I received an ARC from a Goodreads First Reads giveaway. That, in no way, has affected my opinion of the book.
Now let me just say that I was pumped for this book and was disappointed when it got lost in the mail and arrived about 3 weeks later than it was supposed to! Least to say, I had super high expectations because I love survivalist thrillers, especially when someone is going around killing all of the main characters and their friends!
But this book really only incited frustration and anger in me!
The book starts out with the MC Casey getting out of rehab after abusing her prescription pain killers for her knee injury she got a few months ago. Honestly, just her brief mentions of how rehab was when she was there was more interesting than the slop of a story presented to us! Anyways, Casey is supposed to go to a sleepover at her former bffs house located in the McMansions of suburbs. As soon as Casey's dad drives away and she steps up on the porch, her new bff Shana pulls up and Casey ditches her old soccer friends and runs off with Shana. At first I really liked shana's character, but as soon as she started bullying Casey and her other two friends in the car, Ava and Julie, that was when my like turned into dislike. I don't mind bitchy characters as long as they keep their destructive behavior to themselves. And shana is a thrill junkie and also a drug user. Least to say, Shana, Ava, and Julie are Casey's druggie friends. So Shana will bully her friends into doing dangerous things or trying other drugs, and basically placing them in danger because she wants to and is selfish like that. And these girls just roll over and take it! If this was a book about a girl learning to become herself and standing up to the people who bully them into doing things they don't, then I would have some appreciation for the story.
Sadly, Casey never really does get a backbone. She kind of gets one towards the middle and end, but relies on her ex or some other male figures to hold her up completely. Yup. She stays as a drug induced Bella swan.
Anyways, Shana shows us how ridiculously stupid she is by playing chicken with other cars in the opposing lanes at high speeds while they head to their destination. And by high speeds, I mean FUCKING 95 MPH!!!!!!
Who the flying fuck does that?!?! Seriously?!?!
So they head to this club and Shana decides to "hold" Casey's Tylenol bottle since she's getting a headache. And this is a club where her ex is playing with his band!
At this point, Casey gets annoying with how she constantly keeps harping about how she will never love another person as much as she loves her ex and how could he leave her and all of this bullshit! And for the rest of the book, this topic is CONSTANTLY BEING BROUGHT THE FUCK BACK UP!!!!!!!
She doesn't stop about her "ex this" or her "ex that!" To the point that every time it would come up, I'd roll my eyes so hard they'd almost fall out of my head. Let's just say there were too many sighs of exasperation.
Then comes the part where this creepy fucktard grabs Casey and acts like he's going to kidnap her, while also acting like a complete mental case, before revealing that it's all a stunt for the illegal "Survive the Night" rave party that's located in the abandoned sewers and subways under NYC. Again, illegal as fuck partying with drugs and these dumbass kids we're stuck with for narratives go to this fucking party.
So then it moves on to them walking in the alleys, trying to find the entrance to the party and Ava is walking around barefooted because she decided to wear super tall high heels and not bring a change of shoes. Yes these are teenagers and sometimes teenagers don't think ahead, but come on!!!! Anyone who's ever worn heels knows to bring a change of small ballet flats in your purse!!!
Now, anyone who knows me knows that I can't stand stupid people or stupid characters! So these characters in this book frustrated me. Another reviewer compared this book to those early 2000s teen scary movies, and it fits. This was like one of those movies where I was SCREAMING at the characters to not do stupid shit!
Anyways, they chat with this homeless guy and Casey gets flashbacks of the times she'd run around with Shana and would be forced into more uncomfortable and dangerous situations, making me hate these two even more, while also going on and on about her ex and how he's the only boy she's ever loved and how he's so perfect. Gag me with a spoon please!
Moving on, they find the entrance to the party and go down the manhole, only to realize it's the only entrance/exit of the place for miles on end. Everyone is partying and having a good time and all that bullshit. However, Casey is getting a little panicky and can't leave because of the super huge bouncer blocking anyone and everyone from leaving since they have to "Survive the Night" and can't leave until 5am. So Casey continues to flip the fuck out even though it's only 11pm, and Shana goes off to get her a drink to calm down.
