There are many subtle ways in a young gay man's life which lead him to the self realization that he is gay. If your 'awakening' is whilst wrestling with your best friend, that can possibly be called bad timing. Furthermore I can tell you, that having a straight friend unwittingly watch is very awkward. Having realised that I was now developing strong feelings for my opponent and best friend, Mark what will I do when I'm now longer under the watchful eye of our mutual straight friend Ryan.