5-you're-my-density-stars for this wonderful beauty ❤
At first I want to thank Stephanie for personally giving me a advanced reader copy, I have been jealous of people who received the ARC, everytime I saw someone make a teaser for this book, I was like why not me? After I read the book I realized that I had every right to be jealous.
This book is apsolutely amazing, from the beginning to the very end, but it has a slow build up in the story, which was was fine with me. What I really loved about this story is the detailed description of how Corwin and Hailee reunted after losing contact for ten years. All those moments of catching up, hanging out, and how they moved past friendship line, I fell in love with those moments. It really showed how their friendship started to rebuiled, it showed the strenght of their relationship as friends, partners and as lovers. My most favorite moments were the flashback.
Everything was going great at beginning of their new relationship, but slowly secrets started to come out and their solid relationship became rocky as hell. All is tested, their trust, their love even their friendship.
The beginnig we are introduced to Hailee Samuels who dreams about her high school crush almost every night. The moment they reunited, I was so happy for Hailee because I knew how much she loves him. I loved Corwin so much in the beginning, he was so sweet and such a perfect gentleman {every girls dream}. But as the time passes Corwin changes. You will start the there is something big he's holding back. And as he changed, I slowly lost my grip on him, I reallly didn't want to, but I had to. Because the way he acted pushed me away. Everytime he acted strange toward Hailee, he pushed me away. I know that he was protecting something, and I know that he was scared, but I think that he should have included Hailee, he was so selfish towards her. I really hate how he handled things, really much. He acted as something else was more important than Hailee, even though I knew he loved her with his entire being. All Hailee wanted when they started their relationship, was for the man from her dreams to love her the way he did in her dreams, and to love her as much as she loves him. I felt her pain everytime they fought, every ime she felt isolated and left out I felt her pain everytime her insecutities came to the surface, her insecurities were dragging her down, making her feel like she's not good enough for Corwin. She's been dreaming and pining for Corwin for the past ten years, wishing that some day she will meet him again, and this is what she gets, the hurt, the pain, she really didn't deserve that.
Not all relationship are perfect and I know that there will be time when love and trust will tested, but I couldn't understand how could Corwin hurt her so much.
I didn't like how in the end Corwin started messing up and isolating Hailee. I love how Hailee handled Corwin's every little mishaps, which made me love her so much. I didn't know in the end if I should love Corwin or hate him, which made me confused. I don't know how many second chances at love stories I have read, but I can tell you that this one is unique and so much different than any others. The build up and the flashbacks made me fall in love with the story.
This story ends on such a happy note, and I highly recommend it to all.
The book releases on October 20th but you can pre-order it on Amazon.
ARC provide for my blog for an honest review by the lovely author Stephanie Alba