And knowing how stupid, dangerous and reckless Shana is, it's no surprise that she drugs Casey's drink because she's an asshole! And Casey is dumb enough to trust her!
So Casey is super hopped up on ecstasy and hallucinating like crazy! She realizes that Shana did this to her and wants to find her to tell her off, but she also realizes that Julie is missing, so instead decides to wander off in her drug daze to find her friend.
There are a lot of cool descriptions of people's faces melting off and other hallucinatory occurrences that makes the character wonder what's real and what's the hallucination. However, it never really delves enough into it to make it believable. Or maybe it didn't work for me because I was just fed up with the MC and her bullshit candy ass!
Anyways, Casey is wandering a semi empty tunnel, using her phone as a weak flashlight and stumbles across Julie's onyx ring that she would NEVER take off. This then causes Casey to panic and wander farther until she comes across Julie's dismembered body. I don't know if it's just me, but the descriptions for the horror scenes weren't that good. They weren't descriptive enough that I didn't feel the danger, disgust and horror for what's been done.
So Casey panics and flips the fuck out, which is understandable. However, I should mention that before running into Julie's dead body, she also walked across the homeless guy who showed them the way to the entrance. However, he's wandering about in a daze and Casey keeps hallucinating that there's something wrong with him and something slithering inside of the slash across his back as he wanders off to the party. Anyways, Casey starts screaming and running about and vomits, which somehow makes her hallucinations go away immediately.
IT DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT!!!!
YOU CAN'T FUCKING BARF THE DRUGS OUT AND IMMEDIATELY THINK THAT IT'LL MAKE THE DRUGS STOP AND LEAVE YOUR SYSTEM!!!!
THATS NOT HOW IT WORKS!!!!!!
Okay. This is frustrating me just writing this review, so I'm gonna shorten and summarize it more so I don't fucking throw my tablet out of the window!!
Moving on! Casey then runs about trying to find someone to tell them about Julie's dead body and runs into her ex. She leads him back to where Julie's body was, and there's nothing, just Casey's phone that she dropped.
Then the story takes a little break from the horror and Casey and her ex, who I can't remember what the fuck his name is for the life of me, have a little heart to heart chat and then start making out!!
They make out after she has barfed all over the fucking ground just a few paragraphs earlier!!!! Disgusting!!!!! And then to make it worse, they're just about to start having sex on the floor of a dirty sewer/subway tunnel until Shana walks up and interrupts them!!!
THANK YOU SHANA!!!! EVEN THOUGH YOURE A USELESS BITCH OF A CHARACTER WHO BULLIES EVERYONE!!!!! Thank you for stopping the gross sex scene on the FLOOR of a subway/sewer tunnel!!!!! And I slash subway/sewer because the book keeps interchanging them so I never know where the fuck they really are since no one seems to know the difference in the story.
It's frustrating me even trying to finish this review, so to sum it up, the group wanders the tunnels while the cops come and quickly shut down the rave, but not bothering to check all of the tunnels, the dumbass characters never think to use their cell phones to call for help, even though there's no mention that they don't have reception, the group is trying to find a way out since the man holes are all sealed, and the big fucking monster is the kraken on steroids with kitchen knives attached to its fucking tentacles as it kills Ava, woody, and the BF.
Shana supposedly gets possessed by it when Casey gets out and is put in the hospital. She thinks the kraken is possessing Shana, but I refuse to believe that since Casey's blood tests show high amounts of ecstasy in her system.
So my belief is that this was a whole deluded trip because this book makes NO FUCKING SENSE!!!! Anyway, that's the gist of it and I hate this book. Biggest disappointment since I was so looking forward to it for a good scary story!!! Boo!!! I know a lot of people say this author's other book is good, but I'd rather not take my chances.