deciding to stay trapped.
Life is an ongoing experiment in and for truth. Resistance to pain is a holding on to pain. What we call pain is actually fear. In the same way we reward dogs for doing tricks, we reward children for being in pain. The nature of being in a body is being in pain. Even in the most comfortable posture/position, we will eventually need to move to alleviate pain. If one was to define hell in one word it would be “resistance” - all resistance is a form of our own self-created hell.
Cancer may indeed be the only gift possible for the person who has everything. We must integrate all parts of our being to live in peace. Consciousness is able to grow beyond the myths, structures and institutions organizing us to comprehend the interconnectedness of us all. What matters is how it’s manifested. Enjoying something and needing something for one’s happiness are completely separate forms of identification.
Is what you do with your time as important as how you do what you do? What your mind gets caught in is your spiritual work. The only rule to spirituality is to keep listening to and acting through the heart. Loss of sensual experience is often the greatest obstacle to true spirituality. However, as one ages in only age, sensual pleasures begin to fade, creating a great opening for coming to God.