This is an incredible autobiography, and an important one that I think anyone and everyone should read (with the caveat that, as per the title, it's a very disturbing and difficult read due to violence, death, misogyny and anti-LGBTTQ violence).
Claudia Brenner tells her own incredible (miraculous, really) story of survival after being shot 5x by a "mountain man" (identified later as Stephen Roy Carr) and having to watch her partner, Rebecca Wight, succumb to her injuries.
These horrific events happened in 1988, a time when LGBTTQ+ (then usually just called "gay" or "lesbian") rights were really in their infancy compared to today. In many places, there was no provision in the human rights code for discrimination based on sexual orientation. Many still attended Pride parades incognito, some with bags over their heads, to avoid being "outed", which could mean losing custody of their children and their jobs. While we still live in a largely homophobic society today , and these rights were hard won and still fragile thanks to right-wing conservatives (as we are seeing unfold in the USA), we have seen a lot of improvement and awareness since those times. This is important to reflect upon when reading this book.
Claudia was a graduate student in her late 20s, studying architecture. Rebecca was studying business admin, and they had met 2 years prior when they were both attending Virginia Tech. Their relationship was typical of many young couples, with its' ups and downs, and the strain of distance, particularly when Claudia studies in Israel for several months around a year prior. They had decided to meet at the Appalachian trail in Pennsylvania for a hike to the picturesque Michaux Forest to camp.
They had thought they were alone at one campground far into the woods, when Rebecca ran into a strange man. They didn't think much of it, but hurriedly got dressed and moved on. At another point, they saw the man again, and Claudia noted that he carried his gun casually over his shoulders, like she saw the soldiers in the Israeli army carry theirs. He was creepy, but again, they thought he was just an oddball and that they'd lose him on the trail at some point.
Claudia and Rebecca were being intimate in a secluded area, by their tent, when Carr opened fire on them. Terrified and disoriented, somehow Claudia managed to travel for miles on foot and flag down a car to get help.
Sadly, when Rebecca was recovered by authorities, she had passed away.
Claudia went through months of recovery in hospital. It saddened me that one of her concerns was not having insurance (not an issue in Canada) and that there were funds raised to pay her hospital bills. That said, the physicians were very kind and had made the fees as low as they possibly could, and still gave her top notch treatment.
Claudia discusses how she was afraid at first to tell the police and the hospital staff that she was a lesbian, for fear of judgment and being mistreated; sadly, this is still occurring in 2025, particularly in some areas of the world (such as the "bible belt" in the USA). Claudia eventually told the police so that there would not be accusations of her hiding this aspect of her relationship with Rebecca, and this paid off in court.
When Claudia is recovering at home, the case against Roy finally is going to be heard in court. Claudia manages to get LGBTTQ+ friendly lawyers and has a lot of community support; something she acknowledges that others would not have. Claudia unpacks the fact that she is a white, middle class grad student from a well-educated family, and that likely played into how she was treated.
Roy makes a plea deal to be put in jail for life rather than face the death penalty, and after much discussion, they accept this.
Claudia becomes an activist, telling her story publicly at many events and to news outlets, sharing how LGBTTQ+ violence and hate are very real threats.
Claudia goes on to continue her education, and continues in her profession of architecture.
While this read was very difficult, it was also of the utmost importance; LGBTTQ+ individuals still face violence and hate today. We see it in the news all the time. In particular, with the current (2025) g0v't in the USA, we are seeing the frightening spectacle of LGBTTQ+ rights being erased from the constitution, including the fact that transgender individuals are barred from participating in their chosen gender's sport category, and that trans rights are no longer considered human rights. It's horrific to see the clock being turned back.
Whether people are LGBTTQ+ or allies, it is important to hear stories like Claudia's, which tell us what happens when hate against people based on their sexual orientation is overtly tolerated and , in some places, even encouraged.
LGBBTQ+ rights are human rights, period..and it's sad that some still don't acknowledge this.
I sincerely hope that Claudia and her family are doing well today, and that the Wight family has found peace.