Dr. Grayson Taylor is convinced that a summer fling with the bartending cowboy is a quick remedy to mend his broken heart. Soon his plans to return to big city lights for a dream career don’t seem as attractive as the cowboy with dimples lying in his bed. When Grayson’s charred past reappears, can he learn that forgiveness costs less than pride and admit he is the one who needs to be healed?
Cowboy Izaac Scott drove into town with little more than boots on his feet, a well-loved baseball cap on his head and a cross-country journey on his mind, but he’s not sightseeing. He’s running from the ghost of a first love. Will the doctor be the one to help Izaac realize that true love can heal the past or will the cruel spurs of life jab him in the heart again?
Jules Dixon enjoys entertaining her Omaha, Nebraska, neighbors by dancing while mowing her lawn and is an annoying but lovable online distraction to her writing friends. She quite possibly eats her own body weight of Gummy Bears, Hot Tamales, and Red Vines, every year. She is addicted to everything related to the amazing emotion of love, and has been referred to as “terribly optimistic” which she took as a compliment, but may not have been, and she’s okay with that.
Jules explores the rich psychology of sexuality, choices, and conflicts of high school, college, and young adult characters in her novels and novellas.
This needs a session with an editor. A competent, observant editor. Because Jules Dixon can't keep track of what she writes. Or perhaps what she hasn't written, in some cases.
First Grayson has a dislocated shoulder. Then a broken collarbone.
At one point, Grayson says that Trex, his ex, admitted to screwing dozens of extra partners, even though in that scene, Trex never said anything about how many people he'd screwed around with.
A guy named Ryan is referred to as 'Kyle' at one point.
Grayson apparently gives Izaac a hat, but the reader isn't treated to that scene. Izaac is just suddenly replacing his old hat with one Grayson gave him, and this has some serious significance, and I, as the reader, was sitting there going, "Where the fuck did this come from?"
"'I heard what you said in bed before you fell asleep the other night.'"
Well, seeing as how Grayson picked up Izaac's hand and kissed it after Izaac made his declaraction....I'm pretty sure Izaac was aware Grayson was awake.
Nate is referred to as Nate....until he's referred to as Neil.
"Soon, we were making out like horny teenagers, but with the lasting commitment of mature adults."
That one really irritated me because these two swung back and forth like a couple of orangutans through this entire fucking book.
"I can't promise anything serious."
"That's cool, bro, but maybe we could be boyfriends."
"Yeah, why not, let's try and be in a committed relationship."
"It's just a fling, though, right?"
"Oh, definitely! Dude, I'm not after serious. Anyway, should we get dressed and ready for the ceremony?"
"Totally, man, we'll talk about how serious we're not after we're married. Sound cool?"
*Digital copy kindly received in exchange for an honest review*
Soooo...... this was my first book by this author - Jules Dixon and wow! I was surprised but in the BEST way!
Not only was this my first (and definitely not the last) read by this author but it was also my very first M/M read too! I've never read a M/M before and I was pleasantly surprised! It wasn't full of just sex and stuff like I'd thought it'd be. It had a storyline. A plot. And a beautiful one too.
Grayson and Izaac both develop as characters and you see that happening with each page you turn! The writing style was lovely and it was a very well written book.
The length was perfect. The author didn't feel the need to lengthen the book anymore than necessary and she cleanly told the characters story in the best way.
I loved all the characters in the book. Not just the main two of whom the story was about (Grayson and Izaac of course ;) ) but I also liked reading Brook and Kaelan and even the Doctors were pleasant to read!
The atmosphere and vibe of the setting of the story was warm and welcoming but it could also be sinister when it needed to be.
All in all, it was a great read and I really enjoyed it!! Well done Jules Dixon! I can't wait to read more of you in the hopefully very near future!!! And more of this series too I hope ;)
*A copy of this book was provided for free by the author in exchange for an honest review.*
I loved this book so much! Izaac is my new favorite. He's such a good man. Grayson isn't a slouch either. Both of them are really good guys, and that's a nice change of pace. No one is saving the other, the power dynamic is pretty even. I loved their relationship, from the start. They just had such a connection. I like that there issues were actual real issues, and not just fake misunderstandings added for drama. I really appreciate seeing GROWN UPS work through their baggage so they can be happy. I love that Izaac wasn't afraid to call out when Grayson would be "shrinking" him, instead of just being interested in learning him. I really enjoyed the side characters. GREAT FEMALE CHARACTERS! Or at least not horrible evil caricatures. I'm still a little muddled on all the family ties between Grayson and his family. A few of the plot twists regarding minor characters were blatantly obvious that it was frustrating that Grayson wasn't cluing in. Nothing majorly detracts (there are a few missing words here or there, but I was too caught up and rarely noticed them) Still....loved this.
