I thoroughly enjoyed this little May/December offering from 1973 written by Anne Mather. She is not everyone’s cup of tea, but even those opposed to her style may enjoy this one!? It is vintage, so in regards to passionate love scenes don’t expect much.
So is this the right story for you? Let’s get a few deal breakers out of the way.
1. *This IS a true May/December romance. 17 year old heroine Tamsyn falls in love with 37 year old Hywell. However, Hywell understands this is forbidden. He really does try to thwart any attempts made by the h who actively pursues him. I am a huge fan of M/D romance, so this was fine by me. My mother was married by 17 in 1962, and had my sister by the ripe old age of 18 the following year(she arrived 17 months into the marriage, so no shotgun here). However, my father was only 3 years older than mom, not 20. I am just trying to point out that it was not uncommon for a 17/18 year old to be married and in many cases that was expected(graduate high school, get married).
2. * The h and H do not share a lot of page time. There are lots of pages dedicated to the h and her interactions with other characters. Yet, I felt the time together was well done.
3. * Angst Junkies, I would not say I was experiencing full on angst, but there was an abundance of tension woven throughout. You could feel the H’s struggle to keep himself in check and the h trying to grapple with understanding why she can’t have what she wants.
Ok so here is the overview: Tamsyn at 17 goes to stay with her father in Wales(not England as AM has the heroine clarify several times, it is basically like visiting Scotland and saying you are in England). Her scholarly mother is getting remarried and she and the new husband are traveling on the west coast while he gives lectures. Tamsyn does not have a close relationship with her father as her mother made their home in Boston. Although her father visited over the years, it was difficult as he was a country doctor and his village relied on him. Her mother did not encourage a relationship with the father and was rather cold and selfish.
Tamsyn arrives in England where she instantly feels a man’s eyes on her. She has a hard time looking away and feels a weird sort of pull to the man. When he comes up to her he introduces himself and tells her he is a friend of her father’s and will be driving her to Wales. The car ride is uncomfortable. The H seems almost hostile with the h and she comes off as little bit of a snob. Come to find out he is the cousin of the h’s stepmom which she has predetermined not to like. In fact she isn’t really a fan of her father. (Side note: The father left the h’s mom when she was 7 to return to his roots(Wales) where he married Joanna. Now the H lets the h know that Joanna was not the ow, the h’s mom was the ow. Joanna and the h’s dad Lance grew up together and were originally coupled. Now, AM doesn’t dwell on this or give much specifics, but Lance and Joanna could have easily had their own HP story and I would have read that as well!
The H drops the h off to her fathers. When the h asks if she will see him again he gives her a rather cold reply about it. The h is surprised to find that her father’s wife is very heavily pregnant. She chooses to ignore it and sulks off to bed. The next morning the h comes across the stepmom singing while making the h breakfast. Now our h is acting like a surly teenager with a huge chip on her shoulder. The stepmom decides to clear the air with the h and basically lets her know how she has hurt her father and she isn’t going to put up with that. It is actually a well done scene, and the stepmom is a lovely woman. It is also very clear that the father loves his daughter very much and he is over the moon that she is finally at his home. So this is actually a nice addition to the story. Not only is it a story about the h falling in love with the H, but she starts to fall in love with her surroundings and those people that make up the rest of her family. She really starts to grow up while grappling with her all consuming love for the H. She sees that she has had the wrong impression of her father. Where her mom is rather unemotional(although loves her daughter) and cold, her father is warm and loving.
Ok back to the h and H. First off this is a small village and tongues get a wagging at the slightest possibility of something untoward happening in their town.
Some things we find out about the H…he is a writer…he is the local preacher….and he is married. Ok, so his marriage broke up more than 5 years ago and was rocky before that. Not much is known about his wife, except that she currently resides in London and as far as anyone knows they have never divorced as the H is a religious man(You won’t get to the bottom of this until the last 5 pages of the story)
Meanwhile the h finds any opportunity she can to meander by the H’s house. She even is bold enough to knock on his door. He hesitantly lets her in, but discourages her from repeating the performance. The cute local farmer boy David can’t even extinguish the H from the h’s head. Then the H is asked by the h’s dad to take the h on some sight seeing trips he does and they turn out well since the h has decided she is going to play it cool and not be overly eager with the H. It isn’t until almost 2/3 of the way in the book that the H and h have a very, very passionate kissing session. He immediately throws her from him but does express that he loves her!!!(What? This is unheard of…we don’t usually get proclamations of love from a vintage H until the last couple of pages)However, he is not going to act on loving her as she is just a child and he is a full grown man. A few more things happen and then He ends up leaving town for a few days, and meanwhile the h’s mom sends for her. She doesn’t want to leave, but her mom has broken her ankle and needs a caretaker. So off to Boston she goes. She ends up staying in Boston for 5 months as her mom and stepdad is not willing to let her go. (Very selfish mom here!) So she ends up sneaking out of the house(she is 18 now) and goes back to her father’s house. Eerily no one is home at her father’s house so she walks to the village and goes to the H’s house. He is gone as well, but his door is unlocked. She makes herself at home and ends up falling asleep on the couch. She hears some noise upstairs and goes to investigate and catches the H with his shirt off. He sees her and is shocked.
There is a reason for him being shocked. He is described as looking thin and gaunt at this point in the story. Although he still feels the h is too young to commit to such an older man, the H decides he cannot go on without her. He takes her to her Dad’s house. He is overjoyed to see his daughter and is not willing to give her up yet. So the H and h agree to wait 3 months before getting married. The story ends 6 months later and the H and h are visiting her mom and stepdad. It is clear that these two want to be together and the h’s old life in posh Boston holds no interest for her.
Overall, a well done romance. The H is actually not described as overly handsome or wealthy. What a nice change that the h is actually very attractive but is in love with and older less attractive man. He does ooze charisma though. It is also interesting to note that we really didn’t get to know much of the H’s history. Even the reason for his first marriage was strange. I also do not get the impression that he is a manwhore. In fact I think he has lived a pretty female free life which gives his attraction for the h even more impact. The h does show her immaturity several times throughout the story which may put some off. The H really did try hard to keep away, but for both of them it was love at first sight. They were meant for each other. I love fairy tales, so I’m all in on the whole destiny, love at first sight scenario!