The Book Has Changed My Life
I have heard of Andrew Murray, and I have even tried to read a book or two of his. He didn't grab my attention as much as others have. Certainly not as much as exciting fiction and TV shows, not even as much as Facebook.
I started reading this determined to get through it because Floyd McClung, a man I respect a lot, had recommended Murray's book on Humility. I tried that one and didn't follow through on it. This time, I vowed to have a better outcome.
At first, I grew jittery as I read because it seemed to me that Murray kept repeating himself in circles. But I decided that repetition was probably good for me, so I kept reading. I found out that Murray was not repeating. He was drilling down on one of the most essential teachings we all need.
And I had a problem with obedience.
I realized how much I have drifted away from listening to God and doing what He tells me to do.
When I got to the chapter on The Great Commission, I expected to read what I already knew since I was a missionary for fifteen years. Well, I did read what I already knew. But it convicted me.
I'm a public school teacher and, for the last four years, I've been especially discouraged in my work. Students are more distracted than ever, and very little seems to stick in their heads. I think they're so used to having every bit of knowledge available to them on The Internet that they don't think they have to remember anything. And they keep entertainment with them 24/7, which distracts them a lot.
But I now remember that I'm not teaching because the content of the subject I teach is so important (which it is) and not because teenagers need to be reassured that they are fine people, need to be parented because their parent (if they have them) are falling down on the job. They need Jesus. And the opportunities to share Christ with them abound (without breaking any laws of separation of church and state). Years ago I saw one former student of mine who told me that he was a youth minister, desiring to be the kind of Christian man I was. I protested because it seems to me that I was impatient a lot and made a fool of myself shouting at them. He got this earnest look and said, "But you waited a long time before you did that! I want to be patient like you were."
I had that student a long time ago. How many students have I neglected in these last four years that I let discouragement overwhelm me? Obedience is the key, not my idea of success.
Andrew Murray wrote this over a century ago, but it still has the power to change lives. It certainly did mine, and I'm glad I wrestled with my own stubborn inattention to get a little bit of it into my head and heart.