Family matters most to the Taylor family. As long as they're together they can make it through anything.
Grayson Taylor just graduated with his masters in Psychology. While his career path is set his love life is in shambles. Agreeing to spend the summer at home with his family is what he needs.
Grayson has a past that haunts him everyday. It's keeping him from moving forward in life and with his career.
Quote: “You know my grandmother told me a quote that I think fits lots of things happening in your life right now. I believe it was Emma Smith, ‘Life is like the river, sometimes it sweeps you gently along and sometimes the rapids come out of nowhere.’ Be prepared for either when two rivers or streets meet, Dr. Taylor.”
Isaac Scott is a true cowboy full of muscle on top of more muscle. He is a wandering soul never staying in one place too long. He finds his summer stop in Valentine Nebraska as the Taylor's new hired hand. One mistake in his past keeps a ghost following him wherever he goes, never allowing him to move forward until Gray.
Quote: We all make mistakes. It’s the path you choose after that will determine the person you become, not the mistake.
Jules Dixon has an amazing way of showing the reader what true family and unconditional love means. It's not often that I find a book that encompasses the love shared between two people in a true and very real way. Orientation doesn't matter to this reader, as what's in the heart is what really matters.
I wanted to give this book 5 stars but there are some grammatical errors and extra words thrown in that pulled me away from the story. Usually I would mark it down to a 3 for that, but the story and characters are too good for that.
While this story was primarily a romance between Grayson and Izaac, it also dwelled on Grayson's entire extended family. I loved the slow burn romance and the way the men worked through their baggage. The secondary stories were almost as interesting as the main one. The changing POVs between Grayson and Izaac worked perfectly and gave a great deal of insight into all of the characters. The only reason why I'm not giving this wonderful book 5 stars is the lack of decent editing which would have made the story shine.
I love stories that center around the family, how the character is shaped by the family and life experiences. This is one of those stories. And I love a cowboy!
A copy was given to me in exchange for an honest review.
Grayson (Gray) Taylor just finished getting his PhD in Psychology when he returns to his residence to find his boyfriend of two years cheating on him. He fears the disappointment and pitying gazes of his family whom had taken in the cheating scumbag like one of their own when he returns home for three weeks. What he doesn't expect is to be told he's deserves so much more from one of his brothers when he has to admit to his horrible mood during the car ride home. In fact, when the cat gets out of the bag he doesn’t expect everyone to agree he deserved better. Izaac Scott is a bit of a drifter doing the odd job in a town for a short while before moving on. When He's run out of a small town because he was spending time with the mayor's son, he lands himself in Valentine, Nebraska. There he works on a ranch and bartends. On a night he's bartending he takes notice of Grayson and his siblings. They get off on bad footing but he doesn’t let it get to him since something about Grayson calls to him.
When the two finally get together, the ride isn’t easy. With an a ex-boyfriend who doesn’t know the meaning of “it’s over”, issues within the Taylor family, and Izaac and Gray’s own issue about relationships. The two seem over before they can even really begin.
This book was 26 chapters long, alternating between Gray and Izaac’s POV. It was a nice story although it had its issues. There were quite a few contradictions happening within the story just in terms of events that occurred. The alternating POV threw me off, which has never happened before in any other book I’ve read written in such a fashion. In fact, there were a few times that I switched up whose POV I was reading since it sounded like the chapter could have came from Izaac or Gray’s standpoint.
There was quite a lot of drama in this story. It gave off a soap opera feel and I’m not much of a fan for reading stories where both MC’s have led very difficult lives and it seems like the world is out to get them. That being said I did find Izaac and Gray’s back ground story to be interesting although it did get a bit taxing with them going back and forth about pursuing each other. Izaac story of Quinton, his first love, was heart wrenching and brought tears to my eyes.
I did enjoy reading/getting to know the Taylor family. Along with the Reeds and whatever other family made an appearance. I loved the family dynamic, how accepting they could be. Although Micah Sandoz did make me hate his guts for being so unprofessional and breaking his Hippocratic Oath by being so shitty to Gray in his time of need. Gray was a patient and Micah should have lost his license just for it or at the very least have been reprimanded even if it was explained why Micah acted the way he did.
Originally reviewed for Love Bytes Same Sex Book Reviews with a copy provided by the author / publisher.
This was the first book I’ve read from this author, and I was pleasantly surprised. I’m never sure when I pick up something from a “new to me” author, how it will work out. I think that it is the author’s first full length book foray into the m/m genre, but I may be wrong.
We meet Grayson Taylor when he has just found his monogamous partner putting it to a barely legal summer intern on their kitchen table, just days before Grayson’s graduation with his Doctorate degree. Grayson is crushed, particularly since the partner didn’t stop until he “finished” and particularly since the partner was barebacking the kid!
