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500 pages, Hardcover
First published May 19, 2016
"True bravery is rare."
It's a myth that people who live in cities are naturally more open-minded, more accepting and tolerant of difference. The truth is, whatever people are, be it saints or bigots, they simply are these things, and the city--by smashing all those different kinds of people up against one another--just makes it all that much more pronounced.
"We will always find one another, because-like all animals prowling this earth-we cannot bear to believe we are the only ones of our kind."
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"I say this to you: Choose it, boy! Choose it before it chooses you. Because it will. You think there's a way it won't, that somehow there's a way to live your life so you won't ever catch its eye, but it will and you can't. So choose. Choose while you're young and you can believe in someone and can make it last a little while. That little while is the only eternity any of us mortals ever get to have. Don't let fate do the choosing for you; don't wait until you're old and desperate-and wretched, as my father declared, for he wasn't wrong-and you're left to fumble in terrible places and it's only your body . . . yes, only your body trying to prove to the soul that it's not alone, and failing time and time again."
"That's the funny thing about doubt." "What do you mean?" "It makes you feel rotten as hell. But if anyone bothered to think about it, it's a symptom of love. It means it matters to you. It's the brain questioning the wisdom of the heart. It doesn't mean the heart doesn't know better all along, it only means the brain doesn't understand how."
"That's the thing about you rich people," Dolores continued. "You think you're too good to ever play second fiddle, and you can go on a hundred years pretending that's not the case! That's called arrogance, and it's like a bad tooth, only you rich folk are too hoity-toity to notice it in the mirror. At least down here when you got it, people take the trouble to knock it out of you."
…I felt a little mournful to think of things this way. It was a little like being at someone's funeral, and in a way I suppose I was mourning a version of myself that would never come to be.
1. Why are there so many books lately that utilize the “three overlapping storylines” device? Are that many being written, or am I somehow just reading all of them? Is anyone else getting a little tired of it?So if you haven’t done so already, don’t read the jacket copy of this book. The description here on Goodreads is fine, but the copy on the actual physical book made it obvious to me from, like, page 15 of a 500-page book where we were headed and that's the woooooorst.
2. FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS HOLY, PUBLISHERS, PLEASE STOP WRITING JACKET COPY THAT GIVES AWAY SO MUCH PLOT.
Looking back on it now, I see that New York in the '50s made for a unique scene. If you lived in Manhattan during that time you experienced the uniqueness in the colors and flavors of the city that were more defined and more distinct from one another than they were in other cities or other times. If you ask me, I think it was the war that had made things this way. All the energy of the war effort was now poured into the manufacture of neon signs, shiny chrome bumpers, bright plastic things, and that meant all of a sudden there was a violent shade of Formica to match every desire. All of it was for sale and people had lots of dough to spend and to top it off the atom bomb was constantly hovering in the back of all our minds, its bright white flash and the shadow of its mushroom cloud casting a kind of imaginary yet urgent light over everything that surrounded us.