4.5
“It was a door, tall and narrow and silver in the bright moonlight. It was closed, but I could sense the darkness that waited on the other side. Darkness so deep not even the light of the moon could penetrate it. It was the door from the hunger winter, and behind it the Crone was waiting.”
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Oh, how I loved this strange, dark, wondrous story. Maresi was gorgeous!
When she was young, Maresi came to the Red Abbey during the Hunger Winter. Before then, the Red Abbey only existed to her in stories - a myth whispered among mothers, daughters, and sisters. Now, Maresi is a novice at the Red Abbey, living on Menos, an island solely inhabited by women. In the Red Abbey, Maresi and her sisters are safe.
Until Jai arrives on Menos, with her golden hair and dirty clothes. She fled to the island, escaping danger from her past. Maresi soon befriends her, and learns that the things hunting Jai may come for the Red Abbey. Now, the novices and sisters must unite to protect her and their way of life against a raging tide.
I picked Maresi up on a whim.
I wasn't expecting much from this book - maybe a quick read, with magic and entertainment. It's the best feeling, falling into a story and sinking your teeth into it. I was so surprised, so overwhelmed by this beautiful little book.
For one, the story is told in an interesting style. Maresi is recounting the story of Jai's arrival to Menos, and the time after, in a knowing narrative voice. She recounts this story from the future, documenting it for future sisters and novices of the Red Abbey to read. It reads like a wondrous story, but it feels entirely personal, due to Maresi's endearing perspective. As a reader, you come to know her so deeply, and I was so attached to Maresi, Jai, and the rest of the sisters at the Red Abbey.
Specifically, Maresi and Jai's friendship broke my heart. I got choked up reading their interactions, and Maria Turtschaninoff understands beautifully the importance of sisterhood and female bonds, especially in a world that is so cruel to young girls.
“Holy Goddess,” I whispered into Jai’s hair, which smelled like soap and sun-bleached linen. “Maiden, Mother, and Crone, I pray to all your aspects. Relieve this girl’s burden.”
I just. *sobs*
The Red Abbey itself was wonderfully realized. I felt so immersed in the setting, and came to know the Abbey so intimately. I felt like I was there, in the Temple Garden and the library in Knowledge house. That was due in part to Turtschaninoff's gorgeous writing. It was simple, and packed an emotional punch with minimal prose. It's remarkable to me, when authors can evoke such raw, true emotion with so few words.
There's a deep, awe-inspiring magic present in the women of Menos. It's strange and Earth-shattering, empowering and frightening. I loved it. Mother leads the women of the Red Abbey, and all worship the First Mother and her three incarnations - the Maiden, the Mother, and the Crone. I loved this element of mythos weaved within the narrative.
To my immense surprise, this book is incredibly dark. I thought Maresi leaned toward the younger side of YA due to its younger protagonists, but this story explores serious, brutal themes: parental abuse, sexual abuse, rape, and oppression. The young girls of the Red Abbey live in a world where women are seen as lesser-than, as undeserving of education, equality, and respect. Therefore, the Red Abbey is a safe haven, and a home for girls who seek knowledge and freedom. The deep horrors of this world are explored through Jai, and the trauma she faced at the hands of her father. So much darkness lingers at the edges of Maresi, but it's driven back by the shining characters, empowering narrative, and awe-inspiring magic.
I just...loved this book. A lot. I'm completely blown away because I wasn't expecting much, and was given a hidden gem of a story. Maresi was marvelous!
More people need to read this. I highly, highly recommend this if you're looking for a breath of fresh air within the YA fantasy genre! I can't wait to get to Naondel.
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“She does not know how to feel safe.” As I said it I knew it was true. “We will have to teach her how.”