Grayson has now run home to his family in a small town called Valentine, Nebraska. His family owns a successful farm there and it seems he is related to half the town, but it also seems like there is a lot of Grayson’s backstory that we don’t know yet.
Izaac Scott has also just arrived in Valentine, where he has been hired as a farm hand at the Taylor farm. He is also running away. In his case from a tragedy that happened five years previously that has kept him from being able to stay in one place for more than a few weeks since.
Both men have some serious issues, and are pretty broken…can they fix each other? Do they even want to try?
Add in quite a bit of family drama with siblings, cousins, parents, and well-meaning town folk, and you have an entertaining read. There is a reason behind Grayson’s reticence which ties all the way back to his childhood. The reason for Izaac’s reticence isn’t as far back, but is just as big a deal as Grayson’s issues.
I really enjoyed the interplay between these two men, as well as their interaction with the many well fleshed out background characters. I think the book was well written, and the characters were all well developed. I really enjoyed that the background characters had lives of their own, which the reader becomes pulled into as well. They are well enough written that I can see several stories following along in this series. I’m interested to see who gets their story told next and I’ll be looking forward to their book.
One note on the town of Valentine. I’m not sure such an accepting town actually exists anywhere. Valentine kind of reminded me of the town of Big Eden in my most favorite gay comfort movie of all time, Big Eden. Everyone in both towns is so accepting of everyone. I wish the world really was that kind of place.
In conclusion, I’m going say I really liked this book, and recommend it. Give it a try, I don’t think you’ll regret it!
**I received a copy of this book free from the author in exchange for an honest review.**
3.75 stars
Overall, this was a really enjoyable read. Grayson is a man who comes home to stay with his very large family after graduating with his PhD at the age of twenty-four (and finding his boyfriend having sex with an intern on their kitchen table). After tragedy, Izaac hopped in his pickup and never planned to settle down, just living his life going from state to state, town to town.
I liked Grayson, but there was an element to him that annoyed me. How he was the self-proclaimed therapist of and for the family (yes, it was true, but I was irked by how often it was brought up). I also did not like how he tried to "psychoanalyze" Izaac. As a professional, he should have known better and if anything, referred him out to someone. It's one think to want your lover to open up to you; it's an entirely different thing to try to be his therapist.
So I only liked Grayson, but I loved Izaac. A man who was drifting, yet who stood up for his sister. Hard working and loyal. Honest. Admirable and sexy. He seemed relatable and "real."
There is a lot going on in this story, and there are a ton of secondary characters. Admittedly, I liked all of them, although sometimes I think I may have liked them more than the MCs--along with their storylines. The main "conflict" with the MCs is them getting past their own pasts. Which is valid and could have been enough, but with the other characters dealing with so many more "tangible" issues, I became more interested in what was going on with them than what was happening between Grayson and Isaac. Kae, Kota, Tenn, Holson... even Micah, I wanted to know their stories and was distracted and pulled away from that of the MCs.
As far as the writing goes, it was good, but there were errors. A "Neil" instead of a "Nate" (though his last name was O'Neill, the usage lacked the second "L"), along with some others. And I have to say there were a couple of times word choices reminded me of a het romance, i.e. "manhood" is not a word I come across often in a contemporary gay romance.
All that said, I plan to read the next book, hopefully soon.
i was gifted a copy of this amazing book it many emotions made me laugh,get alot of steam on my kindle ;) and get mad fells also made me want to kick i certain douchenozzle in the gonads :p . can i just say how much i love jules dixons books especially her mm books yummy ;) i liked how spurs had alot to do with family,forgiveness and moving on the Taylor family was awesome they were there for each other when they needed someone to talk to they were also very protective but they also hid stuff because they didnt want to hurt there family now let talk about how hot Grayson and Izaac were they were just electric from the start and then the barn scene WOW ;) they both had baggage but they both knew there was something special but still holding back from each other :( we also see what the other characters are going through i cant wait for there books cough 'nate and tenns book ' cough :) jules books are very unique and different there emotion filled with some steamy scenes ;) you also connect to the characters the pacing is never to fast or slow its just right and there character growth blossoms as the story goes if you havent read jules books you need to :)
Coming home to his family's farm after a breakup, Grayson has the summer to figure out what he's going to do. But after meeting the hot stable hand that has been hired, it may come to who's he's going to do instead of what. But can he learn to trust again after walking in on his boyfriend with another man? Izaac is a drifter, never staying in one place for too long. But can Grayson be the one that finally feels like home?
Love this book. There is such a great story line between the 2 main characters that you can feel the chemistry between them. But it's not just all about them. It's about family and what they do to help each other out. Family isn't always blood and this book breaks down exactly what family means.
I was given a copy of this book free by the author in exchange for an unbiased review.
