I knew, of course, the premise of this book before i read it (January 1945, German civilians at the Eastern Front, now Lithuania and Kaliningrad Oblast). The ordinariness of the actions, my feeling of intense foreboding, the dark terror inherent and ignored in every simple, silly day - all life energetically undertaken in denial of the obvious. Told in such a brilliant way. A nearly flawless description of how i feel right now.
Accepting the potential terror of not belonging, not complying, without a second thought, these East Prussian Germans ignored the transparent truth, that the Russians - a bit pissed off - were on their way, imminently...because, as we all can attest, isn’t denial a better way to cope? Then the threat was the Nazis, now it is Capitalism. Privately owned vaccines, denying the majority of humanity access - guaranteeing that billions of variant viruses will continue to be produced in the millions of coughing lungs - and the mutant virus’ success (by definition) is its ability to elude immunity...so profit, almighty and forever - as invincible now as Hitler must have seemed then - will provide endless recurrences of this pandemic and death, despite vaccines. But who, within the sphere, like these Germans, these Good Germans, were then - have the courage to say it out loud? No, we charge on with our myths, our Wagner, our Goethe, our Pfizer - we, magically, will rise above all others and survive. Right. Bring on the Valkyries.
All the comfortably collected, collated details of a life, with the softest, most special memories and moments repeated in comfort, complete with gentle ironies and tender bits, even stanzas of poetry and song. One example - after announcing that the Red Army was, basically en route to slaughter the listener:
“...then ‘Merriment in the Morning’ a programme of cheerful songs:
Don’t look here
Don’t look there,
Just look straight ahead!”
Ah, the thoughts we think to ourselves about our imagined uniqueness in this place, this time. (Should we write things down?) All vaporized in war, all missing in action. Or, more likely, not missed at all.
From the introduction (which should be read AFTER the book as it contains spoilers):
“How long does it take to realize a world is ending? To realize that the ending of this world is your end, too?”
“Kempowski is searching for signs that the run-of-the-mill indifference, workaday envy, and quotidian silences we know so well already contain within them the monstrousness that overturns every known rule and standard once it ripens into war.”
Or pandemic, or climate catastrophe. Just sayin’
Simply brilliant.