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First published May 20, 2016
1. No one. No man is worth losing my dignity over. I would never let anyone degrade me since I know my self-worth and I love myself too much for that.
2. Connor Cobalt
Falling in love was just the begining
“Look how far we’ve come. Look at us now. Ache for ache. Smile for smile. I only ever wanted to live this life with her.”
“Whenever you need me, I’ll always be here.”
“Live in the fucking moment with me, Calloway?”
And then we end- we end where we started. Just us.
“Just us. All six of us.”
“Just yesterday I was twenty and meeting some of these people—people that I’d spend my life with, that’d become my home.”
“I’m truly grateful for these women in my life.
They’re each so different from me, but I wouldn’t want them to be the same. I love them for all their oddities and for all their strengths.”
“We speak of moving mountains, but sometimes people can completely rotate the world, just so someone else can land upright on their feet.”


Just yesterday I was twenty and meeting some of these people—people that I'd spend my life with, that'd become my home.
And then she reaches out for my hand. Slowly but carefully, she interlaces my fingers with hers, nothing sexual about the act. For a brief moment, I feel our teenage years-Lily and Lo, Lo and Lily-best friends instead of lovers. Where touch carries the depth and lifeline of every soulful and anguished emotion.
"I think we finally deserve this."
Tears spill out of his eyes, and he says, "I believe it, too.”
I always turn to him like he turns to me, and we're not enablers. No one says that we shouldn't be together. No one tells us to split apart. Our souls are still wound together, still wound tight.
"I hear your heart."
Tears slip from the creases of my eyes-and before I turn my head away from him, away from our children, he shields our faces with his cupped hand.
I murmur just as softly, "And what sound is my heart making?"
His words dive deep into me. "It beats-it beats." He whispers against my lips, "It beats in equal time with mine."
Ryke laughs into his own beautiful smile, and he says, "This is our fucking life, Calloway."
Every moment is wild, even the quiet ones.
Our bad days have the ability to become better. It may be a horrible month. A horrible year. But there will be good days, good moments, great seconds. I vow to never forget that.


I know in this world there will never be another Connor Cobalt.

"We speak of moving mountains, but sometimes people can completely rotate the world, just so someone else can land upright on their feet."



And then we end—we end where we started. Just us. All six of us.
❝ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴡᴇ ᴇɴᴅ — ᴡᴇ ᴇɴᴅ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴇ sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ.💫
ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴜs.
ᴀʟʟ sɪx ᴏғ ᴜs❞

1. ’He’s smiling.
Rose is too.
And then they lock eyes, and I swear the world slows for a second or two. The nerd stars are a powerful force while in orbit. I touch my cheeks, my dopey grin hurting my face.’
2. She says to the kitten, “You can eat a million birds, just not the bird. If you have any disagreements, tell me now.”
The kitten meows and rubs her cheek against the glass like scratch me. For a moment, I think: Rose Calloway Cobalt can communicate with felines.
Proof! Proof!
Rose is Catwoman to Connor’s Batman.
This is a historic moment. Let me digest.
1. People don’t get it.
I have enemies, even fictional enemies. My shit list extends far beyond reality. I get what that says about me: I’m petty.
So what? I’m petty. My name is also Loren Hale.’
2. “I’m not the villain, but I’m the kind of hero who forgets an overly happy theme song for the credits. I’m too bitter to be that sweet.”
3. ‘Somewhere in this kitchen, I see my twenty-one-year-old spiteful self. Mad as hell. That guy would open this cruel book of retaliation and revenge.
I can sit here and I can think, I won’t do that because he told me not to. Because I know it’s wrong.
I wonder how many people meet the person they once were and feel like they’re staring at a stranger. I’m happy my son will never meet that man. I’m happy Lily has the husband she deserves. And I’m happy for me.
Because I finally love who I am.’
4. “When you meet me, you’re not going to love me, but maybe in time…hell no, you still won’t.”
- Loren Hale, We Are Calloway (Season 3 Episode 03 – Ice & Stone)
well tough shit lo, cuz i do. u grew on me like a TUMOR
’and if I wanted to house a hundred children, I could do it with high heels and lipstick and a dress.
I’m the raging blizzard and the fucking wildfire. There is nothing that will stand in my way of what I want and what I will achieve.’