This was my first book by this author and it won't be my last. An enjoyable read but there was an awful lot going on and at times I felt that the main MCs became secondary charcters in their own story. Both Gray and Izaac had difficult pasts. Gray having just broken up from a man who cheated on him and Izaac carrying the guilt over the death of his first love. There was so e angst along the way but you knew the 2 would get there in the end.
~~I received a copy of this book free from the author in exchange for an honest review.~~
What a wonderful story! Besides a few missing words and more grammatical errors than I would have liked, this was a great read! Ms. Dixon gave us two strong characters in Grayson and Izaac, not to mention the secondary characters that made this story work. Grayson's family was so supportive and warm, but still believable. This was a well-rounded story that fed into my love of all things "cowboy"! I am looking forward to visiting with all of them in the next book!!! :D
I've read this author’s other works and really enjoyed them, so I decided to give Spurs a try (although not my usual fare). OMG I love these characters! I love cowboys and Izaac will always have a place in my heart. His conflict was so real, so intense, that it was like I was right there with him. And he's got such amazing chemistry with the doc – wowzers! I devoured this ebook all in one sitting. Ms. Dixon absolutely delivers with Spurs.
4.5 stars What a wonderful book I loved all the characters and their stories even the M/F relationship I hope this author will keep exploring during the rest of the series as side characters or even a bit more :) I havent read m/f in a long time but I have to say with these girl ( Kae, Iris) i sure could! I am excited for the next book and hope there will be a few more after that also.
I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
I really don't know where to start. The beginning of this book was wonderful, and I really thought I was going to have a 5 star book here. But things went really off-kilter as the story progressed.
This is the opening line: “Gray, you look like someone stole your puppy, ate your last Twinkie, and took a crap on your prized laptop. It’s like sad, angry, grossed-out—all in one messed-up face.”
I thought this was the perfect start. A few lines later: “Two weeks ago, I walked in on Trex bending the library intern over the kitchen table. I moved out on Sunday and haven’t spoken to him since.”
Oh yeah, here comes the heart-break.
Grayson is going back home to his parents house because his brother, Braden, is graduating from high school. During the drive (with his other brother, Holston) we learn that Gray's boyfriend has been cheating on him, with said library intern, and Gray walked in on them going at it on the kitchen table. Come to find out, Gray had previously been said intern and that's how his and Trex's relationship started. Now, though, Gray isn't so happy about Trex fucking the interns on the table.
What's doubly bad is the fact that Gray has just got his own degree to be a psychologist at the age of 24 (not sure that's actually possible, but ok; hey, if Doogie can be a Dr. as a teenager, Gray can be a head shrink at 24). Either Gray missed the signs that Trex is a cheating douche, or he saw the signs but chose to ignore subconsciously. So clearly now Gray is in a deep funk while he's visiting his parent's and siblings. To top it all off, he's not heard back about getting a job with the top facilities he applied to (he's apparently among the top of his class with great references).
Then we meet Izaac, another man with relationship troubles and family drama. He's only been in town a few weeks and has a job on a farm/ranch plus bartending at night. Izaac is a drifter running from his past
When Izaac and Gray meet for the first time, it's while Zac's working his shift at the bar and Gray wanted nothing to do with him, was in fact quite rude. It's not until their next encounter that things between them change. Gray is going for a run in the morning (because his mom has cooked a high calorie breakfast) and he runs with his ear buds in, in the middle of the road (not sure where exactly in relation to the house), but as he crests the hill, a truck also crests, and they jump out of each others way. Gray is banged up with a badly twisted ankle and collar bone issues. The two men (Zac had already acknowledged Gray was hot when he first met him) feel the sparks flying and sort of flirt as Zac drives him to the hospital.
This book had all the markers of being excellent. But then...sigh...then the drama started.
The two men seem to dance around each other. One step forward, two steps back. It was very whiplash like. At first, the two men seem to be on the same page with them getting together as a casual hookup while Gray's in town. And Zac is a drifter with no plans to stay either. But then, then!!! Zac feels like they could have a real connection (which I don't doubt), but his attitude was a serious about face from what he had just talked with Gray about. So Zac pulls back from Gray out of fear. Okay, I can get that but WTF? They circle around each other, saying they want to be together, but maybe they shouldn't - they want different things. But they do have sex on occasion. It's really, really weird. I couldn't keep up with all the back and forth. Make up your minds men!!! Either you want the guy or you don't, stop doing the dance and either tango or walk away. I can't stand when characters make up their mind a million times, each decision countering the previous.
Each time they went back on what they said, I demoted points, which has resulted in a 3 star rating from me. I've left out the rest of the family drama because there is just a lot going on. I do recommend this story, it's a good story, you just need to go into knowing you have to ignore the men's back and forth attitude. They are pushing each other away while at the same time keeping a rope around the other's waist.
