Every once in a while a book comes along that just shakes your heart and you know that this one is destined to be read many more times.
God takes broken things and makes them beautiful again. He reclaims our desolate places.
Suzanna Wilton has had a heavy share of heartache in her twenty-seven years. Left wounded by a marriage cut short, she leaves city life to take up residency in a tiny Nebraska town. Her introduction to her neighbor Paul Rustin is a disaster. Assuming he’s as underhanded as the other local cowboys she’s already met, Suzanna greets him with sharp hostility.
Though Paul is offended by Suzanna’s unfriendliness, he can’t stop thinking about her, which unsettles his peaceful life. Intrigued by the woman who lives down the road and propelled by a sense that she carries a painful burden, he frequently drops by to offer help as she adjusts to rural living.
Just as Paul’s kindness begins to melt Suzanna’s frozen heart, a conflict regarding her land escalates in town. Even in the warmth of Paul’s love, resentment keeps a cold grip on her fragile heart.
When romance isn't enough, will Suzanna ever find peace?
Suzanna has so much heartache and pain and yes, anger, that the reader feels as if they themselves feel every speck of pain she herself feels. You get the sense that how does this woman continue to live and breathe when she suffers so much? Suzanna longs, deeply longs, for some measure of peace in her life. It's painful to watch her suffer.
And Paul Rustin....he's just about the best hero I've ever read. Would that every man had Paul's heart, a heart that bears wrongs with so much grace and love that you are astounded at his mercy. God's mercy and grace dwells inside Paul Rustin. He comes to love Suzanna but is hesitant to make his feelings known because she has so much hurt inside. Can she allow him in? Then unsettling events begin to occur and Paul tries to keep her safe from pain that threatens to overwhelm her. How much can one woman take before she breaks? Suzanna reacts in anger, rejecting Paul's advice to let it go and let God handle it. Suzanna can't believe in God anymore, because she feels he hates her.
This is a romance, and what a beautiful and precious romance it is, but it's not just a romance between a man and a woman. No, it's a romance between God and His creation; His gentle pull toward them, His mercy, His grace, His desire that nothing will separate them from His deep and abiding love, a love that will never depart, never let down, never hurt. Throughout the book, we see God working to bring Suzanna back to Himself, to get her to the place where she will not only accept His peace, but revel in it!
I have read most of Jennifer Rodewald's books, but only because I came late to the game. I do plan on remedying that. She writes with a depth that is very uncommon. At one point in the book, I was in tears, literally streaming down my face so hard I could barely make out the words in the book. This is pure poetry here, folks. She writes with such emotion and power that it can only be through the anointing of the Holy Spirit. This book will stay with me a long time and I can truthfully say it is one of the best I've ever read and will remain in my top books ever read! I cannot recommend this book highly enough.