“I give my time to the people who are most important to me. Odds are that person isn’t you.”

”Daisy Calloway is too stupid to live.” I stare at him strongly, hearing all the voices I’ve heard. All the ones I squashed before. All the ones I could stomp out again. “An annoying brat. Attention seeker!” I shout it. “She never acts her age! How could Ryke love someone like that? WHAT AN IDIOT!!” I yell so loud that something heavy explodes inside of me, obliterating. Less cumbersome.
Sometimes the world looks bleak. Like every road is barricaded. Like pounding through walls to reach a happy future takes too much effort. Like it’s not in the cards for me. Then I remember it’s not impossible.
This is temporary.
This feeling will go away soon. Just wait.
The walls will dissolve. Just wait.
The sun will rise again
Just wait.
We can wait in the arms of the people we love.’
’How do I cheer up my fucking daughter?
Simple.
I became the fairy fucking godmother.
In less than a minute, her tears stopped, she led me to her trunk of trinkets, and she passed me Daisy’s pink tutu outfit and purple paper wand.
It’s what I wear now. I squeezed the fuck into my wife’s leotard, thankful she’s tall or else there would’ve been no way this would’ve worked.
Sulli called me the grumpy fairy’

1. ‘As Lo looks at me and as I look at Lo, I see the little boy who chased me around my family’s parlor. I see the teenager who relentlessly teased me, who stuck his tongue in my ear. Who pinched my cheeks. Who said mean things after drinking bourbon. Who held me as I fell fast asleep.
I see my best friend.’
2. ‘His strength courses through vital parts of my soul, and I inhale a heartier breath. We’re so much better together than we are separate. I wouldn’t have said that at our beginning, but now, it’s truer than anything I know.’
3. ‘We’ve been through so much, and I can see our road paved with more bumps, our fight filled with more battles—but ones we’re finally equipped to face.
The elevator doors slide open, and we walk ahead.
Ready to face one more together.’
4. “Lo,”
“Hmm?”
“Do you think Connor might be Batman or Superman?”
Lo drops me.
I land on my ass, and I gape up at him. “Lo!” It’s not the first time he’s dropped me mid-piggyback for speaking about a DC character.
He waves his chip at me. “There are a goddamn thousand superheroes, and you chose two that I can’t stand?”
5. I touch my chest. “Asshole.” I point at her. “Angel.”
Her lips downturn. “Angels are pure. I’m more like a sex demon…ohmygod, I’m a succubus.” She cringes.
6. This is hard. Moffy is only four, but he already asks to do things that older kids do. What if he forgets about us?
Lo hugs me to his side.
I whisper, “I think this is what it must feel like for a Hufflepuff and Slytherin to have a Gryffindor baby.” Why is this making me so emotional? I dab at my eyes. They’re dry. Still. “I’m sad.”
“Lil.” Lo squeezes me. “We don’t know what house he’s in. He’s not eleven yet.”
This is true.
“And we already agreed. We’d be happy if he ended up in Gryffindor.”
6. “Daddy, Mommy’s crying.”
“It’s okay, bud. Where are you at?”
“Superheroes—”
“I’m not crying anymore. I shed one tear!” I tell Lo. I also put my hand in the Luna box. She grabs hold of my fingers with a giggle.
