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320 pages, Hardcover
First published June 28, 2016
She’ll never be found. Even if they find the girl they think is Monica, even if the doctors give her the okay and she has pointy crimson nails and slathered-on mascara, she’ll never be Monica again. She might act like her, pretend to fill her life, but she’ll never be the same. That’s just what happens when you join the club.
And don’t worry about Monica. It’s better to be missing than dead.
♫Tell me exactly
What am I supposed to do?
Now that I have
Allowed you to beat me
Do you think that we could play another game?
Maybe I can win this time?♫
Sometimes it may look like someone is doing something bad, or evil, but when you look more closely at the situation, you realize that whatever's happening may not be so bad or evil after all. It may be warranted. Maybe even good.I've said before that Amanda Panitch one of my favorite YA mystery authors (second only to Abigail Haas), and Never Missing, Never Found solidifies that position - and then some. It's a shame her books are so relatively unknown because they are absolutely fantastic.
”I didn’t choose to join the illustrious society of missing girls. I didn’t grab an application, dot my I’s with hearts (it was third grade, okay?), and sign my name with a flourish in my newly acquired cursive. I was taken.”Managing to escape at fifteen, she is soon reunited with her family. Albeit a broken family, with her mother leaving soon after her return and her little sister Melody barely speaking to her.
”I choose to continue hoping, to continue swimming against the current in the hope that Melody will change. That she’ll realize she’s been wrong about me all along, that she’s my sister and she loves me.”Now one year later, she’s still trying to piece her life back together. She soon lands a job at the Five Banners Adventure park and starts making friends and even the attention of a cute coworker. Then one of the park’s workers goes missing, with the same MO that occurred when Scarlett was kidnapped. Has the past come back to Scarlett?
”Even after so many years, Pixie has a way of working herself into every facet of my life. She’s there when I eat breakfast, when I sit down to do my homework, when I feel the sun wash warm over my face. Always reminding me she’ll never get to do any of those things again.”The interactions between Scarlett and Pixie were the most interesting to read about, since in a weird twisted way they balanced each other out. Scarlett is more calm and resigned, while Pixie is a lot more assertive and aggressive.
”For years after, I thought of her as a monster, and she was a monster, and it scared me to think of how well she wore her human disguise. It made me wonder if everybody in the world was like that, if that’s just what happened when you became an adult: you grew horns and claws and slipped on human skin like a bathrobe.”The author could have fleshed them out more and done a bit more explaining as to why they decided to kidnap Scarlett, as the author made it seem like it was a random kidnapping for a seemingly random, unexplained reason.
”’I like the people,’ I say, and by ‘people’ and I mean ‘person’ and by ‘person’ I mean Connor.”Their interactions at first were cute, and Connor as a character was charming to read about. However, I felt the way Connor treated her was utter, complete crap. Not because of his attitude, but his seeming unwillingness to let his ex-girlfriend go, though they have broken up. It’s like ‘WHY MUST GUYS BE SO STUPID’!!! He didn’t totally redeem himself in the end, though he was a adorable character to read about in the beginning.
"Worry means that he cares, but I can't have him worrying too much, especially after the heart-to-heart we shared. Worrying means that he'll want to get close. Worrying means that he'll want to know what's going on. He'll want to know my secrets, and nobody can get that close." (169)