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336 pages, Paperback
First published September 20, 2014


"I lost everything that summer. Including myself."


"How terrible to not know where you belong."

I have a husband who loves me, who takes care of me, who soothes away the nightmares and makes me feel protected. In return, I try to behave the way he wants me to.
I know from first-hand experience that drugs kill, but it’s the way they maim, breaking minds and hearts, that’s as hard to take.
Niall and I imploded like a dying star, burning brightly one moment then fading into blackness the next. That sort of excitement, emotional highs and lows, may be something to live for when you’re a teenager. Now, though, I should long for comfort, for steadiness, for Simon. I need to keep reminding myself of that.
I want him to know me. The real me. The one I’ve been trying to suppress ever since Digby’s death. The one I thought I’d left behind. It turns out she was here all along, waiting for me to find her for real.
“I’ll wait for as long as it takes,” he tells me. “I’ll be here; you only have to say the word.”
“You’ll always be Rain Girl to me.”