“You could tell me you were flying with Peter Pan, and I’d still leave to come find you.”
I frown at that scenario. “That doesn’t make any sense, Lo. You’re my Peter Pan.”
7. “Okay sex?” He frowns and nearly sits up. No, come back! I tug at the band of his boxer-briefs, and he lowers to his previous position. Yes! “When have we had okay sex?”
“When something interrupts us and I don’t come.”
His jaw tightens, but then he nods like he gets it. “Tonight, I promise not to let anything interrupt your orgasm.” He holds out his pinky finger. Loren Hale initiating a pinky-promise.
My heart sputters, and without pause, I hook my pinky with his.
8. “You and me—we might not be geniuses or adventurers, but we’re good together.” I pause, the words just hitting me hard. “Because our worst days can become our best.” I wear a half-smile. “And because the sex is great.”
She’s beaming. “I’ve decided that I’m glad I don’t have time-travel powers.”
“Not even to fix that time your porn played in class?” I tease.
She flushes, and it takes all her strength to shake her head. “You’re there in that memory. Sitting beside me. And I don’t want to miss any day with you."
aww i remember that scene, it seems so far away
1. “I’d cut off your tongue with a dull serrated knife, and I’d finish you off in a rusty guillotine.” She lifts her manicured nail at my eye. “Don’t fuck with me or my babies—”
“Our babies,” I correct her.
She skims me head-to-toe, her disdain only present to mask her love. I feel it in every glare. “I can’t believe I allowed my DNA to mix with yours and create multiple little monsters. What was I thinking?”
2. 'Most mornings, Jane will crawl onto Rose’s lap and rest her head against her mother’s collar. Rose will stroke Jane’s hair, and they’ll flip through a Vogue magazine together. Jane likes picking out her favorite editorial pictures, and Rose will later cut them out and paste them in a scrapbook.'
3. “You hated Faust boys, and I wanted to be the one you hated most.”
Translation: I wanted to be the one always on your mind.
I fight a mounting smile. “You succeeded.”
Connor grins. “I know.”
4. “I think I just had this strange nightmare,” I say with more contentment than I planned.
He sets the handcuffs aside. “What made it a nightmare?” He kisses my sore wrists, watching me intently.
“I called you a god.”
His lips rise in his next kiss. “Then your nightmare is my dream.”
“Not your reality?” I rebut.
He leans forward. “All my dreams are realities, darling. And your dreams are my dreams.” He presses the warmest, most loving kiss to my forehead.
5. ‘Connor kisses my knuckles, his strength filling me whole. We’re a team. The best of the best. While this is my battle, he’s here with me. He always is.’
6. ‘My hot words should sear him dead, but they only pool love in his eyes. I could set Connor on fire a million times over, and he’d never burn to ash. I suppose that’s why we’re made for one another.
He can withstand every single inexhaustible part of me.’
7. “While the children speak softly to Audrey, I say to Connor, “We did it.”
“We did all of it,” he clarifies.
This room.
This love.
Our future.
Our dynasty.
His hand strokes my cheek. I hold onto that hand, and his fingers thread mine.”