There are also a lot of secrets about the family that were drawn out in a somewhat cool, yet baffling way.
And then there was the epilogue. Clearly this was a lead in to the next book, I just didn't get how this leap was made: Gray's other uncle, Drew, was brought into the hospital because of a heart attack and... “We have him on a ventilator, but I’m sorry, there isn’t anything we can do for him. He’s gone.” Wow, really? I am totally not a doctor, so maybe this is possible. Is there a Dr in the house? If someone suffers from a heart attack, doesn't that mean the heart has stopped when they say "he's gone?" What's up with the ventilator? What are they venting if the heart has stopped? Lungs getting air in/out does no good if the heart is not beating. And if the heart is beating, why is he "gone?"
“This shouldn’t have happened. He was young and in great health. There’s something under this that concerns me.” “Like?” “His father died young, too, but since it was a car accident everyone assumed he’d lost control of his vehicle on rain slicked asphalt. I’m not so sure now.”
Hmm, that is some serious detective work. How, how!!!!!????? can someone make a leap from one man dying (supposedly, still not sure because the man's on a ventilator) from a heart attack at a "young age" and the man's father dying from a car accident, to both incidents being hinky, and not kosher? First, anyone can have a heart attack at any age. It happens. Second, okay, so let's say something is hinky about the heart attack. How can one then say the man's father's car accident wasn't an accident? This is what we are being told from this paragraph. Didn't buy it.
Now having said all that, I didn't hate the book. I did enjoy it and looked forward to seeing Gray and Zac get their HEA. I also was entertained by all the siblings and their saga. Cousins saga too: Tennessee and Dakota - I know there is a story coming for those two brothers; and Nate (no relation) is involved somehow too in a story. I will say that I will take the opportunity to read the next books in the series if given the chance. I have to find out how Tenn's life goes.
The book was good but from the beginning it was very hard to read and understand. The issue was way to many characters being thrown in and the character being introduced in a way to know who they were and how they played into the storyline it was this way all the way through the book. Some characters had a main name but went by a nickname and the reader was to catch on who that person was or was not. The book was good but I feel it should have been done a little different
Jules Dixon knows how to make characters come alive. The MCs attitudes are backed up by just enough backstory to pull the reader in. The supporting cast is abundant but vibrant.
Things happen a bit too quickly (imo) to be completely believable, hence not a full 5*. But, maybe that's just me.
WOW! There really was A LOT going on in this story! And honestly, that was one of the things that I loved most about it. In the real world, relationships don't develop in a vacuum. Life still goes on while we're trying to figure out how to get to know another person, how to deal with our growing feelings for them and how to reconcile the mistakes from our past with our hopes for the future. We attempt to do all of this while we're trying to juggle work, family and so many other aspects of everyday life. The town of Valentine, Nebraska is chock full of wonderfully flawed people that are just trying to figure it all out with a little help from their family and friends. Family and friends who are also trying to work things out for themselves. I loved all of the characters in this story (Trex…not so much), and I REALLY hope that I will get to see them all again! The book was long enough to allow me to spend a satisfying amount of time with these lovable characters and the action is almost non-stop, with accidents, injuries and fist-fights keeping things interesting. I also loved that the people of the town were open-minded and accepting and that there was none of the ignorance and prejudice that is too prevalent out here in the real world. Grayson Taylor has just earned his PHD in Psychology, broken up with a cheating boyfriend and headed home for a few weeks to spend time with his large and loving family. Heartbroken and disillusioned he struggles to deal with this new hurt even as he’s never fully dealt with the pain and guilt from his past. The last thing that he expects is to feel an instantaneous and powerful attraction to the Horseshoe’s new bartender, who also turns out to be his father’s new ranch hand. Izaac Scott has some serious baggage of his own and he’s been running from the pain and guilt of his past for years, never staying in one place long enough to make any real friends or engage in anything more than a casual hook-up. But there’s just something about the Honey-eyed Doctor Taylor that won’t leave him alone, and as the two of them give in to their physical attraction they each begin to wonder if there could be something more. While Grayson and Izaac take one step forward and two steps back in the getting-to-know-you dance, they each get caught up in the emotional drama happening all around them. Every single person in Gray’s family is going through some personal drama of their own which is affecting their parents as well. Gray can’t help but to act as the therapist, trying to help them work through their problems while Izaac is becoming increasingly more attached, not just to Gray, but to his family and to the town as well. How will everything work out, not just for Gray and Izaac, but for all of their loved ones and new friends? I really recommend that you read the story to find out! For the most part, I really liked the author’s writing style and I became emotionally invested in the characters, cheering hard for a positive outcome. There were just a few mechanical errors and an instance or two of a misnamed minor character but I’ve seen that often so these minor flaws had no effect on my overall enjoyment of this story. I did feel that the ending was a bit abrupt and I can only assume (and hope) that there will be a continuation from this point on.
