No No NO. This blows. Despite not liking the first book Falling In, I actually was pretty excited to read about the kids’ story — especially Ben and Cady (Jake’s nephew and Evangeline’s daughter with Cole) so I decided to dive into this one. They met in the first book when they were 5/6 years old and have been inseparable ever since. BUT I HATED THIS BOOK AS MUCH AS THE FIRST ONE. I’m honestly too lazy to type rant right now but will probably end up doing so since it’s all I wanna do after reading this one lol but let me just TRY to give you a cliff notes version of the things I didn’t like and liked:
What I DIDN’T like:
-Ben being a complete and total manwhore and sleeps/have slept with every single girl available except for the one he actually wants and loves aka Cady. WHY IS THIS STILL A THING, AUTHORS
-Ben flirting and doing PDA with said girls in front of Cady and being blatant about it even knowing it hurts her (like do you even truly love or at the very least care about this girl?? 🤦🏻♀️)
-Ben actually having sex with Cady’s best and only friend Lucy who turns out to be a complete bitch which Ben even knew all along and even claimed to not like her and questions why Cady is even friends with her. Like dude are you really that penis/lust-driven that you would sleep with the one “friend” Cady has and someone you admittedly DON’T EVEN LIKE. And yes, Cady walks in on them curled up next to each other naked on the bed the morning after and Ben can’t even tell her why he would do that to her lol like all he could say was “I don’t know” like for real bruh??? I think after that I can’t for the life of me forgive or even stand Ben, no matter what he said or did later on
-Cady being a little contradicting nincompoop, constantly saying “this is the last time I will ever cry for Ben *insert last name which for the life of me I cannot remember*”, then proceeds to cry because of said guy the next page. Or saying “I am a strong woman and will be an unfeeling bitch from now on giving nothing away” and then starts looking hurt and wounded, giving Ben sad longing looks the moment she comes face to face with him. Like get a grip girl! Yes, she didn’t forgive him right away and gave him the silent treatment but why she gotta turn into a heartbroken little girl in front of him and basically become a zombie if she kept claiming she’s so done with Ben and his bullshit 😭 I mean I’m just a sucker for strong, ready to fight back and show you what you lost kinda women, especially one who’s been screwed over by the H so this one was painful to watch/read about.
-Cady being a pathetic, heartless, cheating, penis-whipped idiot when Ben moved back home a year later like her thoughts and action were seriously giving me whiplash. She kept giving such mixed signals with both her inner thoughts and her actions and all I wanted to do was reach in, shake her, and tell her to get a hold of herself! She has a freaking boyfriend for god’s sake and then she goes a eye-fucks and hate-flirts with Ben.
-the grovel. Oh wait, WHAT GROVEL??? what I mean to say was the pretty much NONEXISTENT grovel. Yes he “didn’t give up on her”. Yes, he checked up on her from time to time. Yes, he missed her so much. 🙄 And yes, he had some pitiful inner monologues. But what did he really do to make up for all the shit he did? Oh yeah, he said sorry. My bad.
-Ben finally admitting his STUPID and INADEQUATE excuse for being a massive asshole for years — pushing Cady away, constantly hurting her and manwhoring around because he wasn't good enough for her like GIVE ME A BREAK. You eventually BECAME not good enough for her after screwing around is what happened. And the final nail on the coffin? “I slept with Lucy because I didn’t deserve you.” Why??? WHY DO AUTHORS DO THIS WHYYYYY. I FOR REAL wanted to burn this book after that little confession and if I actually had a hard copy of this and not on eBook form, I would SERIOUSLY use this book for the next bonfire. We’re gonna need something to stoke the flame, after all. But honestly, after everything Cady pulled, I think they both deserved each other. They both weren't good enough for anyone better so well done.
-now the reason I hated the most: Cady allowing Ben to fuck her and completely cheating on Blaine — Blaine who was so damn sweet and loving and good to her and perfect. And Cady doing this knowing Blaine is in love with her. HE DID NOT DESERVE THIS AND I TRULY HATE HER FOR IT.
-still related to previous point: the fact that Cady STILL lost her virginity to Ben after everything. Like she claims she hates Ben and has moved on and even has a perfect and stupidly hot boyfriend for more than 6 months and she can’t even get her lady penis up except for Ben who fucked her supposed “best friend” for no apparent reason other than he could and callously obliterated her heart? Like I said, pathetic.
-the writing. Was this really written by the same author as Falling in??? Cause despite not liking that book, I could admit the writing was amazing. But this? I can’t even enjoy the writing in spite of the shitty story and MCs
-and lastly, this one was a personal annoyance but the fact that the author at times uses a PG cussing (“effing”) and at times the full cuss (“fucking”). Like if you’re going to have your character NOT cuss then fine use “effing” all-throughout. But the fact that she already does have them (especially Ben) say the R-rated cussing at times, makes the PG version “effing” seem kinda annoying. And she even has them say this PG version in their inner monologues too lol like what the fuck for?? I get it if they’re speaking in front of their parents but it’s their INNER THOUGHTS for crying out loud why do they gotta watch what they think lmao but ya like I said, this is a personal trigger so take this with a grain of salt.
Now on to what I actually DID like:
-Blaine. That’s pretty much it. This sweet, perfect man who DID NOT DESERVE CADY OR ANY OF THESE PEOPLE SO GOOD RIDDANCE TO HER, GO GET YOURSELF A REAL WOMAN WHO IS AS PERFECT AS YOU BOO
Seriously. What is it with this author and her ability to write such unlikable MCs yet super lovable OMs lmao. Also, turns out I’m not capable of a cliff notes version rant LOL. So yeah, as you can see from my above notes… I clearly hated it.
**SPOILERS BELOW**
Safety Gang:
-CW: cheating, drug use, graphic sex
-Safe sex: condom used their first time but no condoms mentioned the following times. H was mentioned to have had himself checked for STDs after sleeping with the h’s best friend cause I don’t think they used a condom 🙄
-H age 19, h age 18
-H was a total manwhore and hooks up/sleeps around a LOT; h was a virgin
-Cheating: h cheats on her loving bf by having sex with the H multiple times while they were still together
-No graphic sex scenes with OP, but there’s a morning after scene of the H with the h’s best friend which the h walks in on. The H and OW were cuddled in bed naked with the “scent of sex” in the room
-OW drama — not much other than the fact that the H sleeps around and has sex with Lucy the h’s “best friend” who then makes the h’s life miserable after
-OM drama — h has a perfect bf when the H comes back who the H gets jealous of and is a complete asshole to even though the bf doesn’t deserve it
-Separation of about a year after the h confesses her love for the H and he then obliterated her heart, but they were never officially together at the time
-HEA with epilogue