More than 5 stars for this book and the whole series.
I’ve read other books by Nikki Sex but the “Abuse” series is by far my favorite as it has so many layers. This series is its own unique genre. Nikki Sex really went out of her “comfort zone” and she did it brilliantly. Respect!
This series is not only a (very, very hot) love story involving abused victims and all the psychological aspects of abuse but its’ also so much more: it’s a thriller!
In this third installment, all will be revealed and you’re in for some BIG surprises. I never saw it coming and I love when authors surprise me.
This final book ties up all the loose ends:
- Renata will confront her fears in a very, very sexy and courageous way. She’ll realize she also has a submissive streak but can only overcome her fears with Grant because she trusts him wholeheartedly.
- Grant rises to his full potential ladies! He’s travelled a long way to overcome his inhibitions and see himself as something else than a monster. He realizes that loving women, revering them does not mean treating them as breakable china dolls. A little kink in the bedroom is more than all right! He is a Dominant man, through and through and now he owns it, yes!
- Alongside this healing/love story, we follow the investigation around Grant’s father death. Let me tell you I never knew who the murderer was. Was it Grant? No, it was a dead end soon enough. Was it Alex? Was it Grant’s mother (maybe she realized what a monster her husband was and defended her kids for once?)? Was it one of his “partners in crime”? Someone else (another victim maybe)? Good luck to guess right! I love it when I can’t guess correctly. It means the author does a great job to keep us on our toes.
- We uncover what lies behind Grant’s abuse and the enormity of it will knock you right off your feet!
I loved the writing, how Nikki always knows how to use the right word to describe something awful. She does not sugarcoat it she gives it plain and simple but always with the utmost respect for the abused victims. I’m in awe each and every time. She uses the right balance between erotic/dark/funny/enlightening and tender.
She also has deep reflections not only about abuse but also about life in general that make you really think and even reconsider your position in some matters. I love when a book pushes me to reconsider my position, my beliefs, even unsettling me because that’s how “real life “works. Nothing is ever “static” but everything is always evolving.
I also love the humor, used to lighten what could be sometimes too serious ”André is like Catnip to women” (I loved that one!) or when Grant was forced to run the family business as every other family member was "incapacitated" one way or another ” It’s like a macabre version of The Highlander: There can only be one!”. You can also always count on Mitten, that smart cat to brighten the mood.
I was very happy with the epilogue, it left me with a bittersweet taste (don’t worry, fans of HEA won’t be disappointed) something to ponder on for days after I’ve read the book.
This book is also a goldmine if you are interested in learning about abused victims and abusers. Not only does Nikki gives some facts about real “affairs” and statistics but she also describes how abused victims see themselves, the Hell they live in each day and how exhausting it can be to keep the pretense that “everything is fine, I’m normal”. Some cope with addiction (alcohol, drugs), some completely occult what happened to them and “forget” it until one day it comes back and their world explodes. She writes all about their many conflicting emotions, as taboo as they can be, like the love or feelings you can have for your abuser, the jealousy you can feel towards other kids abused by “your” abuser, as irrational as it can be, the guilt and the disgust… It was a roller coaster of emotions masterfully executed.
You won’t find another Nikki Sex, she has her own touch and magic with such delicate/sensitive matters. Well done Nikki!
And for all the Edgars of the world, I would like to use one of my favorite quotes, one I find so true and so important: ”We all meet many unsung heroes throughout our lives.”