I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
This is my first book by Jules Dixon. It's safe to say it won't be my last. Spurs is an interesting story about two men who are carrying around a lot of guilt. Not just one of the MCs, but both of them. It's nice to see a story where both MCs are struggling with baggage and not just one.
The story starts off with Dr. Grayson Taylor (Doctor in Psychology) coming home after finding his lover having sex with another man. On top of this, he is upset that he hasn't received any job offers from medical facilities he applied to. Spending time with his large family is just what he needs to get his head on straight and then he is off to the city to find the job of his dreams.
On his first night back, he goes out to the bar with family and meets sexy bartender Izaac Scott. Izaac is a roamer. He never stays in one place for long, but wherever he goes, he works hard to not only support himself but his sister in college. Grayson and Izaac do not hit it off at first, but when these two meet again the sparks are there. Not only does Izaac work at a bar, but he also is a hired hand on his father's ranch.
Like many first books in a series, there is a lot going on. This story is more than just Grayson and Izaac’s romance. The reader gets blasted with numerous characters, mainly Grayson’s family, going through their own issues. Some get settled in this book while others will be the stories in the following books. Don’t get me wrong, this didn’t take away from this book. I actually enjoyed Grayson’s large family and think they added a good chunk of my enjoyment to this story. On the other hand though, there were certain characters and actions that didn’t make sense to me.
Grayson’s ex for example. Something was just plan off about him. He comes into town demanding Grayson to forgive him, even to the point of being threatening. He also did some horrible actions prior to them breaking up. Nothing truly ever comes from this though. One moment he is being a dick and then the next he’s all sorry and gives a lame excuse as to why he did it. End of story. Then you have issues with both Grayson and Izaac’s sisters that didn’t add much to the story line and the whole issue surrounding Grayson’s name. I’m still not sure he did it to begin with. Just doesn’t make sense. I know I’m being vague, but you’ll just have to read the book to understand what I’m saying.
Even with my little issues, overall I did like the book and became invested in Grayson’s family. I will most likely read the next book in the series because I’m fond of Tennessee and his brother.
I received a copy of this book though goodreads mm romance group's Don't buy my Love for free from the author in exchange for an honest review.
Dr Grayson goes home for a few weeks after getting his doctorate but before he gets a new job. Just before he graduated he found his boyfriend banging someone else on their kitchen table. So he's a little down, with no boyfriend and no job offer. He figures a quick fling with the new kid in town wouldn't be a bad idea. Izzac has decided to spend the summer in town so that his sister can visit him. He works two jobs and has a nice little place for them to share. Izzac is travelling the country, running from his past, never having more then a quick fling.
From here the story takes place. I loved that we got to know about everyone else and their issues, (mostly) but sometimes I felt it took away from Gray and Izzac's story. It was a little bit of insta love, but with a whole heap of other stuff thrown in.
The boys have their own problems and issues with each other, but I thought they gave in too easily. In fact I found that with most of the issues, people just gave in, like with Grays ex, he has potentially ruined his life in regards to losing him all those jobs and Gray is so angry, but he does nothing about it, he all but blows him a kiss goodbye. I found a lot of the story like that big build up, but nothing happens. With Grays ex- he says he won't let him go, but he very easily does, Grays mad at him, but doesn't care An old enemy, is suddenly water under the bridge. Things that have been plaguing them both for years no longer matter.
I also am shocked that this is published by a company, I figured with the bad editing it had to have been self published, but it's not. I'm a big fan fiction reader, and I've read some (lots) that are better edited then this. My pet hate: getting the names wrong, happened heaps! Writing the wrong MCs name in, spelling it wrong, the wrong side characters name, completely changing the sisters ex boyfriends name halfway though the story, and it's either getting the the name wrong or changing the characters in a scene in the middle of the scene. The editing is also missing words, using the wrong words, adding words, and don't get me started on the plot holes! When did he give him the hat???
I know that from the sounds of it I didn't enjoy the book, but I did, I loved the side characters and am really looking forward to the next one! Wired I know, but despite all my complaining I did enjoy the story and I look forward to reading more about this interesting family, I just hope we do find out more about them in the following books.
In what I believe is the author's first venture into M/M romance, Jules Dixon does herself proud with a complicated, sometimes heartbreaking and very frustrating story of a Nebraska ranch family starting to come apart without even knowing it.
The story centers around Grayson Taylor, heading home for the summer after earning his doctorate in Denver and dumping his long-time boyfriend for seriously cheating on him. His family consists of parental units who have a bunch of other kids growing up, grown, and in general messed up in their own ways. That we learn how Grayson fits into his family somewhat into the story is a bit of a shock, but in reviewing what happens prior to that revelation, not all that surprising.
