I received an ARC of "Finding Emma" in exchange for an honest review.
The beginning starts out with a girl having an internal battle with helping a stray cat. She seems terrified to open her screen door and let a stray cat in her home, or more essentially, into her life. The girl is in a self-inflicted exile from her co-workers, hometown, even her family.
Eventually we learn that the lonely girl is Emma, running from her humiliating past.
Then we meet her new neighbor Finn. Finn is recovering from his own humiliating past resulting in his anti-social behaviour similar to Emma's. Together they will wade through their troubled pasts and exorcise demons.
Finn's wingman is Slinger, whom I just LOVED. You know that quirky friend you have that had no filter but is fiercely protective? That's Slinger.
Emma and Finn connect through their loved of music. Once they get over the awkwardness they both feel, they're magnetic. Finn is kind, warm, generous, funny, and ready to overcome his emotional hurtle to be with Emma.
Emma evolves in her story, she starts out shy, skittish, and had this wall up around her entire life. Which, she has good reason. When someone you care about has betrayed your trust (not Finn. Don't get your panties in a twist) it's hard to rebuild that trust you have IN YOURSELF. It's hard to give yourself over to someone new. Imagine handing someone the shattered pieces of your heart because that's literally the only thing you have left to give. Ms. Ryan gets to the core of insecurity and helps both her characters put their faith in another human being.
Emma, in the end, picked up the metaphorical sledgehammer and knocked down her own walls. She decided enough running, enough pity, enough apologizing! She got angry and decided to do something about her unfair treatment. Emma became a modern day hero, a hero like in her history books, she decided enough was enough! I loved meeting her and getting to know her. "Watching" her grow was a privilege.
The best thing about Ms. Ryan is the time she takes to allow her characters to develop. She also did this in her debut novel "Carry your heart" (which is aaamazing, you should check it out). So when you're finished with her book, you feel like you've made life-long friends. Friends you miss and reminisce about long after the story is over.
*BE SURE YOU READ THE "AUTHORS NOTE" PAGE!*
Kings of Leon- "use somebody"
Alessia Cara- "here"
*STOP CYBER BULLING AND CYBER SEXUAL ASSAULT!!!!*