One of the two erotica books I read this month was Trust Me, penned by the indie author Emma Gladden. Literotica is difficult to critique, mainly because the genre is primarily intended to arouse you. Since each of us have a principal literary style, some erotica books aren’t a “perfect” match. I prefer LOL humor, rich description, and literary prose to transport me to a sensual world – one in which the characters organically bond (not immediately based on superficial beauty) and eventually become physically intimate.
I give it a 3.5 stars. I felt the author didn’t deliver according to my taste (her prose was simple, description sparse, and humor kept to a minimum); HOWEVER, she did arouse me! She also made me empathize with the female lead – the dressmaker, Ella – and her BBF – the nurse, Lil.
Why did I relate to Ella and Lili? Ella is a wounded, relationship avoider – not only because of a festering trauma that boils up during recurring nightmares (due to a physical assault) but because she’s been found by her former offender and also been estranged by her junky mother. Ella is left to fend on her own and copes well under such extenuating circumstances, and even goes on to help Ella through her ovarian cyst flare ups. Their interaction is sweet and genuine; I could visualize them supporting each other, giggling, like most BBFs.
How did the author arouse me? I was worried that Ella would hop into bed with the male lead – the businessman control freak, Blake Mansfield – given her traumas, but they didn’t. They chat about a dress Ella’s creating for his sister, a bit about his security business, about his family, and then Blake tells Ella how he’s a dominant. Of course, lying about his obsession for playing a little harder and kinkier than hand spanking and flogging. All of this before 40% into the sex. When they do have sex during their date in his penthouse, Blake takes control, pushing away Ella. She retracts, then they got at it, then he begs her to trust him, to share about her former life, take a chance; they cool things and are more couple-like and meet the Mansfield’s at the beach before the next orgasmic and kinky sex scenes that follow. This back and forth builds tension and releases it, which is very important in erotica.
More likes: The mysterious details why Ella is assaulted is slowly revealed; nightmares of coke and lashing initially shown then the rest of spread out in dialogue; again mystery surrounding trauma is great in literotica. Even though Lil was crass, she offered great comedic relief; I chuckled each time she joked about illicit sex.
Dislikes: The male characters sound like women. My main qualm is Blake. He comes off as more a beta male than alpha male; needlessly aggressive during the sex chats (on the phone and in person). The reader knows he’s a sexophile, and so we expect him to be pushy, but he goes as far as fighting with Ella in the hospital halls, etc. Why?
Other issues: The male organ was called by its name, instead the female part was called “sex.” Ella is British but never speaks with an accentuate, or particular manner of speaking. Why? She trying to assimilate in America or did the author forget to add it to her voice?