I must come clean and admit that I got to know of this book because of Addison Rae.
The title, “I have abandoned my search for truth, and am now looking for a good fantasy” resonates with me — during my late teens to early 20s, I have been reading self-help books (e.g. productivity) in order to improve my life 360. But I find myself not being able to get things done, straying away from their advices and in my bed wallowing in self-pity.
I realized that life doesn’t have to be serious, rigid or productive every time. It’s alright to be whimsical, to have fun, be cringey and to fuck up (I always fuck up every time). Go and never be afraid to romanticize life, imagine scenarios from time to time and appreciate the little details in life.
I find this pot shot beautiful because it reminded me of a line I saw over the Internet, “be the creative director of your life.”
🤯Other pot shots that resonates with me:
#1699: A small advance every day will eventually total much less than a big advance every day.
This pot shot is simple common sense, yet at the same time profound. I always fall into the trap of do everything, read everything, take everything and my life would change for the better 360 overnight. But I know it wouldn’t, I would always carry the mental distress of not being able to do things that are unrealistic to do in one sitting. Even when learning new skills or doing hobbies, I should always remind myself that it’s okay to suck as long as I show up everyday.
#1752: Life can be good, while it lasts, and it’s guaranteed to last your whole lifetime.
#726: If I must go into eternity, I’d prefer to go by the scenic route.
Simple - romanticize life.
#1191: Someday there’ll be books explaining what’s happening now, but by then, I may have lost interest.
There are ideas over the Internet that might be interesting now which I would take a screenshot of and save it for later. I would then leave these in my gallery to rot, bloating up my phone memory storage. When I look back, I’m afraid to delete them, hoping that it might be useful in the future. This pot shot reminds me that it’s okay to delete these screenshots when you don’t find them useful, interesting or funny compared to before. These things will always find a way back to me if they truly resonate with me.
#1318: My life is a performance for which I was never given any chance to rehearse.
Uncertainty is the only certain thing in life. Reflecting on my life, I am proud of myself for having the courage to show up in life, despite being truly afraid of uncertainty.
🤣Pot shots I find funny:
#748: Please let me know if there’s any further trouble I can give you.
I am hoping to use this as a closing message in my work email someday.
#1085: My sources are unreliable, but their information is fascinating.
I am planning to use this during conversation with friends and family someday.
#1096: I will always love the false image I had of you.
This goes out for all of the delulus out there, especially for myself.
I have abandoned my search for truth, and am now looking for a good fantasy - is a message by Brilliant that would be stuck in my mind for a very long time and I am looking forward to read his other works.