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295 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 1, 1974
”I once saw Cary Grant up close.
He was beautiful.
He looked exactly like Cary Grant.”
Vera was Vera and her brilliant innocence is something that is so charming and so sexy and so purely about life that you have to have been there, you have to have heard her laugh, you have to have seen her roomful of flowers and her purple satin capes made in Rome lined with iridescent taffeta to know that it is possible, that Anything is Possible and that a woman spun out into the finest silk makes the strongest rope. I waited until I got around her to eat caviar, otherwise, I knew I’d never get the point.



Out of the 20 [most beautiful girls at Hollywood High], Carolyn was my favorite, and she proved absolutely that beauty was power since her power could have come from nothing else – not imagination, kindness, wit, not anything else – only her face.
…it would have been more sensible if she’d been made a mute since occasionally she would unfold and stretch, her hair would…slide down her back, her small round hands clench, her cupid-bow mouth would unsuccessfully try to suppress a yawn, and her tiny snow teeth would show – then she’d fold back up, sigh, and say, "Fuck, man, I wish today was Friday.”
People took care of Carolyn. Usually, her sorority sisters, but if they weren’t there, then anyone who was would automatically assume responsibility. It wasn’t that she was retarded; it was just that she couldn’t scrape up even a sliver of interest in the proceedings and couldn’t see why she should, and no one else could think of a good enough reason, either – at least one that made sense when you looked at her. Her friends would make out her program, schedule her classes, choose her on gym teams and not require participation…
The time from the end of summer when we returned to school – the time when we lost our tans and watched the sky turn gray – was a downhill season and would worsen and worsen until Christmas, a sad and hopeless occasion imposed on an unwilling land by the rest of the country. Banana leaves and reindeer. Hollywood, the master of spun-out fantasies, gave up on Christmas with hardly a shrug. A 70 degree Christmas morning put us out of sorts; try saying “Merry Christmas” to someone watering his lawn in shorts. Hollywood has attempted and even succeeded with the impossible many times, but Christmas has never been one of them.