Grayson is hiding a terrible tragedy that he blames on himself, and he also is terribly cautious and reserved when it comes to relationships. Except when he "accidentally" meets drifter cowboy and newly hired family ranch hand Izaac Scott, his world (and Izaac's) turns upsde down, inside out and over-the-top. Izaac, IMHO, is the focus of the story and even though Grayson is well developed, it is Izaac who carries the tale in book where the POV changes from chapter-to-chapter between them.
The widely extended Taylor family seems to be the focus of their town, and a lot of them (as well as Izaac's sister) get into this yarn. We can see some things developing as it goes on (especially when it comes to Grayson's football star twin cousins Dakota and openly gay Tennessee, please don't laugh at the names). But everyone in the Taylor family is well developed and even if some of the angst seems a little rough and far-fetched, most of it is plausible.
What I was not expecting was the ending which suddenly becomes crowded with new people--it seems as though we are going to get another book which picks up as this one melts into one HEA and several other potentials. But in general, I was totally pleased, read it in two sittings, and highly recommend it to those of you who enjoy family sagas that are built on unabashed love.
Is this a case of “lost in translation”? A lot of people seem to love this book, but I had problems getting into it. First it was the setting, USA style ranching is not something I can imagine very well, even though it seems to be a favorite setting of many MM writers. Then it was the writing style itself, that I found to be all over the place. For someone like me, who isn’t a native English speaker (or reader) it becomes a lot harder to understand and enjoy English language texts that has bad spelling, bad grammar and bad editing. These things could have been dealt with and I hope that this author gets the chance to have her future works looked at more in depth by an editor. I’m sure I would have appreciated this book more if it had been easier for me to read and actually understand, without having to re-read several long passages and going back and forth in the book to see if I missed something that I felt should have been mentioned.
The story in itself is straight forward and rings true to me. Grayson seeks refuge with his family at their ranch after being cheated on by his horrible boyfriend and being disappointed about his career. He meets drifter bartender Izaac and there isn’t instant attraction, which is a bit refreshing, but when they meet again things start happening between them. Both men have a lot of emotional baggage and they did actually deal with that, no hiding in corners to avoid your issues for either of them, which was good.
I did, however, get a bit frustrated by how Gray and Izaac kind of danced back and forth with their relationship. One day it was “no strings attached” and the next it was “boyfriends”, and then back again. And again. By the time we reached the end of the book I didn’t know if I should be annoyed by that they didn’t get their act together sooner, of if I should write to the author and complain to her that she put her poor MCs through too much uncertainty.
There was a lot of secondary characters in this book and they were well written and relatable. It feels like what it is: the first book in a series, and with better editing this could be a good series.
I was provided a free copy of this book in return for an honest review
3.5 rounded up. This is a hard book for me to review. Although I enjoyed it overall, it didn't really connect for me. First off let me say it is beautifully written. The characters are complex and realistic and the story has a great flow. The basic story is about Grayson and Izaac. Grayson returns home to lick his wounds after finding his boyfriend cheating and Izaac takes a temporary job as a bartender in the same town while running from his past. Although the romance is between Gray and Izaac, the book gives just as much time to their immediate and extended families and their issues. It is great that the reader receives such a holistic view of the MC's. We get to know both families really well and the ending seems to infer that will be important for future books.
Both Gray and Izaac have demons in their past that they have to come to grips with; and this persists almost through the entire book. Therefore, this is a very slow burn romance. I have to say, I got a little whiplash with the emotions of the MCs that seem to contradict themselves pretty quickly. One MC would be adamant that they didn't want to get involved and were leaving. But in the next chapter (or even paragraph) they declare they are really falling for "you" and are staying. This happens all throughout the story and got a little annoying towards the end.
I just had a hard time rooting for the romance of story; but really liked each MCs individual struggle to get past their issues. In addition, nothing really happens except that, the courtship and a little family drama. I had a hard time staying invested in the story because of that. I was also disappointed that this wasn't really a "cowboy" story. Izaac is from Texas and works as a ranch hand and a bartender, but that is as "cowboy" as it gets. Gray calling him "cowboy" doesn't a cowboy romance make in my book.
