"Ghosty Boo lives inside of a book by Kate Litterer who lives with “a hard job to hurt out of revolted love.” Poetry is always asking us what is it we're willing to do, and when we take into our own private worlds what's sincere and true, fierce and relentlessly unforgiving are we able to ever feel safe again? Ghosty Boo has an answer for that."-Dara Wier, author of You Good Thing
In Ghosty Boo (A-Minor Press, 2016), Kate Litterer gives voice to a child, and there is every indication that the child is, in part, the poet herself.
This poet is frank and open about her traumatic past—an abusive, neglectful childhood, in part—and she is likewise frank about the PTSD she experiences as an adult. But she is just as forthcoming about the limits of memory and truth, asking in one of the long string of untitled poems in the book, “What am I making up?” Litterer, a doctoral student in rhetoric, has a sophisticated understanding of narration, and she blends her truthful accounting with fiction because she understands that she owns her own history and she controls the telling.
It is a control that seems to have been denied to the child at the center of Ghosty Boo, and giving her free range turns out to be a transformative act.
The poems in Ghosty Boo are presented without titles, although the book is broken up into five sections: “Break,” “Ghosty Boo,” “Say When,” “Terror Rooms,” and “Key and Witness.” The effect of a long series of poems presented without titles is somewhat decentering. Are these even individual poems, or is each section a long poem in parts, or is the book itself a single poem? As with the experiences of the child at the center of Ghosty Boo, the reader doesn’t get to categorize, and there are limits to what the reader can know. We have a right to a certain amount, but then no more.
It’s a contract we have with the voice that laces through the collection—a voice that has been informed by the danger so many women understand, as an early piece, one of two compositions in the “Break” section, explains:
At any moment women might have to rally individually to lose a piece of our bodies. To a butcherman. No one knows my sacrifice except me and my bone-taker. Tell me the difference between stealing and giving. I assume it’s rule-based and up to ranking. I bicker like I have always crackled in a fire pit.
Litterer refers frequently to the act, and the dangers, of telling. “I am sawing / inside trees down,” she writes in one piece. “The trees are howling / and pissing themselves / with fear.” She also seems to reference the pain inherent to the act of telling: “oh my it is sexy when a queer woman bites her nails / down to the bloodcomingout.”
In another piece, she names a further source of trauma that is familiar to too many readers:
Last night in a red dress, I observed that if women are fawns, timid in their drinks, martini, then the man who raped me years ago, large and barking, is a black wolf, is a shot of whisky. He got so close: his breath stank like a casualty.
Many collections offer witness, and some offer redemption. This book is almost brutal in its willingness to let trauma sing from its own injured throat, and redemption is not part of its project. There are moments, though, of grace and relief, like the kind we wish for when we think of the speaker(s) of these poems. Here is one:
Earth, you don’t have to soak in all the ooze black from abuse. Let it be carried away and repurposed by insects making homes.