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359 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 7, 2016





He is very definitely in control right now and he wants to make sure that I know it. More, that I remember it.
The knowledge makes me wet all over again and that – more than anything else – has fear slamming through me. It’s only amplified by the need unfurling deep inside me, arousal and terror a double edged sword I am suddenly desperate to escape. Desperate to protect myself from.
I don’t know what’s going on between us – or even if there is an us. All I know if that I can breathe when Ian’s touching me, really breathe, in a way I haven’t been able to for far too long.
“I don’t understand.” I turn to look at him, trying to figure out why he would do something like that.
But he looks as shattered as I feel. “I know you don’t. And that’s the worst part of this whole damn thing. That you’ve been hurt so badly and so many times that you don’t expect the man who loves you to put you first.”
“But I am, and I swear to you, Veronica, that from here on out I always will. Even if this is the end. Even if you never talk to me again after tonight. I promise you, I will never betray you again.”
It’s been months since I played her, months since I had to think like she thought and act like she acted. And still she haunts me. Still I can feel her inside of me, knocking me off center. Twisting me up.


“Every time you answer a question dishonestly, I’m going to take off a piece of clothing – yours or mine.”
“You want to play strip interview?” she asks incredulously.
“I want to play strip Veronica.”, I counter.

This book was a really good surprise. I had quite high expectations, and while there were things I did not like about it, I still enjoyed it very much.
I loved the two main characters, both Veronica and Ian. I thought they were very well portrayed, and I definitely felt their chemistry. Veronica was mysterious, strong yet also vulnerable, and I was never put off by her character. Considering she is considered the most beautiful woman in the world, everybody was in love with her, plus she was rich and successful, it would've been very easy to make her unlikable (i.e. poor little rich girl), but I for one liked her beginning to end.
Ian was also a really strong character, talented and successful, but not full of himself. I especially loved how he wasn't a know-it-all dominant man, like in so many other books. He thinks he knows what Veronica needs from a man, but that doesn't mean he thinks that he can do no wrong, or that he can't push things too far.
I also really loved the mysterious, noir vibe of the book.
On to the dislikes....
Everything happened too fast. There were really long scenes (and a lot of time spent in the characters' heads), and the book was quite long, but the bulk of it happened in a few days. This made it a bit unbelievable for me. I didn't believe for one second that the Veronica that had been portrayed in this book would so easily trust a reporter/true crime writer with her biggest secret, that she never told anyone else. With not even a "off the record", something. I also couldn't really believe in her trust and love for him, after only a few days. After living 20+ years so closed off, and the way she treated their relationship for the first few days, it didn't make sense that she would so easily change her mind.
The suspense, I think, was a bit sub-par.
I also didn't really like the hero and heroines' reunion, it felt too cute and sweet with all the Hollywood and happily every after references for how their relationship worked up until that point, and who they were as characters.
The name dropping was a bit odd as well - it feels strange to attribute work to famous, existing artists such as Andy Warhol and Annie Leibovitz.
While it might seem like my dislikes outnumbered my likes, I very much loved this book, and I'm really glad I discovered a new author to stalk.