1. I notice Ryke doing sit-ups on the floor, and when he sets his shoulders on the carpet, I purposefully look away.
“Have you seen my husband anywhere?” I walk forward until my legs are on either side of his head. Standing right over his face. “He’s full wolf. Broody. And he has a very large co—” Ryke bites my ankle. I laugh, staring down. His unshaven jaw and thick hair calls to me, but not more than those darkened, dangerous eyes.
Hello there.
“You hear that, bro?” Lo says. “The love of your life married Sasquatch.”
2. ‘Then he suddenly lifts me up on his shoulders, my legs draped over his chest.
I smile down at him.
He looks up at me.
I howl like I found my mate, and he clasps the side of my face, the one with the long, old scar. And my wolf—he kisses me.’
3. “Poopy poo,” Sulli singsongs up above. “Fucky fuck…”
I can’t help but laugh, and Ryke sighs like he’s tried really hard to sway her away from fucks but it’s an impossible task. I actually love that it was her first word—because she’s so a part of Ryke.
my favorite family
1. ’Ryke acts the exact opposite of how I would most of the time, and convincing him to follow my logic is like telling a wolf to sleep in a lion’s den.
There’s no point in trying anymore. He does what he does. He is who he is. And I’ve grown to like him best that way.’
2. “You should’ve listened to me. Ninety-nine percent of your problems would go away.”
He flips me off. “Ninety-nine percent of my fucking problems are you, Cobalt.”
“It’s strange…whenever you say fuck, I miss half of what you say. Which is every time you speak. Actually, it’s not strange at all. I call it a choice.”
He flips me off with both hands.
My grin widens
3. “Fuck you!” Ryke yells.
Connor raises a hand as he walks away. “In time!” I hear the grin in his voice.
1. Ryke rakes his hand through his hair again.
I glare. “What are you doing? Keep both hands on the wheel.”
“Fucking A.” He grabs the steering wheel. “It pains me to say this, but he’s right. You need to calm down.”
I scoff. “He never told me to calm down. He said not to overreact.”
“Same fucking thing.”
I flip him off.
He shoots me the finger in reply.
2. 'I rise out of my seat, and if Connor had been beside me, he would’ve tugged me down. Instead, Ryke is rising with me. I can’t think about the negative result of recruiting Ryke as a teammate.'
3. When we head inside the office, the sight doesn’t surprise me. Rose and Ryke, red-faced with ire, stand side-by-side like two crackling fireworks prepared to blow. What’s mildly irritating? Ryke here. Next to Rose. He’s where I’m meant to be.
“Rose…Ryke,” I greet first, their murderous eyes swinging from me to Mrs. Morgan-Stuart who looks relieved by my entrance.
1. ”Christ, Rose, you have to lay off the demon blood. Drinking that shit makes you weird.”
It’s so easy to hate Loren Hale.
And it can be just as easy to love him.
He smiles an actual smile this time, nothing half-assed or full of scorn.
Loren might not have been a Calloway sister, but he’s been more of a brother to me than any other man in my life.
2. “Satan’s lair is actually across the street.” I flash a dry smile.
“Satan has great heels,” Maria says, knowing I’m referring to Rose.
I give her another look. “You’re such a disappointment, Maria Stokes. I thought for sure you would’ve taken after me.” I never believed this. Maria has revered Rose since as long as I can remember. “I have the better looks, the better comebacks—”
“But not the better wardrobe.” Maria smiles. “Rose is queen, Uncle Lo. I hate to break it to you, but she’s way more badass than you.”



