I received a copy of this books by K. Ryan in exchange of my honest review.
So here it goes!! I LOVE "Carry you Home", I LOVE, LOVE,...LOVE IT!! Did I say I LOVE IT, already?
Call me what ever adjective you want guys, I won't care! Because I'm bound now with this book, end off!
K Ryan, oh boy, smashed me and glued me and broke me and fixed me over and over again. Two parts!! Two damn heartbroken, self-searhing, self-sacrificing parts and in the end...well, in the end, I was prepared for it.
"One line meant I was in the clean. Two lines meant I was in the shit. No time like the present to find out if life as I knew it was basically over."
Isabelle Martin, on her 22, kept fighting for her future happy life. After her decision to change colleges and being closer to Caleb and their life as a couple, she continue her courses at the UNC School of the Art, getting ready for her first self-project showcase. Most things of her life got in their right places and she was in a stable world for the time being. Her father finally accepted to be in rehab and their relationship been in reconnection, she was doing great at her Art School, Caleb was definitely the one for her and, although she wasn't ready yet, she has gifted to motherhood. However, she was young and the world Caleb let her in wasn't that safe, not in a millions years!
"Everything with him was just one giant battle. One step forward, two steps back. One test after another..."
Caleb Sawyer is a fighter! Fighter and a keeper. Two different people into one body. He was ready to die for his family, his gand, his brothers but he was ready to fight for his old-lady as well. Ready to make the next step in his relationship with Isabelle and create the perfect life with her, made him settle on wrong decisions. He was young, he raised differently, he couldn't knew better. So after a little time of happiness between them, dark days came to their way.
"It was like he'd just taken everything Caleb and I had planned and twisted it into something evil and ugly..."
I definitely don't agree with the world Caleb was into. He was an outlaw, he did bad things. K Ryan presented him here, as the ruthless gang member who was ready to prove his team that he was made to be a leader but at the same time, was also the caring mate who is ready to prove the deep love he felt for Isabelle every single moment. But the battle to prove himself on both sides was realy hard. So, when the dark days came and took him away for her, took their new but unborn connection away from them, their lives changed for ever. His decisions changed them for ever. And that's how first part ends...
"Maybe there was still time to turn things around, maybe I could somehow earn back all the pieces of myself I'd lost, and maybe someday, Isabelle would come home to see it."
Two years in jail plus the effort to prove himself that everything he had decided and created throughout the last six year he was out, was the best he could do to keep him sane. The time Isabelle will finally be at Claremont, to watch out her father who wasn't well, was coming. The time he will finally feel whole, was on it's way also and he was ready to fight for her and win her back. However, no matter if he was out of the gang, no matter he was living his own life away from his old brothers, the outlaw's past was on his shoulders and shown his ugly face one more time.
"Congratulations, universe. You win. Thanks for giving me everything I've ever wanted and then ripping it away."
A constant fight, a constant persistence and everything Caleb did, became broken pieces. Isabelle wasn't as she used to be. She was the same but at the same time she had walls around her. He couldn't do anything more than to stay close to her and support her. Remind her that he loved her, that he will fight for her, that he will wait for her...always. Things that Isabelle wanted with all her heart and at the same time terrified to live. She wasn't ready to fall apart again for Caleb. She had so many other priorities now, her father's health, her work, the life she created.... Oh! Second part was a blow. Even if I was hooked by the first part, the second one was action-packed, revelational and a surprised one. Not to say more about that tho!!! Wish I could keep writing about the second part and say all I want to share with you but, the thing is that, it will be best to keep you all on your toes and make you read it by yourselves.
Congrats K Ryan for this amazing series and the chance to read the book before it's release. I'm honored gilr!!This book is definitely a 5+ stars from my part! Loved every-single scene, the chamistry K Ryan created betwen the two main characters was riveting and even it's a long book, it was fast-paced, a full consuming story. Twists and turns, heartbroken moments, lots of crying, lots of laught...yeah! there were lots of witty dialogs..."Carry you home" it's the last book of the series and the best one. I heartily recomment both books to read them guys.
Until my next book review...
Take care of your selves and yours
Vivi