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223 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1948
How delightful and peaceful it would be to see them become part of the cheerful circle of familiar faces.
But for this to happen, I realize perfectly, I should have to bring myself to accept certain risks, to launch out a bit, to begin with, if only on a single point, no matter which one, it's of no importance. As, for instance, to give them at least a name to identify with. That would already be a first step towards isolating them, towards rounding them off a little and giving them a certain consistency. That would serve to establish them somewhat. But I just can't do it. There's no use pretending. I know it would be just so much pain for nothing.... It wouldn't take people long to find out what kind of merchandise I was transporting under this flag. My own. The only kind I have to offer.
I felt myself being drawn irresistibly onto a slippery incline, I knew that I ought to stop, but I was seized with a sort of foolish daring, perhaps, too, the need I have to defy her, that sort of giddiness that impels certain guilty persons, aware that they haven't a chance, to make a mad attempt to forestall their adversaries and challenge them... "or let's say... for instance... you've never seen it, probably,.... it's not very well known.... a portrait... in a Dutch museum.... it isn't even signed... the portrait of an Unknown Man... Man with Doublet is my name for it... well, there's something in that portrait... a sort of anguish... a sort of appeal...I...I prefer it to anything else...there's something uplifting..."
Just as people who have little confidence in their own impressions, or are uncertain of what they know, keep looking in their guidebook to see what to think when they're sight-seeing in a foreign city, I too, in his presence, kept casting about for help, for points of reference, as my eye lighted, all at sea, now on his nose with its widespread nostrils: a sign-