“And then we end—we end where we started.
Just us.
All six of us.”
"Just yesterday I was twenty and meeting some of these people—people that I’d spend my life with, that’d become my home."
“Our bad days have the ability to become better. It may be a horrible month. A horrible year. But there will be good days, good moments, great seconds.”
“Every day I wonder when Loren Hale the boy turned into Loren Hale the man, and I wonder how I could’ve resisted him for so long. It’s not just about his jawline and cheekbones. It’s how he sees me. In one look. In one stare.
Worthy.
Beautiful.
You’re far from trash, Lily Hale.
His perception of me defeats all the ugly ones that exist. It reinforces what I believe about myself.
Worthy.
Beautiful.
You’re far from trash, Lily Hale.”
“Lo stares back at me, and I stare at Lo. Our history blankets me with warm security, and I drown into those amber eyes. He cups both of my cheeks again.
“You and me,” he says.
“Lily and Lo,” I breathe.
“Lo and Lily.” He wipes his own fallen tear and he nods.
“We’re going to be okay.” I murmur, “I believe it.””
“I prop myself on my elbows and give him a look. "How'd you get so smart?"
"Mommy," he says proudly.
I laugh once into a smile, choked up for a second. Just overwhelmed by my love for Lily, and she's not even here.”
“I hate you rings in my ears. “You can hate me for two days, Maximoff, but I’ll love you for a thousand more.”
I wipe his tears with my thumb, and he sniffs, calming down for a minute.
“It may seem unfair, but we’re your parents—and if there’s anyone in this world you need to listen to and trust, who will always have your back, it’s us. We just need you to respect us when we tell you something. The same way that we respect you when you ask us questions. What do we do?”
“When he looks back at me, I say quietly, “What’s this feeling that screams inside of me?”
His glassy eyes carry their own extraordinary grin. Sparkling like cut diamonds.
“Love,” he tells me with such certainty.”
“And deeply, he says, “Here’s a secret, darling.”
I listen, poised for anything with him.
“I’ve always loved winning, but I would lengthen the time it takes us to reach the end, just to spend one more second with you.””
“We draw our gazes to our children. Fire and water upon them. We tell all seven the one word that has breathed inside of us from the moment we met.
We say, “Ensemble.”
Together.”
“This it temporary.
This feeling will go away soon. Just wait.
The wall will dissolve. Just wait.
The sun will rise again.
Just wait.
We can wait in the arms of the people we love.”
“Daisy smiles so brightly, so fucking heartfelt - it's hard to stare for long, but I always take the fucking risk. My eyes burn like I'm meeting the sun.”
“There's nowhere I'd rather be than in the woods, on a mountain, with Daisy Meadows. With Sullivan Meadows. With Winona Meadows, With my fucking girls. My family”
“You’ll be okay. You won’t see it today, maybe not even tomorrow, but one day, you’ll wake up and you’ll want to live.”
“Are you sure?” His voice breaks.
“I’m goddamn sure. Look at me…” I wait for him to raise his head, his hair partially concealing his eyes, and I say deeply, “One day at a time. Can you do that with me?”
“Memories will flood us, the lake house lo longer filled to the brim. As quiet as the moment we first walked in — and we'll sit on this hill. Feeling the stillness that exists.”
“We speak of moving mountains, but sometimes people can completely rotate the world, just so someone else can land upright on their feet.”



"I'm always going to be a sex addict, but I'm more than just sex."
"I know who Batman is."
"Because you're Batman."
He arches a brow.
Batman would do that.
"This is yours…" I give Lo his hand back.
His smile fades to the point where he looks wounded.
"Unless… can I have it?"
Ryke is anti-anything-Daisy-Meadows-hates.
It's so easy to hate Loren Hale. And it can be just as easy to love him.
My arm strength is puny, but I'd hold Luna longer than Kate Winslet let Leonardo DiCaprio share a door in Titanic.
"No," Moffy says without a pause, "because you make all the monsters go away." I rub at my watery gaze.
Loren Hale is not the monster in his son's eyes.
He's the hero.
I chose this life. I love this life, and fuck everyone who wants to choose for me.
How do I cheer up my fucking daughter?
Simple. I became the fairy fucking godmother.
I've had many theories, but the theory I have today overwhelms all others. I have a theory that, together, sisters can do extraordinary, miraculous things. People will underestimate us, undervalue us, maybe even forget us, but together, together— we succeed.
We speak of moving mountains, but sometimes people can completely rotate the world, just so someone else can land upright on their feet.
Luna touches her Hulk slipper to my Thor slipper and singsongs, "Fan fiction." She makes a smooching noise, Hulk kissing Thor.










"Lily Calloway...all this time, your superpower has been loving me."
"And you'll be happy to know that I'm not mortal."
"You aren't?"
"No."
"Because my superpower is the love that I have for you. It's out of this world, extraordinary, incomprehensible kind of love. And no one and nothing on this Earth comes close to it.“
"You’re not a pit stop. You’re my finish line. There’s no one after you."
"She's my fucking sun, and even though she's set tonight, she means nothing less to me. I love her just as fucking madly."
Just yesterday I was twenty and meeting some of these people—people that I’d spend my life with, that’d become my home.
Just yesterday I was twenty—still deeply and desperately in love with my best friend.
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