I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
Grayson goes home to celebrate his younger brother’s high school graduation. Along the way we learn that he has just broken up with his cheating, no good boyfriend. He meets Izaac at the local bar where his cousin bartends. Izaac is a drifter who also bartends and is the farmhand on his parent’s farm. Gray and Izaac’s first meeting doesn’t go well. They run into each other quite literally the next morning when Gray is jogging down the middle of the road with earbuds on. Izaac drives up over the crest of the hill and nearly runs him over. Gray dodges, but still gets banged up pretty badly. Izaac takes him to the hospital and never leaves his side. Things immediately start heating up between them. But soon after Gray gets home, the ex-boyfriend, Trex, shows up begging forgiveness. Gray kicks him out along with the help of Gray’s brother and some posturing from Izaac. This starts what seems to be the hot and cool relationship between Izaac and Gray. They are hot for each other and then they are taking things slow and just being friends. It’s hard to keep up with that even Gray and Izaac aren’t sure what they are to each other much of the time. It’s less angst than it is indecision I think. Both characters have a lot of baggage they are dealing with and neither seem to be at the point where they can make a decision so it’s back and forth. Gray has five other siblings as well as a couple of cousins and each one of them has something going on. Minor subplots so to speak. It makes the plot itself feel very busy and somewhat cluttered. I would have rather focused on the MCs storyline and less on the drama of all of Gray’s family.
I did like Gray and Izaac. I liked how they did become stronger in the end and finally got their HEA together. Readers who enjoy a story that has a big family with a lot going on will find plenty to like here. This one is ready to go for a sequel.
This was a beautiful, sweet, story that I was sorry ended when it did (more about that in a minute). I'm glad there's a sequel (looks like the third book is just a short) but I wish it were about this couple who I adore. I'm hoping the next book in the series will clear up the unresolved pieces in the lives of the other characters. I'm eager to read it.
I'm not sure why this series has the name Cowboys in the title because these aren't really cowboys. Izaac is really a farmhand. It's probably just a way to sell books. I can picture an editor saying, "Good story but make this about cowboys or shifters and you've got a contract." Maybe I'm cynical.
It was a horrible ending. Not only were questions left unanswered, but there weren't enough happy endings for the many couples involved. I'm not saying it was bittersweet for everyone, but there are things left hanging for some and at least one that was over. I get that she didn't want everything to work out for everyone but I wish it were better for more people. I'm glad Gray mentioned that his sister could be a great single mom and didn't need to marry for anything other than love. And that last scene, ugh.
There were a couple of nitpicks I had such as there was no need to make Grayson 24 and a PhD. Another thing is that one male character told another male character they were men so they talked things out, not like women who expected everyone to figure out what they wanted. Huh? Men don't talk; that's a huge well-known issue. I also didn't understand how Dr. Billings provided both physical and psychiatric care. Those are specialties with separate licenses.
But the relationship between Gray and Izaac was beautiful and sweet. I'm glad that Izaac didn't just burn the hats but gave them to people. It wasn't the melodrama I was expecting and it was much better. Overall, this was a fantastic read and I'm going to check out the author's other stuff.
I got this book for free in exchange for an honest review from the author.
I went in to this story having never read anything from the Author but enjoying the blurb. There were a few editing error but not enough to detract from this story. I would have been happy with another 100 or so pages with this relationship and Grayson's family. Grayson become the youngest to ever graduate with a doctorate in psychology. He was adopted when he was 6 by an Aunt and Uncle and blended in with the family there good even though his looks are far different. Grayson at age 6 was playing with Matches and his parents and another of his uncles died in the resulting fire, and Grayson carries guilt for this into the present time. Izaac is on the run from his past and a decision he made that after a chain reaction resulted in the death of his first boyfriend. Not only to we get to see into these two wounded but still struggling to love lover's but Grayson extended family plays a prominent role in the story. We Start the story with Grayson Driving home with one of his brother and relating the story of what he walked in on two week earlier, his current boyfriend, Trex barebacking a freshmen in their home. Izaac and Grayson meet when Izaac almost run his truck into Grayson who in trying to escape his memories was running in the middle of the road leading to his family ranch where Izaac is a new hand. Grayson is injured and Izaac take him to the hospital.
This is the least Angsty angst book I have ever read.
**This book was provided for free from the author for an honest review**
I'd rate this book a 3 1/2 stars but rounded up. I've been wanting to read this book and jumped at the chance to read for a honest review.
I really liked the MC's and would have loved to have more time and attention spent on them and their relationship.
There is A LOT going on in this book. At 37% in I took the time to check my progress because so much information had been read, so many characters introduced and a lot of drama.
The writer has done a great job of introducing supporting characters that I want to read about further.
Some items that took my attention away from the story:
I'm not sure if Greyson has a dislocated shoulder or broken collar bone, both have been written. But he seems to be fine from his severe sprain and shoulder/collar bone issue within a week. All of these issues take a lot more than a week to heal.
In several places there seemed to be a missing "to".
"While I milked the cow into release" - a phrase I can live the rest of my life without ever seeing it used regarding self pleasure.
The underlying story and characters make me want to continue reading in spite of all the drama. And I'm sure many people won't have any problems with the amount, I just have a low threshold for it in real life and reading.