Since finals are coming, I decided to read some contemporary and nothing heavy, for I wouldn't want to be in any emotional mess while writing one. So, I found Roomies and decided to read it. I mean, friends turned into lovers stories? Sign me up! However, despite how it delivered the story that it promised, it was just all "what the hell did I just read?" moment for me.
First of all, the idea of the friendship-turned-romance was enough to sold me in. However, my biggest problem of all is the way it was executed. I couldn't stand it. This might sound harsh but it just all seemed a huge joke. I wanted so badly to connect with the story, but that's the thing -- I couldn't.
Once I read this Wattpad book (which was better, by the way) wherein the heroine had this form of autism that made her lack empathy. Upon reading Roomies, for about most of it, I had wondered if the heroine had the same thing. If so, I would have been more understanding. But the problem is, she wasn't. She was just like that with no reasons or whatsoever. I suppose the author attempted to emphasize some part of her childhood that might have caused it, but it didn't seem big enough reason. Hell, the heroine with autism from the other book I read was way more sensitive, despite her hinders of feeling empathetic. Kennedy, the heroine from Roomies, just had no filter and it was completely difficult to connect with her. Not to mention her jokes were terrible. I probably wouldn't dislike her if she was characterized better and were given with more depth. However, our author failed to give us that.
And the hero, the supposedly love interest, was no different either. Graham was just confusing. It's like, the author had tried to portray him as an alpha male, but had failed nonetheless. I mean, there's a fine line between a alpha male that I either want to tuck in with lots of blankets and hug or make out senselessly, and a an alpha male that I want to punch in the face and run away from. However, Graham crossed that line too much, or perhaps just never crossed it at all. I'd like to imagine he got lost somewhere before he even got close to the said-line. There were times when he was swoonworthy, but the boy was just .. tiring to read about. If I hadn't known their age, I would have assumed they were 12-13 year olds. (Hell, I had met more mature 12 year olds than these two!)
Truth be told, Graham's brother, Blake, was way more complex than Ken and Graham combined. I relied on Blake's moments to continue reading the book. I would claim that I probably would enjoy the book more if he was then one who ended up with Ken, but then I realized that he deserves better.
To be honest, I didn't really read the synopsis before I read it. I thought it was about Ken and Graham's brother. Turns out, Graham was the love interest. For about 25% of the book, I had thought he was gay. God, I think the plot would have been better if it was that way!
Anyway, the whole story consisted of a charade that wheeled across Ken and Graham, and it was just exhausting. It was like an angst gone wrong. Way too much wrong, in my opinion. However, I could see how some people might like it. I gotta admire those people for their patience and more understanding than I could ever offer for this book. And to those who haven't read it and are still planning to, then good luck. This probably could be read better if you're drunk. Vodka might help!
1/5!